Self-knowledge

After New Year's Day, I have been busy for a whole week. On Friday night, Golden Friday night, Ye Xiang wanted to take Sun Xiao to celebrate his single life, but Sun Xiao didn't drive him to the bar at all, but stopped at the entrance of a mass-market KTV .

"You have a broken stomach and want to drink, let's sing."

Ye Xiang couldn't laugh or cry, and entered the box, which made him even more dumbfounded because the little bar singer from last time was sitting in the box, sitting on the sofa in the box, with his hands neatly placed on his knees, staring at the door of the box all the time.

Ye Xiang raised his eyebrows, "Why did you bring the university students with you? By the way, what's your name? Don't you have to go to Link today?"

The college student wrung his fingers and introduced himself as Ding Wanda with a blushing face. Today he went to the bar manager and said that he would change shifts.

Ye Xiang turned his head and asked with his eyes: What do you mean?Young puppies?

Sun Xiao replied with his eyes: Isn't it crowded with people?

When he really sang, Wanda's little milk dog's momentum seemed to be a different person. He suddenly changed from a nervous college student to a male god with an affectionate voice. In the gentle singing of water.

Sinking into isolation,

Searching for amotivation,

Cuzlove is notoccupation,

Just the shelter from the rain...

Love is not possession, but a green place to shelter from the rain in rainy days.

Simple guitar chord accompaniment, almost a cappella melody floated in the small box... It was obvious that there was no drinking, but there was a sense of intoxication.

After the song was over, Ding Wanda turned back into a little milk dog in seconds, blushing and said something ugly.

"Tsk, I wouldn't dare to sing if you were ugly."

Ye Xiang teased him with a smile, Ding Wanda scratched his head and replied shyly, "I'm sorry in front of Brother Xiaoxiao."

Sun Xiao's face turned dark when he heard this title. As a former Internet singer, his singer's name was Xiaofeng Canyue. He took it in high school and used it until he graduated from university until he quit the circle. History, his fans like to call him Xiaoxiao.

Once Gu Cheng, as another insider, blatantly posted on Weibo after they confirmed their relationship, saying that "Xiaoxiao" can only be called by him, and at that time he captured the screams and hearts of many rotten girls.

Sun Xiao raised his forehead, "No, how did you know that. How old were you when I submitted the manuscript?"

The little boy replied confidently, "It is said that I grew up listening to Brother Xiaoxiao's voice, I didn't lie to you!"

"Hahahahaha-"

There was a burst of laughter, Sun Xiao's face turned red and pale, and Ye Xiang burst into the happiest laugh in recent months.

He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, yes, there are so many interesting things and people in this world, unhappy things will always pass, and the future will always become better.

Then Sun Xiao sang a few songs, and the clear and loud voice of the young man filled the box. In the song, there were young love, sad parting, shy secret love... His music is still as perfect as before, every note is perfect, Ye Xiang could hear some different emotions from it.

It's as if Sun Xiao wrapped himself up and isolated himself from those love-hate feelings and xenophobia.

Like a small animal hiding at home and carefully licking its own wounds, it raised its head upright on the outside, preventing people from seeing a little bit of fragility inside.

When the song reached the emotional point, Ye Xiang put his arms around his shoulders and leaned his head on his shoulders.

Sun Xiao sang "Whoever is in love will be more obstructive and dead, I don't want to change", turned around and pinched Ye Xiang's face with a smile, put one arm around his waist, and hummed:

"It's not natural for a person to love the one around him to death, but you are the most provocative to me, and you can destroy me in everything..."

The song is called the song of never changing one's nature. It talks about being frustrated in love and unwilling to give up, unable to let go and never changing one's nature.

Ye Xiang knew, Sun Xiao knew, they had smashed through the south wall, their heads were bleeding, and they had to turn back.

Love the one around you so badly, put down all your body for that person, break out your heart and hand it to that person, but it is only in exchange for the fate of being abandoned.

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*Note that the above lyrics refer to "Dead Sex"; there is another English lyrics I can't find the original song, if anyone knows, please let me know, Doxiaza orz (the original song is very good!)