Leap past the confused days of life

Feng Lu skimmed through the web, saw some articles that wrote about the grievances of human nature, and understood the fact that human nature is difficult to change after it is formed, especially those with cowardly personalities, it is difficult to rebel, and it is difficult to escape from the clutches of others control.

Therefore, they will often endure the confusion of loneliness and conflicts in reality, and often suffer from frustration and emotional complexes, and they are powerless. Sensitive nerves are most vulnerable to setbacks and injuries.

Indeed, the withdrawn nature often puzzled Feng Lu, the incomprehensible human nature, he couldn't find a way out of life for himself, often racked his brains to stay at home and meditate, and often closed the door to think about mistakes.

The chaotic thoughts are always difficult to sort out. If it were someone else, they would choose outdoor sports and go out of the house under such circumstances, and they would get emotional, unexpected inspiration or harvest.

But Feng Lu often chooses to sit quietly at his desk and write quickly, thinking that only in such a mood can he express his feelings better, and it will also help improve his writing.

One day, Feng Lu seemed to smell the fragrance of the soil, and there seemed to be a smell of spring around him.When spring comes, people want to experience it outdoors so that they can feel happy and happy.

Every day is getting warmer, and the footsteps of spring are getting closer and closer. The tension of spring appears in the scenery, fluctuating in people's inner world, and the breath of spring permeates the earth unconsciously, sending out a scent of temptation and fragrance, which makes people feel happy. People are overjoyed by the impulse, so Feng Lu also wants to go to the suburbs for a spring outing to vent his pent up heart, and the thought of this is enough to make people excited.

In this season, people's bodies are just recovering and still a little fragile, and the invasion of cold air can easily cause flu.

In this vast land in the north, there has been no snow for a whole winter. This kind of weather has an impact on spring plowing. There is very little irrigated land in the north, and drought will affect it. In the north where large-scale planting depends on the sky, it has indeed appeared for 50 years. Unexpected severe drought, the land will not be able to sow seeds, and the seeds will not germinate even if they are planted, and the grains will not be harvested, and the land will only be barren. There is no drop of rain in spring, and the air is filled with the smell of dust , the wind and sand suddenly rose, blocking out the sun.

People living here also suffer from dry nasal passages and cleft lips. Their bodies seem to be roasted by fire, and it is difficult for them to adapt to the lumpy and dirty nose for a while.According to traditional Chinese medicine, there is fire in the body, but it is not an evil fire. However, an affair with wind and cold, bacteria destroys the body's immunity and weakens the situation, and it is easy to be infected by viruses.

Feng Lu caught a bad cold, he was shaking all over his body, he couldn't control his body, he was shivering all the time until he got home, the cold forced him to crawl into bed and feel better, he took a few more pills and finally fell into a drowsy sleep up.

After waking up, Feng Lu felt that his body had recovered a little bit, and he had some strength. He touched his forehead with his hands, but the headache did not alleviate and the fever symptoms did not disappear. He continued to take medicine. Without recuperation, at this moment, the body could not recover to the previous state at once, and the symptoms of dizziness appeared in the melon seeds of the head.Feng Lu didn't dare to stand up and walk, so he had to lie down quietly again.

Then I had a wonderful dream. I dreamed that Feng Lu walked into the desert alone. The scene in the desolate and dry desert was creepy. I had to be in awe of the emptiness of the desert. No one wanted to go into the desert to find a way to survive. The Holy Land of Tianfu, because no one can survive in the desert, the probability of survival is very slim.

Because the dream is associated with Feng Lu himself, fighting alone every day, breaking into the prison of reading thousands of volumes alone, walking into a vast and boundless desert, being submerged in the ocean of knowledge, falling into confusion for a while, believing in the destiny up.

It is really difficult for a person to read thousands of books in his life, especially after the golden age of learning. Knowing that fate is difficult and will accomplish nothing in the future, he has to bite the bullet and do things that cannot be competed by manpower and destiny.

During the drought of that year, in the desperate time, a rare heavy snow fell in the spring, and the road became muddy. In order to increase the load rate, the taxi driver raced against time on the narrow road, and the mud was splashed. Passers-by who were in a hurry to dodge, watching the mud flow down the trouser legs, watching the taxi going away, had no choice but to endure such a disaster.