rest of life 22

"I am a person who is naturally indifferent, even, sometimes, I can be said to be hard-hearted!" I once said this to Zhao Han.After she finished listening, she just smiled and said, "That's because you haven't met anyone who makes you no longer cold and hard-hearted!" I naturally disagree with her words, and, even in At a certain moment, I will no longer be indifferent and hard-hearted, but after that moment of trance, or after a short time, I will eventually return to indifference.Just like a stone, even if it is boiled in a hot water pot, after taking it out, it will gradually cool down and return to its original state.

"Let's make a bet! If you lose, you will call me brother. If I lose, you will call you sister. How about it?" I smiled and said to Wang Yuyin who was sitting next to me.

"What's the bet?" She asked with wide eyes and her female voice unique to little girls.

"Hmm... I'll bet if I'm the first person to roll the roll after our homeroom teacher comes in. How?" I thought for a while, then suppressed a smile and said.

"Okay! I bet he won't be the first to call you." She said without thinking.

"Okay! Just wait, you're doomed. Haha!" I laughed maliciously and said confidently.

After a while, the head teacher walked in with a high school Chinese textbook in his hand.The classroom instantly became quiet, only the orderly breathing of a class of students and the occasional sound of someone turning the pages of a book could be heard.

"What's the matter, get up and talk!" He pointed at me and said.

"Teacher, my stomach hurts and I want to go to the bathroom!" I said pretending to be uncomfortable, clutching my stomach.

So, under his slight nod and Wang Yuyin's surprised eyes, I ran out without looking back.It was as if the flood was about to flow thousands of miles away, unstoppable.

Ten minutes later, I walked into the classroom slowly, suppressed a smile, and sat obediently in my seat.Suddenly, there was a burst of pain in the back, Wang Yuyin pinched me fiercely with her hands, rolled the whites of her eyes, and stared at me furtively.I pretended not to know, and could only let her wreak havoc behind me.Until that class was tormented.

"Come on, call me brother!" I patted her head and said with a smile.

"What a ghost?" she said angrily. "How dare you amuse me, set a trap for me, huh! Don't talk to me in the future." She pretended to be very angry, turned her head to the other side vigorously, moved the stool, It seems that you really want to row the river with me.

"We don't have a limit, how can the class teacher be the first to call my name, right? So, it's not me playing tricks. If you lose, you lose. Come on, call me brother!" Actively and relentlessly pursuing what I deserve, the spoils.

"But, if you do that, it's clear that the head teacher will call you first! This is not a gamble, is it? It is definitely a fraud."

"You don't care what method I use, winning is winning, and losing is losing. Who told you that when you made the agreement, you didn't have a clear limit! Besides, even if I cheated, it was the head teacher who cheated, and I didn't cheat you!" I argued almost forcefully.

In the end, under my soft words and occasional righteous words, she had no choice but to bite the bullet and fulfill her bet.Although, I know, she is still unconvinced.

"Brother!" Her voice was a little low, but when she called out, she actually blushed.

"Hey!" I agreed shamelessly.Then he stared at her with a smile, watching her embarrassment.

"You are so annoying!" She clenched her fists and hit my arm hard a few times.

"Haha, trouble is trouble, trouble is also your brother!" I deliberately grinned my teeth in pain, but my mouth didn't budge.

It was a happy age.It seems that there is no trouble.Besides learning!Of course, I don't have too much trouble with my studies, I just do what I should do when I should.There is no such thing as blindly studying hard or being extremely playful.For me, the most tormenting moment is the morning.The ancients and teachers often said that the morning is the most energetic time of the day and the best memory, so it is good to have morning reading.So, we, who didn't get enough sleep, were asked to get up early in the morning before dawn, and arrive at school when the sky was just slightly bright.I didn't give up until I read until it was completely dawn.In the rules established by those with power, a small shrimp like me naturally dare not resist a little bit.Therefore, I can only follow the steps step by step, behave well, arrive at school on time, and study on time.It's just that even though people have arrived, their eyes are still trying to stare at the book, but whether they really see it or not, there are no rules.As for me, I can't do it with my eyes and my heart.Most of the time, I have been dreaming with my eyes open.In the dream, there was a sentence or two of ancient poetry, a few mathematical formulas, or a few English words.It's just that, in the same period of time on the same day, what you see in your dreams has always been a fixed thing.It seems that it was something I saw in the first 5 minutes of waking up!

"The teacher in charge came in!" Wang Yuyin nudged me lightly with her elbow and said in a low voice.

"Ah!" I woke up from the big dream, and pretended to be serious and focused on the sentence I had been staring at all morning.

The class teacher left after making a round of inspections.I shot her a grateful look, and she smiled back.Morning reading is often done like this, and I am not unwilling to take it seriously.It's just that I tried many ways to refresh myself, but it didn't work after all.For example, it is said that if you go out to have a blast, you will wake up a lot.However, I was in the cold wind, holding a vocabulary book, standing upright, and lost my mind.And because he fell asleep in the cold wind, he caught the cold and fell ill for two weeks.Since then, I have not tried this kind of sober method that is not worth the loss.In addition, even when reading, reading aloud is said to be able to relieve difficulties.However, as I was reading, my voice gradually became quieter, until finally my mind went blank, and even the book I was holding was leaning against the edge of the table, not falling off.As for what the ancients called "the awl stabs the buttocks, and the head hangs from the beam", firstly, I don't have such long hair, let alone a beam on which to hang my hair, and I don't have an awl, and I don't have the heart to stab myself with an awl.I don't think the two methods of reading that are almost self-harming are efficient.What's more, for a rational person like me who doesn't force anything, I wouldn't be stupid enough to do such a thing.So, I can only let it go, after all, sleeping is a human instinct.Since it is instinct, why bother to forcibly restrain it?Of course, this non-restraint is only limited to when it does not affect some great interests.

Wang Yuyin is also very lethargic, of course, compared to me, she is not as good.What's more, her lethargy is mainly due to her reluctance to study and her dislike of a certain course.She is very poor at sleeping in class. In the most common terms we say, it is "nap".The spirit was in a semi-confused state, and his head was nodding, almost hitting his forehead on the table.And when I lightly touched her with my elbow to wake her up, she was always startled, and that very unnatural posture naturally couldn't be hidden from the teacher.In comparison, my sleep can definitely be called a technology.I sat upright, maintaining a fixed posture, motionless.Sometimes it is even possible to keep your eyes open.Sometimes, even with your eyes closed, you will never be easily seen.Because my eyes are so small that they can be ignored, it makes almost no difference whether they are closed or not.What's more, I slept calmly, even if I was awakened, I was calm and composed, my face didn't blush and my heart didn't beat.Therefore, the frequency of being discovered by the teacher is not much.

"I'm in love!" Wang Yuyin suddenly said to me mysteriously.

"Huh? With whom?" I asked in surprise.

"I won't tell you. Hmph!" She suddenly said pretending to be arrogant.I know, she knew that I was very curious, and she wanted to hang my appetite and take the opportunity to blackmail me.However, I will not fall into her trap.What's more, this time, I'm actually not that curious.

"Forget it!" I said coldly, and then continued to read my book.

"Uh, okay! If you don't want to listen, forget it." She was stunned and said.Saying that, he pretended to be annoyed and walked away.

Half a year has passed, and my deskmate has also changed.However, our relationship hasn't changed much, except that we talk a little less on weekdays.One day, during an extracurricular activity, I sat alone in my seat, casually flipping through a magazine.She came over suddenly and said softly: "I'm broken in love!" I looked into her eyes, but there was nothing else but loneliness.Come to think of it, the breakup was several days ago.

"Unexpectedly!" I shook my head and said inexplicably. "At this time, it's better not to fall in love!" I continued.However, before I could finish my sentence, she turned around and left my seat.

"Oh!" I couldn't help but sighed.But, I don't know why I sighed.Or, sighing is good for the lungs and good for your health!

After graduating from high school, like the brothers and sisters who graduated before, we went our separate ways.Yes, step into the society to find a life.Yes, keep reading.For people like me who only know how to read at present, it is natural to choose the second path.So is she.However, the place to study is far away by thousands of miles.The time I can see each year is only when I go home during the winter vacation, but I haven't seen him for three consecutive winters.Or, it's because you're busy.Or, because I don't want to see you.

"Do you want to make an appointment this year?" During the winter vacation of the fourth year, I asked cheekily on the phone.I didn't have any expectations, I just said what I thought was a joke in that joking tone.Or, deep down in my heart, I really want to see her!

"Okay! But, where shall we go to play?" She replied without thinking.This made me startled. Although I didn't express it in words, I couldn't help feeling nervous.

"If it's too far away, the car will be very tiring. Then, let's take a walk nearby!" I suggested pretending to be calm. "What do you think, how about climbing a mountain?" I asked tentatively.

"Okay! It's up to you." She answered very simply, but she didn't show much excitement.I remember she once said, "I don't like traveling, because I'm too lazy to move around!" At that time, she was lying on the table sleepily, reminiscing about her afternoon sleep of nearly an hour.

"Okay! Then go climbing." I decided decisively. "Well, if it's nearby, then go to Jilei Mountain in T City, which is more than three hours' drive away from us." I continued to suggest.

"Well, okay! I haven't been there, you have to lead the way." She said lazily. "You lead the way, I don't worry!" She added with a smile.

"I'm a road idiot. Be careful, I took the wrong path and got lost in the deep mountains and old forests. At that time, I went to a family in the mountains and sold you. I guess I could get a lot of money. You know, the people in the deep mountains Many men can’t find their wives, and those old bachelors are like wolves and tigers! I’ll keep you, a little sheep, without any scum left. Haha, what’s the matter? I’m afraid not,” I joked.

"I'm afraid of a ghost! Really. It's not sure who will sell it." She said stubbornly.

"Haha, I'm worthless, and it's useless for people to want me! I can only eat, and I will have to feed them in a few days. You are different. You have a big butt and can have babies! Hahahaha."

"roll!"

……

The next day, we met at the station as promised.I arrived a little earlier and waited outside.Until, I saw a car driving slowly towards the station.She was sitting by the window on the side of the car facing me.I saw her, and she saw me.She smiled and waved to me, and I also smiled and replied to her.Suddenly, the car stopped at the door of the station, and a group of people squeezed past and crowded around the door.

It turned out that there were two people in the car, and they started fighting.One is the driver and the other is the passenger.

"The passenger wanted to go down first, but the driver refused to let him go, saying that he had to enter the station. But the passenger said something, probably a swear word. The driver heard it and was naturally angry. Besides, he was a young man. I couldn't hold it back, and started fighting." She said happily.It was like watching a great show. "It is said that these two people are going to ask someone to have a fight. I don't know if there will be a big fight! Haha, it's so funny."

"You! What's so funny about this kind of shit." I said with a smile. "However, as the saying goes, 'It's not a big deal to watch the excitement', I can understand it."

"That's right! Think about it, those two are so funny, they can fight over such a small matter, and it's in public, isn't that just for people to watch the fun? It's so exciting, don't watch it for nothing, don't laugh for nothing Don’t laugh.” She said in a serious manner, as if she wanted to find a reasonable explanation for her status as a spectator, and by the way, explain that she is not a "good" lively person.

"Haha, yes! Don't read it for nothing. It's like a clown, but it's also interesting." I agreed. "Okay, let's go, don't miss the car!"

"Oh!" She nodded and responded.

That way, the car was not fast.But the mountain road is rugged and tortuous, which made me, who didn't like to ride in the car, feel a little motion sick.So, basically fell asleep along the way.When I woke up, I had already arrived at my destination.We took the car at noon, and when we arrived, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.But that mountain is in a relatively remote place in the city, so it is naturally impossible to climb the mountain on the same day.So, we booked a hotel near the bus station.

After finding the hotel and checking in, it was already past four in the afternoon.We rested for a while, then went out to settle dinner together, and take a look at the city by the way.

"Speaking of which, I should be no stranger to this city. However, today is the first time for me to really see it." I said with emotion.

"What do you mean?" She was walking beside me, there was a vague gap between us, I couldn't hold her hand, and she just followed me step by step.Occasionally I walked too fast and had to stop and wait for her a few steps.

"I usually get off the train here during the Chinese New Year when I go home, but I just pass by in a hurry. My image of this city is limited to the train station and bus station!" I explained.

"Oh!" she replied flatly. "Let's go buy some snacks. It's spicy. I haven't eaten it for a long time. I really want to eat it." She suddenly pointed to a row of street stalls in front of her and said excitedly.

"Okay! I haven't eaten it for a long time, although I can't eat spicy food very much. However, it's not bad to eat a few bites once in a while to satisfy my cravings." I agreed, and walked over with her as I spoke.

We ate a lot of snacks that night.There are spicy ones, some sweet ones, and I tasted them all the way. When it was time to eat dinner, I had no appetite.We walked on the quiet sidewalk at night, passing through the shade of a small park that was not illuminated by street lights.Without fallen leaves, there is no barrier of leaves, just the backdrop of sparse branches.A few couples of old men and old ladies, holding hands, took a walk.

"How many years have you been in love?" I asked intentionally or unintentionally.I found out about it on the way to T City. It might be because of motion sickness, so I didn't pursue it further.

"Two years." She replied briefly.

"Oh! Do you like him?" I continued to ask.

"I like it!" She answered me briefly again. "I like it very much" may be, she also thinks it is too brief, so that it seems a bit perfunctory.So, she added.

"Oh!" I didn't know how to proceed, so I could only nod my head to show that I knew what she was thinking.

That night, we didn't talk too much, as if there was a ditch that couldn't be crossed for a while, and when we talked, we always hesitated to speak.Maybe she was tired from walking, she fell asleep very early.She forgot to bring her pajamas, so when she slept, her body was almost naked.She hugged the quilt tightly, and what was wrapped in the quilt was her inextricably soft and greasy body.I looked at her in the dream, and my heart was in a mess! That night, I was almost awake all the time, but I had forgotten what was thinking in my mind.Perhaps, at that moment, I was already moved!