The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-218:50:54字数：2339

A fence separates the sky from the earth.

It is clearly in front of your eyes and within easy reach, but you can't bear to profane it.Just when I was struggling whether to take a closer look, whether to profane, I suddenly saw a thin figure under a cherry tree.

This is the third person I have met since I woke up. His figure is very slender, but he does not give people a sick feeling like a 慊人.It is also a bright red long dress, but this red color is more eye-catching than the eye-catching one. It is indeed more brilliant, and at the same time it also gives people the feeling of a more slender back.

There are no complicated patterns on the bright red clothes, and I can't even see any embellishments or decorations from the back.He has waist-length white long hair, and in the colorful falling cherry blossoms blown by the breeze, with the falling cherry blossoms, his hair flutters in the wind, which is a kind of beauty that can make people suffocate instantly.Can't bear to disturb.

But that person seemed to be aware of my long-term gaze, and when he turned his head lightly, he was as surprised as he was when he first saw him.

I was completely shocked. The person staring at me had golden eyes and golden buttons on his clothes to match. The thin white underclothes could be seen faintly in the blood-red coat. Very harmonious.

At that moment when I looked back suddenly with the pink cherry blossoms as the background, I didn't expect that the back figure that made me lose my mind for a moment turned out to be Aya Kusama, my "brother".

If an ordinary family encounters such a thing, I just need to smile lightly and chat casually with Ayane, but, he is Kusama Ayame!And I am Yuki Kusama, the one who used to need his help and comfort, the one who ignored me when I needed him the most, the one who stood by when I was riddled with holes.

Do I need to lie to him?No, there is no need, the only thing I can do now, the only thing that can protect me at that time, and me now, is to protect myself by erecting thorns that make people tremble like a hedgehog, so that I can feel at ease.

Although I understand, I deeply understand that while protecting myself, it also means lacking friends, but I am willing to do so.

Aya suddenly turned her head and saw me, the one who hated him. His eyes were shocked instantly, and an incomprehensible expression flowed from his eyes, and his eyes became hazy, as if standing on a waterfall Before being hit by the torrent and rocks, it became misty like clouds and fog. In short, it was a mood that I couldn't understand.

If I could explain I'd tell you, if it wasn't the first time I met you, why wouldn't I know who you are?If I know who you are, will I still feel beautiful?If I don't feel beautiful, will I still stay where I am?If I don't stay where I am watching, how will you see me when you turn around?If you couldn't see me, how could there be such an embarrassing scene, and how could I need to guess your thoughts?

But no if.

I had to face him, so I had to pretend so that I wouldn't feel sad about the past, or be sad about being abandoned by others.

I took unhurried steps, stepping on the soft ground, not facing Aya, but walking forward aimlessly, walking among the brilliant cherry blossoms that were originally very romantic, leisurely towards forward.

Then, I stood still under a blooming cherry tree, took out a handkerchief from my sleeve, spread it on the ground, and then picked off the flowers that were just open, beautiful in petals, and just in time, and I calmly pretended to be Come to pick flowers instead of being confused by people and standing outside the cherry blossom garden for a long time.

This is the first time I have seen cherry blossoms at such a close distance. I remember that the only time I saw cherry blossoms was when I was acting. At that time, because the weather was almost autumn and there were no cherry blossoms, I just saw a large number of fake cherry blossoms that seemed real and unreal. Tangible, already truly beautiful.Now that the real cherry blossoms are in full bloom in front of my eyes, I can't help but forget the environment I am in, and look at the touching pink and white carefully.

They are clustered together in clusters of three or four like newborn babies, and they are very beautiful. The pale pink flowers are like a shy face, and the snow-white flowers are like the best jade in the rough. They are so beautiful that they seem to be in a fairyland. In a good shape, the petals are connected one after another. Under the pink and tender color, the stamens are even more petite and exquisite. The blooming ones, or the shy flower bones, complement each other, and each blossom is so beautiful that it makes people feel daunted.

When I had picked a handkerchief full of pink and white cherry blossoms, I wrapped the handkerchief around the cherry blossoms and prepared to leave quietly without disturbing the person who made me unhappy.

"Yuxi." A clear voice sounded, with a slight bit of abruptness, but hidden infinite helplessness, or sadness.

I was in a very calm mood when I heard this strange but familiar voice, I suddenly stopped and stopped. I don't know why I hesitated, I don't know why my heart is full of look forward to.

Before I recovered, his voice came back: "Don't you just want to ignore me for the rest of your life?"

I don't know how much truth is in his words, I don't want to calculate, and I don't want to figure out whether his words are full of helplessness, I don't want to face it.

lifetime?

How far away is that, although I don't know how long my life is, but I think my previous life is over, and how much time can be used to measure my life, I don't know, and I don't want to know.But what if he just wants to tell me with a seemingly philosophical and penetrating sentence, that he wants me to forget what he did in the past, let me put everything down to forgive him, and get along with him with an open heart?

Sorry, I can not do it.I don't have the open-minded mind that is tolerant to all rivers and rivers, and I haven't reached the great realm of life such as not talking about what happens, not admonishing what happens, and forgetting the past, so I don't forgive you.

I took a few steps forward.

"Yuxi, yes... I'm sorry... At that time, when I was young, I... I didn't dare to disobey... 慊人." It was a very simple sentence, but it was infinitely extended like this, and I stumbled out.

Originally, I was going to leave in front of him without looking at him like this-before he apologized.

However, a person like him who doesn't take everything seriously, never takes anyone seriously, and can be said to be very willful about everything, even apologized to me.I couldn't help being stunned, Aya, he actually lowered his body and apologized to me.

It really surprised me.

What can I say?What else can I do?

I don't know, my heart is very struggling, very entangled, very contradictory, I don't know what to do, what should I do, should I forgive him?But can things really end so easily?I have never been a person who cares about every detail, but I am not a person who does not care about who brought me to my painful and suffering days, and who sprinkled salt on my wounds.

I'm not cruel, but I'm not kind either.

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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