Don't be sad behind my back

--Grape--

The last monthly exam of this semester has passed, and only the final exam is left.

Han Yi endured his illness and managed to remain in the first three years of school.

It was less than five o'clock in the afternoon, and it was completely dark.

Han Yi propped his chin, and looked out of the window with his head in a daze.

There are still 2 minutes to get out of class.

Is Cheng Xiao tired today?

Are you not hurt?

1 minutes left.

Hurry up for a while, too many people waste time.

There is still half a minute.

Time to get dressed.

Jingle Bell!

Han Yi dropped his pen, gathered his clothes and rushed out of the classroom.

As soon as he left the classroom, he bumped into Liu Jiali.

Liu Jiali took a look at Han Yi, who was hurriedly walking after putting on her coat, and said in a strange tone, "Walking so fast? Are you just waiting for get out of class to end? Your speed doesn't look like you're sick."

Out of politeness and respect, Han Yi gave her a look, at least it was a straight look.

"Yes."

In order to avoid unnecessary nonsense with Liu Jiali, Han Yi turned his head and left after speaking.

Han Yi didn't know why he had provoked Liu Jiali, she had always been paying attention to her inexplicably, and he would never let it go when he got the chance.

When I was the weakest, I felt shortness of breath and chest tightness when I went up two steps of stairs. I had difficulty breathing and even felt as if I was suffocating.

The school stipulates that you can apply for sick leave if you have a legitimate reason and if you have a disease, you don't need to go for exercise between classes.

Even so, Liu Jiali still forced Han Yi to go for exercise, "There are [-] or [-] people in the class, and you are the only one doing something special. Are you embarrassed? Others are also uncomfortable, so they all go to exercise. Why do you have to do it?" Asking for leave, it’s not that your leg is broken and you can’t move, are you not as good as a little girl? If you are sick, you have to exercise. If you don’t exercise, your body will be weak, and the illness will not be cured.”

At that time, Cheng Xiao directly took Han Yi's medical certificate to Liu Jiali's face, and there were a few big words on it: acute, severe, bronchitis and asthma, need to rest, and: no, appropriate, exercise, exercise.

With a dark face, Liu Jiali seemed to be deflated, and reluctantly agreed.

In a certain corner of her heart, she was still afraid and secretly happy. She almost caused trouble, and if something happened, she would definitely not be able to get rid of it.

Later, the school judged the school's three-good student award. In terms of character and learning style, Han Yi was the No. 1 choice, but Liu Jiali quietly replaced it with a student whose grades were barely passable and gave her a gift. Because Xu Jiaojiao's grades were too low, It was clearly mixed with water, so I had to settle for the next best thing. I chose such a student, but I still grabbed Xu Jiaojiao's spot abruptly.

If Director Yan and Cheng Xiao and Han Yi hadn't mentioned such a matter, they wouldn't have known about it at all. Yang Tian and Zhang Sizhe had been notified in the class, and the selection was fair and just. When it comes to their own class, it's fair and just, and they decided directly.

Just when Liu Jiali was about to hand in the list, Director Yan came to check it out in person.Visit and investigate each class, whether the head teacher is in place, whether the selection is fair, just and open, and whether there are any objections to the selection results...

After Liu Jiali received the notice, she broke several pieces of chalk in class. She was angry and impatient. In his eyes, leaders and superiors must please.

As expected, Han Yi was almost unanimously approved, and even Cheng Xiao was given an award by the students. Xu Jiaojiao was incompetent and talented, and more than half of the people looked down on her, so naturally, she didn't get anything in the end.

Liu Jiali frowned and pursed her lips the whole time, without saying a word, Han Yi's votes soared, and her own heartbeat followed.

When she saw Cheng Xiao being elected by the whole people to the "Personal Inspirational Style Award", Liu Jiali's heartbeat stopped for two seconds, and then began to burst.

Liu Jiali's little tricks are countless.

Both Han Yi and Cheng Xiao didn't bother to pay attention, were not interested, and were not curious. Liu Jiali was a sharp-eyed person, and she was afraid to avoid it. Only by listening to the people in the class would she know a thing or two.

Han Yi thought of these things occasionally, but it just passed by in a flash, and it didn't matter to him.

He went straight to the basketball court, just in time for the end of practice.

"Xiao'er! Your wife!"

Han Yi came to wait for Cheng Xiao every day, and these sports students were used to it.

"Hi sister-in-law!"

"Sister-in-law looks much better today!"

"Today's sister-in-law is obviously more energetic than before!"

Cheng Xiao's teammates greeted Han Yi one by one, as if seeing his own sister-in-law.

Han Yi was originally the kind who just stood there, saying nothing or doing nothing, giving people a feeling of alienation and coldness, but also very pleasing.

In addition, Han Yi is Cheng Xiao's boyfriend, and the boyfriend of his good buddy is also his own, so this group of male basketball players is enthusiastic and caring for Han Yi.

Han Yi responded with a smile to his concern and greetings, and kept thanking him.

Cheng Xiao ran over, bent down and looked at Han Yi's face carefully.

Han Yi looked a little uncomfortable, his face flushed a little.

"what happened?"

Cheng Xiao looked serious, and then smiled easily.

"Your complexion is much better." Cheng Xiao wanted to touch Han Yi's face, but just as he stretched out his hand, he retracted it again, but Han Yi stared straight at him, and looked at Cheng Xiao puzzled.

Cheng Xiao was helpless and regretful: "I just finished training, my hands are dirty, I want to touch you for fear of getting dirty."

After he finished speaking, he wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand, and Han Yi saw that the palm was almost covered with gray-black dust except for the calluses from grinding.

Han Yi stared at Cheng Xiao for two seconds, grabbed Cheng Xiao's hand that was wiping sweat, leaned over and kissed Cheng Xiao's eyes, considering that this was a public place, Han Yi tapped and quickly left.

Although only for a moment, the temperature stayed on it.

"It's hard work, I can touch it if I want, and I don't dislike it."

Cheng Xiao tried his best to bear it, not only wanted to rub Han Yi's head, but also to touch his face.

The two went to the cafeteria as usual, and sat down in a corner.

In the cold winter evening, when the night falls, the warmest and most comfortable thing is to have a hot dinner with the one you love, and chat about the interesting things that happened during the time we were apart.

Han Yi really likes to hear Cheng Xiao talk about those lovely people and interesting things, as if they happened to him, adding a color to his black, white and gray world.

"How do you feel now, will you still feel uncomfortable when you are exposed to the wind?"

Cheng Xiao was worried about Han Yi's condition almost all the time. After all, it was a chronic disease, and it would not get better in a while, even in three to five years.

Han Yi smiled and shook his head: "No, I walked all the way to the gymnasium just now, and I didn't feel anything when the wind blew."

The change of seasons is finally over, and Han Yi's most difficult time is over, Cheng Xiao can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Do I still have to take those medicines?"

"Well, I have to eat."

Cheng Xiao hasn't been sick much since he was so old, and he hardly takes medicine, and once in a while, it can be painful for a long time.

Cheng Xiao thought that Han Yi would take a lot of medicine at a time.

"hiss……"

Just thinking about it makes my scalp tingle and my mouth tastes bitter.

Han Yi was amused by Cheng Xiao's grin: "It's okay, I'm used to it."

Having said that, Cheng Xiao still feels distressed.

Back in the classroom, Cheng Xiao kept her head buried in her work, turning her body halfway to keep Han Yi from seeing her.

Curious, Han Yi leaned forward to take a look, but was stopped by Cheng Xiao.

He lowered his voice and said mysteriously: "Wait later, daughter-in-law, I'll show you after class."

Ding……

"Look, daughter-in-law."

Cheng Xiao held a fresh-keeping box in front of Han Yi. Inside were a few peeled grapes, but the grapes were a bit ugly, as if they had been cut in half by someone.

Han Yi couldn't stop laughing: "This grape is so ugly and cute."

"Hey hey, eat quickly, daughter-in-law."

"Okay, I've finished my medicine."

Han Yi reached into Cheng Xiao's bag to look for medicine but couldn't find it.

"What about the medicine?"

Han Yi was wondering, Cheng Xiao pierced a grape with a small fork and stuffed it into Han Yi's mouth.

The grapes are very soft and sweet, not sour at all, and the skin is smooth after peeling, and it slides down after a sip.

Cheng Xiao carefully observed Han Yi's face, there was only the surprise of being sweetened by grapes.

"Yes! It's over!"

Cheng Xiao was so excited that it didn't look like Han Yi had eaten a grape.

Han Yi: "?!"

Cheng Xiao poked Han Yi's stomach with his fingers, and explained triumphantly: "Just now, the grape was wrapped with pills, it was the one that was not too big, and it was very bitter when you put a little water in your mouth. Bitter?"

Han Yi realized that it was true.

Cheng Xiao worked all night for self-study, just to make Han Yi's medicine sweet.

The sweet fragrance of grapes lingers between her lips and teeth, and it seems that there is also Cheng Xiao's unique breath.

Like the ocean, like the blue sky.

No matter how dilapidated and incomplete you are, he will firmly choose you, wrap you up, know you, and heal you.

This light blue happiness and joy is pure, serene and vast.

If a person can be described by color, then Cheng Xiao must be blue.

Calm, brave, firm.

Cheng Xiao is using her own way to tell Han Yi over and over again that you have to accept love, and you should be loved.

The steady flow of water is patience, and the turbulent flow is courage.

He is always waiting and ready for the door to open.

It must be very painful, because it is a wound, and it is also a heart disease, which repeats tearing and healing.

Han Yi's vision blurred, but the eyes in front of him were still shining, able to pass through layers of thick fog, telling him to believe in hope.

Cheng Xiao panicked: "What's the matter, daughter-in-law?! Still suffering? Is it not wrapped properly? Hurry up, drink lemon tea."

Since Han Yi fell ill, Cheng Xiao usually would not drink these sweet drinks for Han Yi, for fear that they would be too sweet. Han Yi's throat felt uncomfortable and his cough got worse.

I'm in a hurry now, and I can't take care of so much for the time being, but I'll just give you a sip, two sips, forget it, forget about it.

Han Yi didn't drink, raised his head and blinked, suppressing his tears.

"No, it's sweet."

Han Yi's voice was nasal, but his throat was still hoarse.

"That……"

"I just... I can't believe it..." Han Yi laughed, and laughed at himself: "I can't believe... Cheng Xiao... would love... me..."

What Han Yi questioned was not Cheng Xiao's love, but himself.

The two of them were silent for a moment, the noisy voices of their classmates drifted farther and farther away, and everything in the classroom also went away. No one noticed this corner of the world, this empty corner.

Cheng Xiao supported Han Yi's jaw, with the fragrance of grapes on his fingertips.

"Don't question, Han Yi is worthy of being loved, and should be loved."

When Han Yi was no longer doubting himself, the last lock on that door was unlocked.

At night, Han Yi was extremely clingy, and Cheng Xiao wanted to hold him tightly in his arms when he was sleeping.

Han Yi thought he had shaken off those shadows, but in fact he was hiding in the darkness, pretending not to see them, and blending with the darkness, naturally he couldn't see the darkness.

Han Yi frowned, his eyes were closed tightly, his breath was short of breath, and he was trembling and clutching Cheng Xiao tightly, as if he was grabbing a life-saving straw.

Han Yi had a nightmare and couldn't wake up.

Usually Han Yi would wake up with a start and the nightmare would be interrupted, but this time Cheng Xiao called Han Yi over and over again, but couldn't wake him up.

"Han Yi...I'm here...don't be afraid..."

"I am here……"

"Han Yi..."

"Don't be afraid..."

"Han Yi..."

Han Yi's reaction this time was very similar to the last time in the bathroom, the only difference was that this time he did not open his eyes, did not hug himself, but hugged Cheng Xiao.

The short nails pierced into Cheng Xiao's flesh, leaving red marks, even oozing blood.

It is like struggling and resisting in extreme fear and on the verge of extinction, and is instinctively calling for help.

Cheng Xiao didn't feel pain in the flesh, maybe it really hurt, but it was covered by the pain from the heart.

"Han Yi..." Cheng Xiao held Han Yi tightly in his arms, and patted his face lightly, fearing that it would hurt, his voice was trembling: "Don't be afraid...wake up...I'm here...it's okay ...don't be afraid..."

Han Yi stood in the darkness, and there was a wide open door in front of him, filled with dark red light beams like sharp swords, which fell on the ground like spurts of blood.

There was a figure standing at the door, no, it was hard to tell whether it was a man or a ghost, and he was dragging an iron tool in his hand, which seemed to be covered with blood.

With his back to the light, he obviously couldn't see his face, but those bright red eyes stared straight at him in horror.

Like death.

The god of death dragged the iron tool and approached in a strange posture.

Han Yi was nailed to the spot.

Obviously I have dreamed many times, the scene that has not changed since I was a child, and I will still be scared when I see it again.

The figure was getting closer and closer.

There is darkness all around, and there is no escape.

"Cheng Xiao...Cheng Xiao...will you come to save me...I'll wait for you...I won't go..."

"Cheng Xiao...can you take me away...take me out of here...I don't want to dream of this place anymore..."

"I... I can't escape by myself... This time too..."

The iron weapon was swung to the top of Han Yi's head, and it was about to be chopped off at Han Yi's head.

At this time, a light blue figure approached from behind, hugged him tightly, with a very familiar aura.

I seemed to be floating up, being held by a pair of hands, the god of death in front of me was getting farther and farther away, becoming blurred, and the surroundings were getting brighter and brighter, as if I was back under the blue sky, with flowers blooming and butterflies flying as far as I could see.

And that house and the Grim Reaper inside gradually shrunk to a point of origin, and finally disappeared.

The nightmare finally came to an end.

Cheng Xiao breathed a sigh of relief, Han Yi finally calmed down, but he still didn't wake up, but it was enough.

Cheng Xiao waited for half an hour, Han Yi's breathing remained steady, and he hid peacefully in his arms, with a smile on his lips.

Han Yi was not awakened for the first time, the nightmare seemed to be over, and the dream should be pretty good now.

Cheng Xiao chuckled, and pressed a kiss on the forehead of the man in his arms.

After that, Cheng Xiao knew for the first time what Han Yi's nightmare was. Usually, Han Yi would wake up halfway, trying to get rid of it, escape, and try his best to restrain himself and hide his sick self.

Because he was afraid, afraid of hurting Cheng Xiao.

Han Yi tried his best to cover up, hoping to be a healthy person in front of Cheng Xiao.

He felt that for such a good person as Cheng Xiao, being able to be with Cheng Xiao was a gift from heaven, how could he let Cheng Xiao see that hideous scene, it was too cruel, it shouldn't be, it was unfair.

Until Cheng Xiao said: "I am willing to be troubled by you at any time, even if it is sad and painful because of you, I am willing, and even feel lucky, because I can know that I love you more than I imagined."