Thoughts

A few days before the Chinese New Year, Shen Duanrui received a letter from Mu Dongchen, and only then did he know that he had returned to City C.According to him, he came back to celebrate the New Year with his parents.Mu Dongchen's parents shifted their focus of work to the North after Mu Dongchen went to university. Originally, they wanted to develop in the North. It happened that Mu Dongchen went to a university in the North, so they just moved according to the original plan. It is also the reason why Mu Dongchen went home for a long time when no one lived in his house in summer.

"I will stay here for about ten days, let's meet up when we have time."

A few days ago, the high school class was talking about the dinner party. Mu Dongchen hadn't attended it for several years. Knowing that he had time, the monitor of the second class and a few people who were always very active told him to attend.

"It will be even more difficult to get together in the future, Mu Dongchen, you must come."

"If you don't come, watch out for the squad leader bombarding you!"

"Hahahahaha, that's right! The squad leader is amazing!"

"Look at our squad leader's invincible iron fist hahahahaha!"

"No, no, it's the flaming red lips."

"How many of you!"

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It's been a long time since I participated in a high school reunion, and when I first joined, Mu Dongchen was inevitably gossiped by the big guys, from life, study to relationship, and the future, everything was wrong.Seeing Mu Dongchen who couldn't help but laugh and cry when asked, Shen Duanrui felt like he was back in high school, they were still so close to each other, they could greet each other to play ball after class, and they could go to the bookstore together after school.

Mu Dongchen was drunk with a lot of wine, his face was flushed, he sat meekly on the stool and ate the food in front of him, only a few peppers and scallions were left on the plate He didn't notice it, and stuck his chopsticks inside.Seeing this, Shen Duanrui hurriedly moved another dish in front of him.Mu Dongchen's movement of reaching out his hand stopped for a second, and then continued to complete his unfinished movement.

Mu Dongchen only ate the dish in front of him, so Shen Duanrui had to change countless dishes for him.A group of people were making noise and making jokes, but no one paid attention to Shen Duanrui's small movements in the corner.

Someone came over to drink with Mu Dongchen again, before Shen Duanrui refused for him, Mu Dongchen consciously poured the wine down and drank it down.

"Brother, it's okay!" The visitor patted Mu Dongchen's shoulder appreciatively, drank the wine in his hand proudly, and went to harm others again.

"Are you okay?"

Shen Duanrui was a little worried.There was a lot of trouble tonight, Mu Dongchen drank so much, he was a little worried that he would not be able to bear it.

Mu Dongchen didn't seem to react, he looked at the wine glass in his hand for a long time, then slowly shook his head, saying it's all right.

It's not like he's okay.

Shen Duanrui summoned the waiter to pour Mu Dongchen a cup of tea and let him drink it.

After drinking and eating, a group of people wanted to go to the next game. Shen Duanrui remembered Mu Dongchen, and after talking to the class monitor, he said "I'm sorry" to a few people who made a lot of troubles before being let go.

Shen Duanrui called a taxi, helped Mu Dongchen up and sat down beside him.

"where to?"

Originally wanted to report the address of Mu Dongchen's home, but somehow the words turned around, and Shen Duanrui gave out the address of his own home.

Because they had a good relationship with Mu Dongchen in high school, Mu Dongchen's parents knew Shen Duanrui better. After Shen Duanrui used Mu Dongchen's mobile phone to explain the situation to them, Mu Dongchen's parents readily agreed and let him Come and play at home when you have time.Shen Duanrui put the phone in his pocket. According to Mu Dongchen's current state, he probably won't be able to find the phone in a while.

Mu Dongchen was very quiet along the way, and Shen Duanrui thought he was asleep.Put Mu Dongchen's hand around his shoulder to help him upstairs, opened the door, and put him on the bed, Shen Duanrui shook his hand, unexpectedly Mu Dongchen looked thin and heavy.

Shen Duanrui unbuttoned Mu Dongchen's clothes, it would definitely be uncomfortable to sleep in such thick clothes all night.After Mu Dongchen had only a set of long johns left on him, Shen Duanrui soaked a towel and wiped his face and hands, then took off the quilt and covered him.

Shen Duanrui also drank a lot of wine tonight, his body smelled of alcohol, mixed with the smell of restaurant food, and because Fu Mu Dongchen was sweating all over, he simply went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Fearing that Mu Dongchen would feel uncomfortable, Shen Duanrui pulled out a tomato from the refrigerator, squeezed it into juice, and gave it to Mu Dongchen.

Mu Dongchen was lying on the bed, his brows were slightly frowned, and his breathing was a little heavy.

It was really uncomfortable.

Sighing, Shen Duanrui walked over to wake him up.

Mu Dongchen opened his eyes, his eyes were confused and out of focus, and after a while he asked, "Duanduan?" Tilting his head slightly, he looked like an innocent child.

Shen Duanrui's heart skipped a beat.

Shen Duanrui responded in a low voice, "I have already told my aunt and them about the place I brought you back to. I squeezed some tomato juice for you, drink it."

"Oh."

Seeing Mu Dongchen blinking and struggling to get up, Shen Duanrui put the cup aside and helped him up, then held the cup to feed him.Mu Dongchen obediently finished drinking the tomato juice with Shen Duanrui's hand, and then lay down again.

"Is it still uncomfortable?" Shen Duanrui asked.

Mu Dongchen shook his head, then nodded again, not knowing whether it was uncomfortable or not.The lips stained with tomato juice looked extremely rosy, and the slightly misty eyes squinted at Shen Duanrui, like a lazy cat, which made people feel excited.

Shen Duanrui licked his lips, clenched the cup in his hand, and said in a suppressed voice: "Then... you should have a good rest, I'm next door, call me if you need something. I'll pour you another glass of water and put it away, thirsty just drink."

When I went out, I poured a glass of boiled water. When I passed the living room, after thinking about it, Shen Duanrui took some papers and returned to the guest room with the water.

Mu Dongchen lay there quietly, the quilt fell down on his abdomen because he got up and drank tomato juice just now.Shen Duanrui put the water glass away and pulled up the quilt.His eyes moved from the curled eyelashes of Mu Dongchen's closed eyes to his glowing red cheeks, and finally landed on his water-colored red lips.He wiped it with a paper towel, and the tomato juice was wiped off, and Mu Dongchen's lips were no longer as red as before.Shen Duanrui couldn't help wiping again, this time with a little force, the lips that had just been wiped became red again due to rubbing.

Mu Dongchen lay there undefended, with a smile on his mouth, Shen Duanrui looked at the two red lips and felt that his heart was in a mess, and a string in his brain seemed to be broken.

He repeatedly told himself in his heart that there were some things he couldn't do, and that he should go back to his room to sleep, but another voice kept bewitching him in his ear: "Mu Dongchen won't know, he's already drunk , this is a rare good opportunity, maybe there will be no such opportunity in the future, are you willing to give up?"

Are you willing?unwilling.But Shen Duanrui didn't want to break the promise to Mu Dongchen, even if Mu Dongchen was drunk and passed out.

It took all his strength to suppress the thought, Shen Duanrui exhaled, turned on the bedside lamp, and turned off the headlight, so that even if Mu Dongchen woke up, he would not hurt himself because the room was too dark.Walking to the door, just as his hand touched the doorknob, Mu Dongchen's voice sounded in the quiet room, hoarse and confused after being drunk: "Duanduan."

"Huh?" Shen Duanrui looked back at him.

"I... after graduation... I will get married... um... and Xiaoqian...you..." It seemed that his thoughts were not clear, Mu Dongchen thought for a while, and continued: "I want to be with Xiaoqian... Let's go together...go...maybe we won't come back...then you will come...I...I'll send you invitations...Mu Mu Xiamian and Li Ming...I've always wanted to tell you, I almost forgot, but fortunately I remembered, hehe...so sleepy..."

Shen Duanrui didn't have time to pay attention to where Mu Dongchen was going with Xiaoqian, just hearing Mu Dongchen said that they were going to get married and would not come back, he couldn't help being disappointed and irritable.

Is that true?

Will I still lose him in the end?

In the future, will we never see each other again?

Is this... the purpose of your asking me to meet?Tell me you're getting married, tell me you're not coming back.

It's hard for you to be drunk and remember this.

hehehehehe

Mu Dongchen, you are really... capable enough...