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The consequence of taking a cold shower in the cold weather was that after a night of sleep, Cui Zhannan found that he couldn't get out of bed after waking up.

He should be sick, caught a cold, and seems to have a little fever...

He frowned and touched his swollen and sore neck, feeling as if he had swallowed something hot in his throat, the pain made it difficult for him to even speak.His limbs were weak, his whole body was sore, and he had no strength in his whole body.

Cui Zhannan's physical fitness is very good, and he almost never gets sick.And this kind of person, as long as he gets sick once, it is a serious illness.It was as if all the toxins accumulated in the body exploded at this moment.

Cui Zhannan lay on his back on the big bed and thought, he finally knew what it means to be sick like a mountain.

Because he had no strength, he didn't want to get up either. After all, today was a day of rest at home, so he planned to let himself sleep well.Maybe it won't hurt so much when I'm asleep.

So Cui Zhannan struggled briefly for a while, then nestled back into the quilt again, and slowly fell asleep again.It's just that because of illness, even if I fell asleep, I couldn't sleep very peacefully.Cui Zhannan just woke up and lay on the bed until almost noon.Later he woke up from starvation.

When he opened his eyes, Cui Zhannan didn't even know that Jinxi was He Xi, and stared at the snow-white ceiling for a long time.Supporting his sore body, he touched the phone over, and only after looking at the time did he realize that it was almost one o'clock in the afternoon.

It's not a problem to lie down like this all the time, and this time when Cui Zhannan woke up, he obviously felt his head was heavier.He didn't want to die from such a minor illness and ruin his reputation for the rest of his life.

So even though he was still suffering, he had to force himself to get up from the bed.There is nothing to eat at home, and he usually does not cook at home, so now he wants to cook something by himself and there is no food.But he really didn't want to run out with a sick body, so he had to take out his mobile phone and call a restaurant he frequented, asking them to send him a takeaway.

"Ahem..." Cui Zhannan coughed twice with his hands on the back of the sofa, feeling that his throat was tight and uncomfortable.He picked up the cup and drank some water, shook his drowsy head and stood up, went to the cabinet and rummaged to find the medicine box that had been placed there before.He remembered that when Fu Xinglin treated his wound last time, he seemed to see some cold medicine in it.

After digging through the medicines inside, Cui Zhannan glanced at the instructions hastily, and squeezed two pills into his mouth without checking whether it was expired. He took another gulp of water, swallowed the pills with difficulty, and then Back to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

However, the muscles on his body were so weak that he had no strength at all, so he couldn't hold on after sitting for a while, grabbed a sofa pillow and put it on the edge of the sofa, and lay down on the pillow.

The sofa in the living room is very long and wide, even for a strong man like Cui Zhannan, who is about 1.8 meters tall, there is enough space to lie on it.So he leaned against the inside of the sofa, curled up slightly, and fell asleep again in a daze.

Later, when the takeaway arrived, he just asked the deliveryman to leave the food outside the door on the phone, saying that he would pick it up later.However, after hanging up the phone, he slowly closed his eyes and forgot to pick up the food.

It can be said that Cui Zhannan has been so muddled all day long.He felt like he was going to die.He seemed to be in ice water for a while, and roasted on a fire for a while.He felt dizzy and nauseous, and even the breath he exhaled was hot.

He didn't know how long time had passed, he could feel his physical condition getting worse.The sky outside seems to be getting dark again...

"Didi——" is the sound of the electronic door lock being opened.

Cui Zhannan raised his heavy eyelids, wanting to see who was coming.However, before he raised his head, he heard a rush of footsteps.Immediately afterwards, there was the boy's warm and peaceful voice, and the boy's tone seemed a little surprised and anxious:

"Brother Nan, what's the matter with you?"

Fu Xinglin?

Cui Zhannan couldn't open his eyes, and the remaining trace of consciousness could still distinguish the voice of the person coming.

How could he come?

However, before Cui Zhannan opened his eyes to take a look, the last trace of consciousness fell into darkness.It was as if at the moment when Fu Xinglin arrived, he could finally let go of his whole body and mind, and he didn't need to hold on to it alone anymore.

Seeing that Cui Zhannan fell back on the sofa with a flushed face, Fu Xinglin's expression changed, and he hurriedly stepped forward to support him.

***

This serious illness almost cost Cui Zhannan half his life.During the coma, he never survived, and kept dreaming, and the various scenes in the dream were mixed together, so crowded that his head was about to explode.

In the dream, there are Shu Jianlin, Liu Zheng, parents, and Fu Xinglin.Even though the dream object is different, his mood and feelings are the same in different dreams.

Depressed, sad, depressed...

It felt like a big stone was pressing on his chest, making him breathless, as if he was going to die.

The scene in the dream was obviously very close to him, but when he reached out to touch it, he realized that it was actually far away.At this moment, he feels like he is in a dry and hot desert, his mouth is parched and dizzy...

He felt that he might die of dehydration in a second.But at this moment, there was a hint of sweetness and coolness in his mouth.

It is water.

He was excited and gulped down the water source.

Fu Xinglin put his left hand on the back of Cui Zhannan's neck and hugged his upper body. With his right hand, he held a cup filled with warm water and put it close to the man's dry lips, feeding him to drink water sip by gulp.

Cui Zhannan, who was still in a coma just now, seemed to be having a nightmare, muttering "water...water...", so Fu Xinglin prepared water for him.He looked at Cui Zhannan, who was still drowsy but relying on instinct to drink water, and sighed unconsciously.

Cui Zhannan drank more than half of the glass of water in one breath, and slowly stopped his movements as if he was finally satisfied.Because he was unconscious, water slipped from the corner of his mouth, dripped across his half-naked chest, and buried him in the soft and comfortable cotton pajamas without a sound.

Fu Xinglin glanced at it unconsciously, then turned his gaze away with a blushing embarrassment.

Seeing that Cui Zhannan stopped drinking, he carefully put him back on the bed, covered him with the quilt, got up and put the cup aside.

When he first entered the room and saw Cui Zhannan who was unconscious, Fu Xinglin was startled.He didn't know how a big man like Cui Zhannan managed to allow himself to be so sick and not go to the hospital to see a doctor. He didn't even know if Cui Zhannan would have died of such an illness if he didn't come today.

Fu Xinglin is very self-reliant. In the past few years, he has been studying alone and occasionally fell ill. He also takes care of himself.So he was able to take care of Cui Zhannan who was ill.

He fed medicine and cooled down the physical body, and it took a while for Cui Zhannan's hot body to cool down a little.He sat on the edge of the bed and touched the man's smooth forehead with the back of his hand.

Fu Xinglin breathed a sigh of relief, and said to himself: "Fortunately, the fever is gone." He felt that the tight string in his head was slowly loosening.

It is estimated that Cui Zhannan will wake up in a while.When he came here, he saw the cold takeaway on the floor at the door, and guessed that Cui Zhannan probably didn't have anything to eat at home.But I don't know why the takeaway was not picked up, presumably because I was too sick to have strength.

Sick people most need to replenish their physical strength by eating, so Fu Xinglin thought about going to the kitchen to cook some simple food for Cui Zhannan.He just had this idea before he could act, the man lying on the bed in a coma suddenly turned over, his whole body was facing his direction, and he seemed to be muttering something.

Cui Zhannan is usually majestic, even imposing, Fu Xinglin has never seen such a fragile and gentle appearance like this one.His hair, which was always meticulously groomed, is now completely smooth, lying on top of his head obediently, making him look ten years younger.

Such obedient and harmless Cui Zhannan made Fu Xinglin feel a little strange for a while, so he couldn't help but look at it a few more times.

Cui Zhannan seemed to be dreaming again, he frowned and his breathing was a little short, and he kept whispering some unclear dream language in his mouth.Fu Xinglin moved closer to hear more clearly.

"Don't go...you can't go..." Fu Xinglin just heard a few words clearly, and suddenly felt a force pulling him.

He was startled, and saw Cui Zhannan, who was in a daze, stretched out his hands to hug his narrow waist tightly, and carried him to the bed tightly.His leaning posture is not easy to exert strength, so it is really difficult for him to break free from Cui Zhannan's embrace for a while.

"Can't go..." Cui Zhannan was still raving, and there was a tear in his voice.

Fu Xinglin, who was struggling to get away, stopped for a while as if his heart softened, and just pressed almost half of his body on Cui Zhannan, allowing him to lock his waist tightly and be unable to move.

It's an awkward and weird pose...

Fu Xinglin's heart was pounding violently, and his breath was full of the pleasant smell of Cui Zhannan.He felt that his cheeks were burning, and his whole body began to feel hot.

He unconsciously made a swallowing motion, supported the soft mattress with both hands and cast his eyes on the person below him.

Even though the fever had subsided, Cui Zhannan's face was still slightly flushed.He closed his eyes tightly and frowned slightly, and the two eyeballs under his thin eyelids rolled anxiously and rapidly, as if he was dreaming some disturbing dream.He hugged his waist tightly like a man in a desperate situation grabbing a life-saving straw, with terrifying strength.

Looking at such a fragile and pitiful Cui Zhannan, Fu Xinglin didn't know what was wrong with him, but he couldn't bear to push him away.

They are very close.Their bodies are touching, only slightly separated above the chest.But Fu Xinglin knew that his two arms were already sore at this moment, and he would lose his strength and lie on Cui Zhannan's body if he persisted for a while.

His Adam's apple slid up and down again, his breathing became more and more chaotic, and he lost his rhythm completely.

He saw crystal clear teardrops in the corners of Cui Zhannan's eyes, and he was still yelling "Don't go" in a low voice.

"Brother Nan, Brother Nan?" Fu Xinglin called him softly.

However, Cui Zhannan did not respond.

Fu Xinglin felt that he could not hold on any longer, and also felt that his body was getting hotter and hotter, and his whole body and mind began to feel wrong.

While he was embarrassed, flustered, and surprised, Cui Zhannan, who was sleeping, did something that shocked him.

The man's hands that locked his waist slowly loosened, he groped to find his neck and pulled him down suddenly.Fu Xinglin might as well have fallen into his arms, feeling the man's face against his neck.

His heart was about to jump out of his chest, and he was so flustered that he was at a loss.

And Cui Zhannan seemed to feel that it wasn't enough, so he leaned over in a daze, and kissed his chin and neck with his slightly dry but extremely soft lips...

No rules.

Fu Xinglin's mind went blank, and he froze completely.

And at this moment, a man's trembling voice sounded between them: "I love you..."

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