make zero with tears

When Cui Zhannan woke up, he found that it was completely dark outside.

He unconsciously raised his hand and stroked his forehead, feeling that the pain in his head, which was already swollen and painful, was not so painful.Even the feeling of powerlessness in my body has subsided a lot.

He sat up from the big bed blankly and looked around.He remembered that he seemed to have fallen asleep on the sofa in the living room. When did he come to the bedroom?

A serious illness and just waking up made Cui Zhannan's brain, which was always running at high speed, dull for a long time.He sat there for a while, and suddenly his nose moved slightly.He seemed to... smell the aroma of food in the air...

"Goo—" The stomach that had been hungry all day groaned impatiently in the third minute after Cui Zhannan woke up.

Cui Zhannan raised his hand to touch his slightly deflated stomach, and finally felt hungry.After saying this, he remembered that he didn't seem to have eaten all day, so it's no wonder he wasn't hungry.

Cui Zhannan thought it was a part-time worker who came to cook the meal, so he lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed.The long legs swayed twice on the side of the bed, and the toes of both feet tapped the soft carpet on the ground, as if they were looking for something with their feet.

"Where are my slippers?" Cui Zhannan muttered, and lowered his head to look under the bed.

However, there was nothing clean on the ground, not even the shadow of slippers.Cui Zhannan was startled.

Cui Zhannan has a certain obsession with cleanliness. No matter how clean the floor is at home, he will not step on it with bare feet. He always wears slippers.So he was quite sure that even if he was unconscious due to illness, he would subconsciously wear slippers when he returned to his room.

This... Could it be that he floated in?

Just when Cui Zhannan was staring at the ground in bewilderment, he suddenly heard the sound of footsteps approaching outside the door.Cui Zhannan raised his head.

The bedroom door was pushed open from the outside, and a tall figure gradually appeared behind the door.

Cui Zhannan was stunned for a moment, then raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Xinglin?!"

Fu Xinglin paused when he opened the door, as if he was shocked by the bright and joyful smile on Cui Zhannan's face at this moment.He uncontrollably remembered what happened in this room just now...

Fu Xinglin shook his head, as if he wanted to get rid of those strange memories in this way.He looked at Cui Zhannan, his eyes were straight and his expression was indifferent, as if he was no different from usual:

"Are you awake? Are you hungry? Do you want to come out and get something to eat?"

Cui Zhannan was really pleasantly surprised. He never expected that Fu Xinglin would be the one who takes care of him in his daily life like Tianluo girl.The joy when seeing him at this moment is completely from the heart.

The smile on Cui Zhannan's face widened, and he touched his flat stomach: "I'm really hungry."

Cui Zhannan, who was sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at Fu Xinglin for a moment, was unexpectedly... pretty.Now he is like a hungry puppy, hugging a corner of the quilt and sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at him with those beautiful dark and watery eyes, which are full of soft dependence.

Perhaps because of his illness, Cui Zhannan's fierce, pampered, and arrogant aura seemed to have disappeared.He is now like a big boy who has not experienced much in the world, the black hair on the forehead slightly covers the eyebrows, and the ends of the hair are mixed with the eyelashes, making his face appear a little smaller and more vulnerable mean.He seemed to be a little thinner, and his mental state was a little weak, but only his eyes were still piercing.

Fu Xinglin didn't know why he had such an idea.It seems that since Cui Zhannan hugged him and kissed him in a coma, his thoughts have always gone astray, and he has become more and more out of control.

Fu Xinglin felt that he was really weird now.On the one hand, he rejects this kind of change in himself, and on the other hand, he can't control being attracted to Cui Zhannan again and again.

He thinks he's crazy, he feels like a pervert...

Fu Xinglin forced himself to look away, not to look at Cui Zhannan who seemed weak and deceitful sitting by the bed.However, Cui Zhannan's presence is too strong, even if he doesn't look at his face, he can't ignore his aura.His mind... is still fluctuating with Cui Zhannan.

Cui Zhannan continued to dangle his two straight and long legs, and glanced at Fu Xinglin: "Where are my slippers?"

Fu Xinglin was startled, then turned to look at Cui Zhannan, only to realize that he seemed to have no slippers to wear.Fu Xinglin thought for a while and said, "It should be still in the living room. Wait a moment, I'll get it for you." Then he turned and went out.

Cui Zhannan quietly looked at Fu Xinglin's back, pursed his lips and smiled.He seemed to... know how he got back to the bedroom.

After going back and forth, Fu Xinglin had an extra pair of men's slippers in his hand.He walked up to him, knelt down and placed the two slippers at Cui Zhannan's feet with their heads facing forward. The quality of service was top-notch.

Cui Zhannan put on his shoes generously and stood up.He looked at Fu Xinglin who followed him and stood up straight in front of him, and suddenly asked with a smirk: "Xinglin, you carried me into the bedroom?"

Fu Xinglin was taken aback, and then his ears turned red.He looked at Cui Zhannan, and the anger in his heart disappeared after seeing the man's smile.Because of this moderate illness, Cui Zhannan looked haggard.At this moment, his lips were still a little pale and dry, and the tiredness between his brows and eyes was obvious, and he was not particularly cheerful.But even so, he still insisted on smiling at him like this... embarrassingly and ambiguously.Cui Zhannan, who is pretending to be a playboy with a sick face, makes people feel a little funny for no reason, and also a little... funny.

Fu Xinglin couldn't help laughing at him, and replied softly, "I recited it for you."

Cui Zhannan said "Oh" with a little disappointment: "Thank you."

"Let's go, the porridge is ready, you can eat it now."

Fu Xinglin turned around first, but the moment he turned around, the smile on the corner of his mouth immediately climbed up to those calm and gentle eyes.In fact, he wanted to hug Cui Zhannan at that time, and he had already embraced the tall and thin man in the way of a princess hug.But the unconscious Cui Zhannan didn't respond at all, and his limbs were limp.He looked at Cui Zhannan's head dangling and felt terrified, fearing that he would twist his neck again by accident.So after thinking twice, he changed his posture again, carrying him on his back.

Now it seems... Cui Zhannan was disappointed.

this man...

***

The ingredients at home were limited, so Fu Xinglin didn't cook any big meals.I just boiled a pot of porridge and made a simple vegetarian dish, all of which were very light.After all, Cui Zhannan has just recovered from a serious illness, so it is really not suitable for eating too greasy food.

Cui Zhannan was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back, so he was not polite, and he ate it in two or three bites. The vegetables on the plate and the porridge in the pot were disappearing at a speed visible to the naked eye.

After eating the hot food, Cui Zhannan only felt his body warm up around his stomach.

He wasn't as hungry as before, so now Cui Zhannan's eating speed slowed down, so he started chatting with Fu Xinglin casually.

Fu Xinglin was sitting opposite him, drinking a glass of water in his hand.

"When I just woke up, I was so dizzy that I couldn't think of anything. Now that I woke up, I remembered that I heard your voice when I was lying on the sofa in a daze." Cui Zhannan raised his face and smiled. Looking at Fu Xinglin, "Thank you for coming today, otherwise no one would know that I died of illness at home."

"During the daytime today, Junze's mother called me and said that she would give Junze an extra class tonight. The school will have a mid-term exam next week, and she wanted to consolidate his knowledge. So I Here we come."

Fu Xinglin was explaining why he appeared here.

Cui Zhannan raised his eyebrows: "Additional classes? Why don't I know?"

Fu Xinglin pursed his lower lip: "Maybe Junze's mother contacted you and you didn't see it. Less than 10 minutes after I arrived here, Junze's mother sent me another message, saying that she forgot that Junze still has a session today. Piano class, and the piano teacher has already arrived at home, so she informed me that today's class is cancelled. She said that she called you before but didn't get through, and she wanted me to tell you. "

Cui Zhannan hurriedly took out his mobile phone, only then did he realize that in order to avoid some... things, he turned off his mobile phone early.No wonder the phone stopped working so much today, he was still wondering...

Cui Zhannan turned on the phone, and while waiting for it to turn on, he looked at Fu Xinglin and said, "I said, why didn't I see Junze." After a pause, "My sister does things like this. I don’t remember anything. I’ve been shaking you for a while, I’m sorry.”

Fu Xinglin laughed: "There's nothing to be sorry about. And if I don't come, your situation...you might get worse if you don't say it."

Cui Zhannan smiled: "That's right, fortunately you are here."

While speaking, Cui Zhannan's cell phone was turned on.There are more than ten information prompts just after turning on the machine.There were missed calls and unreceived messages, and the thin and light mobile phone became lively for a while.

Cui Zhannan lowered his head and flicked the phone screen, screening the urgency of the information.After looking around, I found that there was nothing too important, so I let go of my heart.It's just that there was a number in the list of missed calls that made his eyes stop for a few seconds.

He turned cold and closed the interface directly.Out of sight out of mind.

At this moment, Cui Zhannan lowered his head and looked at the phone seriously, and became quiet for a while.Fu Xinglin also observed him quietly.

Because of the movement of bowing his head, Cui Zhannan's thin bangs fell down on his forehead, covering most of his face from his perspective, and he could only see the man's lips.

Compared with when he just woke up, Cui Zhannan's complexion is much better now, and his pale lips are more bloody.

Cui Zhannan's skin was already fair, so his lips looked extraordinarily tender.Fu Xinglin's brain seemed to be electrified at this moment, and suddenly remembered the feeling of Cui Zhannan kissing his chin and neck, and his vague "I love you".

"Brother Nan."

"Huh?" Cui Zhannan raised his head.

"Did you...did you dream when you fell asleep?"

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To be honest, Shunmao really reduces age!