I take paranoia as a victim

He admitted that he did it on purpose.

When He An mentioned the puppy just now, Luo Jingshu's face immediately appeared in Xiao Cheng's mind.

Isn't that the puppy he is going to raise?

When Luo Jingshu saw this, he immediately sent out several question marks, and then seemed to have reacted, and asked him pitifully:

[Is it a real puppy? 】

Xiao Cheng suddenly noticed the joy of being funny, Luo Jingshu thought the same way when teasing him before, right?

[Not necessarily, it depends on the situation. 】

He left a specious sentence, and then put away the phone, as if he didn't care what the person opposite would answer, but the smile on the corner of his lips still betrayed him.

Xiao Ziyue heard the ding-dong ding-dong sound of Xiao Cheng's cell phone, couldn't help hissing, and moved closer to Xiao Cheng.

"Brother, what's wrong with you again?!"

Xiao Cheng recovered from his own thoughts, the corners of his raised lips were straightened, and he looked at Xiao Ziyue pretending to be serious.

"what?"

Xiao Ziyue pursed her lips, "Who sent you a message, it's so dense, it's like urging the soul."

Could it be the twins in the back seat?

No, it shouldn't be.

It is possible for them to do such a thing, but Xiao Cheng shouldn't react like this.

Xiao Ziyue is not stupid, at first she was indeed stimulated by the twins' rivalry for favor, but later she realized that her brother's attitude didn't seem very enthusiastic.

She just said that her brother hurts her the most.

If the news really came from the twins, Xiao Cheng would never have smiled so happily.

It's hard for Xiao Ziyue to describe Xiao Cheng's expression in words. In fact, he didn't smile very obviously, and the corners of his lips were only slightly curved. If you don't look carefully, it's easy to ignore that upward arc.

But it gave people the feeling that he was smiling, and he was in a good mood, and the rippling breath all over his body rushed towards his face.

It's like spring has come.

Xiao Ziyue made a metaphor in her heart, and then hurriedly said twice, how could she think of her brother so much.

"Send text messages in groups." Xiao Cheng reopened the phone screen in front of Xiao Ziyue, turned the phone to silent, and the ding-dong sound disappeared immediately.

"Oh."

Why doesn't she feel like it?

Xiao Ziyue thought and thought, but still felt a little unsafe, "You must tell me when you are in love."

She didn't want to interfere with her brother's love, but she didn't want Xiao Cheng to keep everything from her.

We are a family, and she can't make trouble, why can't I tell her?

After all, Xiao Ziyue was still stimulated by Xiao Cheng's last behavior. She didn't know when her brother fell in love, let alone Luo Jingshu.

It wasn't until after Xiao Cheng broke up with Luo Jingshu that she knew that the two had been dating for two months.

Xiao Ziyue felt excluded.

The age gap between her and Xiao Cheng is not that big, the two grew up together, Xiao Cheng doted on her and let her do everything, Xiao Ziyue had a subconscious desire to possess her brother.

She didn't want her brother to forget her sister when he had a wife.

Even if her status in Xiao Cheng's heart is not as high as that of his sister-in-law, at least he shouldn't treat her as an outsider and tell her nothing.

Xiao Cheng turned his head to look at Xiao Ziyue. Although the little girl said this in a joking tone, she looked very serious. It was obvious that this was what she had in mind.

"Okay, I won't hide it from you anymore."

Xiao Cheng made a promise to her.

But this time he was not cheating Xiao Ziyue, but in a short period of time, he really had no intention of reuniting with Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Ziyue breathed a sigh of relief, and changed the subject: "Brother, didn't you say you wanted to raise a puppy?"

"Huh?" Of course Xiao Cheng couldn't remember when he said such a thing.

This is just a casual sentence he said before, it's normal if he doesn't remember it, Xiao Ziyue didn't doubt it.

"When I said I wanted to raise a dog, you said that you also wanted to raise an obedient puppy."

Xiao Ziyue became interested, her character was more impulsive than Xiao Cheng, she said that the wind is the rain.

"Why don't you buy one later!"

Xiao Cheng rubbed his eyebrows, "Ziyue, it's not that simple to keep pets."

"In addition to life security, pets also need the company of their owners."

Xiao Cheng's face was serious, but his tone was not harsh, "It is a living life after all, and you have to think carefully before raising it."

"Look at how many people have pets on impulse, but in the end they abandon them for various reasons."

Xiao Ziyue thought so too, after the excitement dissipated, she remembered He An's teachings in the past, and what He An said to her before he let her buy a puppy.

She assured He An that it was not a whim.

"I know, brother." She shook Xiao Cheng's sleeve, "I know I was wrong, don't be angry."

Xiao Cheng was amused by her, "I'm not angry, I just want to tell you that you have to think carefully before doing anything, and don't be impulsive."

He said this, but he couldn't help but feel a little guilty, because he himself was very impulsive.

Everyone understands the truth, but whether it can be done is another matter.

Xiao Ziyue wants to buy a golden retriever because the golden retriever has a gentle personality and a high IQ.

Her first choice was Bian Mu, but she didn't know who said Bian Mu was too smart, and if the breeder was not smart enough, he might be disgusted by it, so Xiao Ziyue gave up again.

After the group entered the pet shop, Xiao Ziyue was immediately fascinated by the fluffy animals in the room.

She was dazzled by seeing them, and she only felt that each one was smart and cute.

"Keeping a dog is also for eye-catching, you can see for yourself." Xiao Cheng let her choose by herself, while wandering around inside.

The environment in this store is very clean, and the puppies in the cage are in good condition.

Xiao Cheng stood in front of a Papillon, put his finger on the glass, and the puppy inside immediately came up to him.

"Brother Cheng, do you want to have a dog too?" Xiao Yixi didn't like pets, but seeing the cuties in the room, she couldn't help but smile.

"No." Xiao Cheng teased casually, like a heartless scumbag, he left the little butterfly dog ​​and went to tease an Alaska instead.

"You can give me a hug." The clerk smiled and pointed to Alaska, "Just wear gloves."

Petting pets in the shop must wear disposable gloves to prevent pets from getting germs.

Xiao Cheng didn't plan to buy it. Just as he was about to say no trouble, the clerk enthusiastically said, "It's okay, you don't have to buy it. You can give these cuties a hug. They are very dear and like to interact with people."

Xiao Cheng put on his gloves, and the clerk took...little Alaska out and put him in his arms.

The fluffy puppy arched his clothes enthusiastically, and Xiao Cheng could feel the softness of its fur through the gloves.

His body was a little stiff, and he didn't dare to move the puppy while holding it for a long time. The little guy hugged him back and forth, and finally even wanted to push Xiao Cheng's chin with his nose.

"Brother Cheng!" Xiao Yixi tried hard to suppress a smile, the muscles on his face were shaking.

Brother Cheng is too cute, and he wants to get close, but he doesn't dare to move too much.

"Brother Cheng, don't be nervous." Xiao Yinan couldn't help laughing, "It's very good, you can pet its head."

Xiao Cheng carefully stroked the puppy's head, the little guy was very excited, lively and active, and tried to bite Xiao Cheng's finger.

Xiao Cheng quickly moved his hand away, "Don't bite, it's dirty."

He was like coaxing a child, his voice was low and gentle.

Xiao Yixi simply took out his mobile phone from his pocket and took a few photos of Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Yinan was teasing the puppy in Xiao Cheng's arms with his fingers. He and Xiao Yixi were indeed twins, and neither of them was very interested in pets.But if Xiao Cheng likes it, they can love the house as well.

"Brother Cheng, do you like it?"

Xiao Yinan said, his voice was more gentle than usual, "May I give it to you?"

Xiao Cheng shook his head, "I don't have time to take care of it."

Xiao Cheng will go to work in City A in a few days. After returning from City A, school will start, and pets are not allowed in their dormitory, which means that for at least half a year, he has no time to take care of the puppy.

At most, I can only go home on weekends.

The puppy is now more than two months old, and when he goes on summer vacation in June, the puppy will be more than eight months old.

If a puppy is compared to a person, then he has missed the child's childhood growth process.

This is not what Xiao Cheng wants.

Xiao Yinan is not as far-sighted as he thought, in his opinion, if he likes it, he must buy it, and he will never leave any regrets for himself.

But Brother Cheng has his own ideas, Xiao Yinan doesn't understand, but supports.

Xiao Cheng returned the puppy, and Xiao Ziyue also chose his favorite pet at this time.

Sure enough, she chose a small golden retriever.

Xiao Ziyue listened carefully to the clerk's explanation of dog raising, and had no time to talk to them.

Xiao Cheng stood aside and took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

He clicked on WeChat, and saw the photo sent by Xiao Yixi at a glance.

It's a photo of him just now when he was holding a puppy for a photo.

Xiao Yixi's photography skills are not bad, and Xiao Cheng is good-looking. These photos have a warm and beautiful meaning, which can be used as wallpaper.

Xiao Cheng picked one from the inside and sent it to his circle of friends.

He didn't block anyone, so after crying for a while, he received likes and comments from many friends.

This is also one of Xiao Cheng's regrets.

He can only tell from the number of friends he has on WeChat that he should have been popular in the past, but he doesn't remember the details.

When I went back to No. [-] Middle School last time, I met several juniors who knew him. It seems that there are quite a few people who like him.

It's not the liking of love, but a kind of admiration for outstanding seniors.

Xiao Cheng remembered that his photo was still on the list of outstanding graduates. The former self was probably really good.

Xiao Cheng thought about it and clicked on the comment.

In addition to ordinary friends, Xie Zhao also commented on his activities.

Xiao Cheng sometimes wonders if Xie Zhao is looking at his phone all the time, because every time he likes and comments on Xiao Cheng, he is quick.

Besides Xie Zhao, Bai Yiheng also commented.

I don't know why, but Xiao Cheng still feels a little ashamed, and has a nervous feeling of being discovered by the boss when he came out to play.

Even though it's not working time.

He replied to all the comments, but skipped Luo Jingshu.

When this person is not serious, others will either praise the puppy for being cute, or ask him if he is choosing a pet. Only Luo Jingshu's reply is the simplest, and it also gives Xiao Cheng the most headache.

Because he made a comment - Wang.

It seems that I am afraid that others will not think about it.

Xie Zhao has Luo Jingshu's WeChat, so he can also see Luo Jingshu's comments to Xiao Cheng.

Since the two broke up, Xiao Cheng will basically not reply to Luo Jingshu's message, Xie Zhao is not surprised by this.

What made him feel a sense of crisis was that after so long, Xiao Cheng hadn't deleted Luo Jingshu's contact information.

They didn't break up peacefully, Xiao Cheng was even full of hatred for Luo Jingshu, with their current relationship, they couldn't be friends at all.

Why does Xiao Cheng keep Luo Jingshu's WeChat?

It is absolutely impossible to forget.

Xie Zhao had already prepared the worst plan in his heart, could it be that Xiao Cheng still decided to forgive Luo Jingshu?

He sent a private message to Xiao Cheng, asking when he would be free.

When Xiao Cheng received this news, they had already bought pet supplies and were ready to go back.

[Xiao Cheng: Senior, what's the matter? 】

The words are full of politeness and alienation.

Xie Zhao replied to him: [I want to see you, I have a New Year gift for you. 】

Xiao Cheng was startled, and subconsciously wanted to refuse.

Because he didn't prepare a New Year's gift for Xie Zhao, not to mention their relationship, it seems that they haven't been close to this level yet.

[Xie Zhao: It's not something expensive, I prepared it a long time ago. 】

Xiao Cheng silently clicked to delete the words he wanted to reject before sending them out.

Xie Zhao has said so, it seems unreasonable for him to refuse again.

[When is the senior free? 】

Xie Zhao said that he was fine recently and could come out to see each other at any time.

Xiao Cheng thought about the recent arrangements, besides going back to the apartment with Luo Jingshu, his high school classmates also organized a party.

Although Xiao Cheng has no memory of the past, he really wants to attend this party.He wanted to see if he could stimulate his brain, and he might remember it at some point.

Both things are scheduled for tomorrow, and he will not be free all day tomorrow, because Xiao Cheng and Xie Zhao have an appointment the day after tomorrow.

There is a puppy at home, and it is indeed a lot of fun.

Xiao Cheng also liked this little golden retriever very much and took many photos of him.

He really wanted to share the cute puppy with others, but after searching around, he found that only Luo Jingshu was the most suitable.

Originally, there was another Jiang Zihe, but I didn't know what the other party was busy with recently, maybe he was busy visiting for New Year's greetings during the Chinese New Year.The two of them only maintained the most basic chat every day, and Jiang Zihe didn't reply much during the day.

Xiao Cheng sent more than a dozen photos of the little golden retriever to Luo Jingshu in one breath, and didn't say a word other than that.

Luo Jingshu looked at this dog now as if he was looking at a rival in love. This dog took away Cheng Ge's favor and took his place.

【Luo Jingshu: Brother Cheng, will such a small bastard be difficult to take care of? 】

[I heard that puppies are very noisy and squeamish. 】

Xiao Cheng also felt that this puppy was quite lively, but he didn't notice the squeamishness.

But it's okay for cute little animals to be petite, pets should be pampered.

[Xiao Cheng: I don't think so, it's quite cute. 】

He seemed to be hinting at something, not only that, but also replied: 【A good puppy is cute. 】

Luo Jingshu was probably stimulated by his words, he didn't reply for a long time, and Xiao Cheng didn't take it to heart.

After being raided by Xiao Yixi last night, Xiao Cheng learned to lock the door. Before, he always thought that his family would not break into his room suddenly, so he didn't have this habit.

But now he is really scared.

Xiao Yixi is not normal, maybe after knocking on the door a few times, he will force his way in.

His lady suspender dress left a psychological shadow on Xiao Cheng after all.

Fortunately, the twins didn't act like demons tonight. Xiao Cheng got ready to go to bed after washing up, and glanced at WeChat before going to bed.

People in the high school classmate group were still chatting about the dinner party tomorrow, Xiao Cheng wrote down the names and looks of these people in advance, so as not to be unable to call out their names when they saw them tomorrow.

At first everyone was just chatting about some interesting things, then somehow, someone suddenly mentioned him.

【Xiao Cheng will go tomorrow too? 】

Xiao Cheng was watching the screen silently. After seeing this sentence, he was about to answer when someone answered him first.

【Yes, he is going. 】

The person who asked the question at the beginning said: [I heard that Xiao Cheng is in a relationship, why not let him bring his girlfriend with him. 】

Now no one spoke anymore, and the atmosphere became inexplicably cold.

Xiao Cheng read this sentence several times, but couldn't figure out what this person meant.

It's a pity that he didn't know how his relationship with this person was before, and he didn't know how to reply to this sentence for a while.

After a while, the man seemed to have sensed the embarrassment of the atmosphere, and added: [Didn't many people like him in high school, you should let everyone see who snatched your male god. 】

An uncomfortable feeling came over me.

Xiao Cheng frowned, did this person have a feud with him before, or did he speak in this way.

Before Xiao Cheng could reply, someone attacked him:

[If you want to care, if you want to know so much, you can ask Xiao Cheng yourself. 】

The man finally stopped talking.

Xiao Cheng's originally relaxed mood suddenly became cloudy, and he suddenly realized that maybe he was not completely loved by everyone in the past, and there were always some people who hated him.

This is also normal. People cannot always only come into contact with goodwill from others.

Xiao Cheng was just afraid that he would offend others without knowing it.

If I had known earlier, I would not have opened WeChat before going to bed.

Xiao Cheng rubbed the center of his brows, and was about to exit and turn off the phone, when he suddenly received another new message.

It was sent by Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Cheng's head hurt even more.

He hesitated for a while between clicking and not clicking, and seeing that Luo Jingshu sent a photo, he decided to click and have a look.

Seconds later, he regretted his decision.

Luo Jingshu is really not a serious person.

...The content in the photo left Xiao Cheng dumbfounded.

The tone of the whole photo presents a kind of dim blue, and Luo Jingshu's face is rendered mysterious and bewitching by the surrounding light, making the already gorgeous face even more alluring.

He tilted his neck up, his eyelids were slightly closed, and he looked at the camera with a blurred gaze. His soft lips were slightly parted, and a little bit of the tip of his tongue could be vaguely seen inside.

The neck exposed in front of the camera because of the upward movement of the head, wearing a black leather collar, just below the Adam's apple.

What shocked Xiao Cheng the most was that there was a bell hanging on the ring, as if the jingle could be heard in the next second.

In addition, there is a golden chain buckled next to the bell. The chain hangs down naturally and extends out of the screen, adding countless guesses for no reason.

Xiao Cheng couldn't see the whole picture of the chain, but he could imagine it, because Luo Jingshu was holding the other end of it, like a rope used to lead a dog.

The clothes on Luo Jingshu's body were neatly dressed, it was a light blue sweater, and there was an ornament on the hat, which was a few grapes.

He didn't reveal much skin, but there was a strong sense of lust rushing towards his face, forcing Xiao Cheng to tactically take the phone away.

He sent several question marks in a row, but still felt that it was not enough to express his shock.

[Luo Jingshu: Brother Cheng doesn't like it? 】

It's not a question of whether you like it or not, Xiao Cheng asked him: [Do you think this is appropriate? 】

Wouldn't Luo Jingshu feel ashamed to send this kind of photo to his ex-boyfriend who has already broken up?

【Luo Jingshu: It's the obedient puppy you said. 】

He then sent a video.

Xiao Cheng opened it by accident, and heard the bell ringing at the beginning, just as he thought.The bell was really crisp and melodious when it swayed.

He covered his eyes with a snap, took a deep breath, and then exited the video playback interface.

【Xiao Cheng: I'm talking about real dogs. 】

Luo Jingshu is no different from a real dog.

【Luo Jingshu: I will also be very obedient. I will do whatever Brother Cheng asks me to do. 】

【Luo Jingshu: The puppy misses his master. 】

Xiao Cheng suddenly understood that when Luo Jingshu faced him from the front, he had already restrained himself.

Fortunately, he used to think that Luo Jingshu was a simple person.

He was really blind.

Mistaking the old color critic for an innocent boy.

[Xiao Cheng: I don't raise rogue dogs. 】

He cleared his throat, and when his fingers touched his face, he realized that his cheeks were already flushed.

Xiao Cheng secretly hated himself for not having a thick skin.

He is a giant in thought, and an elementary school chicken in action. He can only think, but he dare not look at Luo Jingshu's posture.

Thinking that he could maintain his composure even after reading Luo Jingshu's naked back, why can't he now?

Xiao Cheng guessed that it might be that he didn't understand Luo Jingshu's nature at that time. Although he saw Luo Jingshu's appearance without a shirt, he didn't have any colorful thoughts in his heart.

And at that time, Luo Jingshu was not yet of age.

After all, I still blame Luo Jingshu....

Luo Jingshu was quite aggrieved: 【I'm not a hooligan, I only treat Brother Cheng like this. 】

He then sent a voice.

The hoarse voice was still panting: "Just show it to Brother Cheng, I will keep my dog's morals."

Xiao Cheng:? ?

What virtue?

Xiao Cheng typed and deleted, and finally replied: [I didn't say I wanted to support you. 】

But his attitude has obviously softened.

Although Xiao Cheng never said it clearly, Luo Jingshu could feel his transformation.

The most obvious point is that before the change, it was impossible for Xiao Cheng to reply to his messages, let alone listen to his teasing.

【Luo Jingshu: You have to inspect the dog before buying it. I'm showing Brother Cheng my strengths. 】

[I am young, in good health, and vigorous. 】

Xiao Cheng: ...

【Pooh! 】

He bitterly replied that he was asleep, and then quickly quit WeChat, turned off his phone, and never gave Luo Jingshu a chance to speak again.

Xiao Cheng watched strange things before going to bed, Xiao Cheng didn't sleep well all night, as if he had a beautiful dream all night, and he couldn't remember anything after waking up.

With two dark circles under his eyes, he was caught by the twins when he went downstairs.

"Brother Cheng, you didn't sleep well?" Xiao Yixi leaned over, "It must be because I'm not here to accompany you."

Xiao Cheng glared at him, but didn't speak.

Xiao Yixi asked him again: "What are we doing today?"

Xiao Cheng sat down at the dining table, "It's not us, it's me."

"Have you made arrangements?" Xiao Yinan also came up, looking at Xiao Cheng's clothes, "Do you want to go out?"

"Ah."

Xiao Yixi rubbed her hands, a little excited, "Can you take me with you?"

"I promise not to make trouble!"

Xiao Cheng took a sip of milk, and after swallowing it, he replied slowly: "I'm afraid it's not convenient."

"Why?" The smile on Xiao Yixi's face disappeared immediately, he stared at Xiao Cheng's face, "Who are you going out with?"

Xiao Cheng hanged him on purpose and didn't speak for a long time.After the two brothers got a little impatient, he purposely whispered, "Luo Jingshu."

Xiao Yixi: "What?!"

He reacted so much that he almost jumped up from the stool, "You went out with your ex-boyfriend?!"

Xiao Cheng quickly tugged at his clothes, "Calm down!"

Fortunately, no one else was there, and no one heard Xiao Yixi's words except the housekeeper.

Xiao Cheng guessed that he would be unhappy, but he didn't expect Xiao Yixi to be so excited.

"Why did you go out with him?"

"Dating?"

"Resurrection of old love?"

Xiao Yixi's speech was fast, like a man in a green hat questioning his wife, his whole body exuded an aura of restlessness.

"No."

Xiao Cheng pressed his hand, "Sit down first."

Xiao Yinan's reaction was quite calm, he finally remembered what Xiao Cheng said before, and asked in a deep voice: "Are you going to your apartment with him?"

Xiao Cheng glanced at him, "Yes."

Xiao Yixi became even angrier when she heard that, "Isn't that just a lonely man and a widow living in the same room?!"

When the time comes, something will happen...

"No, you have to take me with you!"

Xiao Yixi grabbed Xiao Cheng's clothes, "I have to watch from the side."

Xiao Cheng regretted teasing him just now, he just wanted to annoy the twins, after all they didn't like Luo Jingshu very much.

...How could he know that the reaction of these two people was even more exaggerated than he thought, which made Xiao Cheng feel a headache instead.

"It's not appropriate."

He wasn't really on a date.

Xiao Yixi's eyes were red with anger, "What's wrong?"

No matter what he said, Xiao Cheng didn't let go, and finally pulled his hand away cruelly, got in the car and fled as if to leave.

It's risky to tease wolf cubs, so don't do it next time.

After he left, Xiao Yixi completely turned cold.

"What should we do now?" He asked Xiao Yinan.

Xiao Yinan glanced at him, "If Brother Cheng doesn't take you with you, you won't think of a way by yourself?"

Xiao Yixi's eyes lit up, "Then let's follow up secretly?"

Xiao Yinan nodded slightly, agreeing to his proposal.

Anyway, brother Cheng must not be alone in the room with that wild man.