he can't see our ears

After getting up in the morning, I opened my elder brother’s closed eyes with my hands, checked them, and took a light with a small flashlight to see if the pupil dilation was normal. Then I had to keep his eyes open for a while, not too long. If it's too dry, close his eyes again.

When I did this this morning, I found that something was wrong, my brother's pupils would not shrink anymore, they were always very large, and remained at the same size.

I don't understand why, so let's just leave it at that, remember the symptoms, and tell the doctor over there in detail when we get to the hospital.I have inquired beforehand. Although the hospital is a psychiatric department, they also have the ability to do various basic examinations. After all, the patients to be treated have all kinds of physical conditions.

I packed my things, checked out the room, and took my brother to the parking lot.He walked very steadily and didn't need my help, but I still dragged the box with one hand and pulled him with the other, or he might disappear again.

Before I came to the rented car, I wanted my elder brother to sit in the co-pilot at first, but after thinking about it, let him sit in the back seat.His current appearance is really worrying. I am afraid that something unexpected will happen when he is going to drive at a high speed later.

I put him in the back of the passenger seat, buckled him up, and told him where we were going.Regardless of whether he can understand it or not, it should be beneficial for me to recite it.

In fact, my state is not good today. From waking up to now, I just mechanically do the things in the plan. In fact, the state of my whole person is vain.

I'm still thinking about the diary I saw yesterday.If nothing happened to him, would he still hate me so much now... Can time dilute everything?

But no "if".Something happened to him, and he is no longer what he used to be.

I suddenly thought of Lao Zhang, the biological father of my eldest brother.Is Lao Zhang right?Is this guy in the backseat really my elder brother?

As soon as the idea came up, I vetoed it with a wry smile.

I have to calm down and clear out these messy thoughts.Next, I have to drive to the provincial capital. Even if I really want to think wildly, I have to wait until my eldest brother is settled in the hospital.

After I hit the road, I kept the radio on.Going out of the urban area and on the highway, the noise is loud even with the windows closed, so I turn up the volume of the radio. In short, the car must be filled with sound.

After all, I can't chat with my eldest brother.If the car is too quiet, I will feel a little uncomfortable, even a little inexplicable fear.

The radio broadcasts real-time traffic programs. When the traffic is not broadcast, the host will talk about some local food and beauty.They mentioned the beach, and a mountain in the suburbs, but they didn't mention the yacht going out to sea, nor the small island that the yacht would pass by.In the past, these were the most famous games in City A, but now the whole city has reached a tacit agreement, and no one will mention yachting to sea again.

Ten victims, nine dead and one injured.It is indeed too cruel.

The word "survival" itself has the meaning of "lucky", but I don't know if my eldest brother can be considered a "lucky" person.

After "surviving" he lost sight of our ears.Then the eyes, then he couldn't see the whole head, then he couldn't see the skin... Then he lost the ability to communicate normally, so I can't know what the world looks like in his eyes now.Maybe everything is different in his eyes.

Take the present as an example, can he still see me?Can you not see the car seat?Can you see the wagon?Can you see the engine directly?

Before I set out on the road, I made up my mind not to think wildly, but once people's brains start to be active, their thoughts will go wild, and it is really hard to control themselves.I couldn't help laughing when I thought of the big brother's see-through car to see the engine.

Suddenly something flashed through my mind, and my smile gradually froze.

I realized... what is the essence of the phenomenon of "invisibility"?

What if the big brother really can't see the item?

So... How did he leave the guest house room yesterday?

I looked at the back seat from the rearview mirror, and the eldest brother seemed to be leaning sideways, so I could only see part of his shoulders, but not his head.

I tried talking to him, asking him if he was okay, if he was motion sick, and he couldn't answer me, just made a little bit of that mumbling noise.

He also reached out and patted me.I didn't look back, just felt his hand on my shoulder.It's not the previous patting method to lull me to sleep, but a light touch, as if answering my question.

It should be fine.I feel a little more at ease.

I continued to drive the car with peace of mind.Every few minutes, I would glance at him in the interior mirror, and each time I would see him tilted so that only part of his shoulder could be seen.

Is he unwell?Didn't sleep well yesterday?

After a while, I tried talking to him again, but he didn't answer.Not even the gasp and grunt in the throat before.

This time he didn't touch me either.I continued talking to him and he didn't respond.

Then I did a very horrific thing.I turned around.

I was driving on the highway and turned my head to look behind the line.

Really shouldn't watch it.

Taking a look behind me, I yelled in the car.It was loud enough to overwhelm the radio.

Sometimes, yelling is a form of self-protection.If I don't vent like this, I can't control myself even more.

I want to force myself to turn back immediately, force myself to look ahead, force myself to continue driving forward, and force myself not to do the crazy behavior of turning around and going backwards on the high speed.

So I kept yelling, my eyes were red, I used my voice to vent, filling all the empty corners in my mind, and the dry and sore throat can also keep me sane.

Big Brother is gone.

As far as I saw it just now, I was definitely not wrong, it was definitely not dazzled.Big Brother is gone.

He disappeared in a moving car.

How can a person disappear in a car, and it is in a car driving on a highway.There was no sound, no abnormal signs, just disappeared completely.

I can not stand it any more.

I should find the nearest service area, or take the nearest exit off the highway...but no, I can't stand it.

With my remaining rationality, I found the emergency stop belt.

After getting out of the car, I opened the rear door and stared at the back seat.In fact, I have seen it very clearly just now, so what is the use of seeing it now, but I just want to see it, and I want to see it up close.

The seat belt of the rear seat was retracted, pressing against the clothes against the backrest.

The eldest brother's clothes remained where they were, and even the skin tape that held down his eyelids fell off his collar.

Moreover, the shape of the clothes being fixed by the seat belt is very special... It didn't just become like this, but it has been maintained for a long time.

The "shoulders" I saw the first time I looked at Big Brother in the rearview mirror of the car, that's what it looks like now.

These are not shoulders, but slightly curved clothes that are pressed against the seat.

But after seeing it for the first time, did the elder brother touch me with his hand?

No, maybe wrong, is my illusion?

Did Big Brother touch me?

Does he use his hands?

What should I do?

Get off the highway?go back?Call the police?

name?to find?Where can I find it?Get off the highway?Where is the exit?Where am I?Emergency call?provincial capital?Where is the provincial capital?

Get off the highway?Call the police?where to goWhat can he not see?Is there anything mom can do?He can't see our ears.Where is the person holding the baby in the surveillance camera?Clothes on a rocky beach?Is it a shark?name?Where can I find it?Where's the phone?

What is mom doing on the sewing machine?Call the police?Have anyone else's remains been found?Is it a shark?Does Lao Zhang have a solution?Where can I find it?What can't you see now?There is only one survivor.Get off the highway?What can't he see from me?name?Tell mom?how far?Emergency call?what time is it?Is he healed?clothing?

Brother is gone?rearview mirror.journal?How old are you?how old am iWhy?Where can I find it?Is it a rest stop or an exit?reef?Shellfish farm?Get off the highway?what time is it?map? A city and provincial capital.Surveillance footage?No one can get out of the window.What can't you see?

When I came back to my senses, I heard sirens.

The blue and red light of the police car shone on my face.Gradually, I heard human voices, and there seemed to be a cordon around me, and someone was walking towards me.

I was in a daze, half kneeling and half crawling, nodding or shaking my head, unable to hear what they were asking, and unable to answer.

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I was brought back to City A.

After I finally calmed down, I realized what had happened before.At that time, I parked the car in the emergency stop belt, opened the door, did not put the warning sign, did not turn on the lights, and walked along the guardrail in the opposite direction. After walking a few steps, I fell down and staggered like drunk.

More than one passing car owner called the police, who arrived quickly.Seeing them, I was not afraid of the high-speed violation, but suddenly burst into tears.

The police took me to the hospital for a check-up. They had blood and urine tests. They found that there was no alcohol or poison.The doctor said that I had an irregular heartbeat, and I still had a low-grade fever.

I can't even tell what's wrong with it.I really didn't pretend to be crazy and stupid on purpose. At that time, I really couldn't communicate with people normally.

I stammered about the disappearance of my eldest brother. The police found out that my brother was a survivor of the previous accident after checking the information. They said they would definitely investigate and told me not to worry.

Maybe it was because my condition was obviously abnormal, and it looked like I lost my mind due to illness. In the end, they just told me to pay attention to safety, did not fine me, and did not detain me. I don’t know whether to deduct points or not. .

The police asked me if I needed help with anything else, and I said I wanted to see the policewoman from before.Later I learned that I won’t be able to see her in a short time. She is one of the personnel responsible for investigating the yacht accident. Now she has a lot of business to do. To be honest, people don’t have time to come and see me to vent their emotions. She is not psychological counselor.

And logically, the yacht accident and my brother's disappearance are two separate events.Of course I think there is a connection between the two. The problem is, I can't even figure out what kind of connection it is.

Later, when I calmed down and thought about it, I realized that I wanted to see that policewoman, but I just wanted to grab a life-saving straw in a panic.

In fact, I don't know her at all, and I don't even know her name.I was told and I forgot.

She was the first person to take me deep into this matter, and I just knew she could help me.Otherwise, who else can I find?Brother, who can I tell about this situation?

Talk to my personal friends?Impossible, they won't understand.Talk to your brother's friend?Big brother did have a few close friends who were all on the yacht and all died.

At this moment, I thought that there was one more person I could look for...that was Lao Zhang, the biological father of the elder brother.

I should go to him.It probably won't work, but I really should go find him.

It was noon at that time, and I didn't delay for a second, so I set off as soon as I thought about it.

It hasn't been long since the last time I went, and I still remember the route.But this time I left late, the traffic on the road was not smooth, and it was already night when I arrived.

The last time Lao Zhang came to pick me up at the bus station, this time I will walk to the warehouse where he lives alone in the silence.

Although there is no wind, I can always smell the smell of the sea.The smell reminds me of something I saw on a reef beach.

I forced myself to let go of the picture in my head.

On the way, I took a wrong path and found the small hotel where I stayed before. After asking the way in the small hotel, I found the warehouse of the farm.

The lights were on in the room, it seemed that Lao Zhang was at home.I didn't knock on the door, just pushed it open and went in.

It is estimated that Lao Zhang heard my footsteps from a long distance away.Seeing me, he wasn't surprised at all, he just frowned and said in a complaining tone: "Why are you here again, aren't you going home?"

"I don't have a home." I replied casually.

He asked, "How is it now?"

What is he asking?Are you concerned about your son, or are you concerned about any new strange things?

I don't know either.Anyway, I gotta say, gotta tell him what happened afterwards.

The chair I sat in last time was empty, not restocked with books.So I sat down unceremoniously, and started talking about when I returned to the hospital and picked up my eldest brother.

Lao Zhang wandered around the room while listening, sometimes he found the books in the sundries, sometimes he looked back at me.While I was narrating, he didn't say a word.

I'm done.

Lao Zhang walked around the room, passed several piles of debris and rotten bottles, and came back to me.

He held an open old book, handed it to me, and clicked on a certain line of words.

"The supernatural power of the dragon has always been that it can swim freely without hindering the rocks. Therefore, the ancients said, "The dragon does not see the rocks, and the fish does not see the water." But wherever the dragon goes, the rocks are pierced, and the caves are cracked according to the size of the dragon. The rocks are still intact. Especially unpredictable..."

I know I am not a literate person, and I don't know what this is.It was only when he closed the book that I saw the title, "The Foreign History of Female Immortals".

I looked at him puzzled.I don't understand what he means.

Although I have never read this book, I have heard the title and the general content. This is a novel written by people in the Qing Dynasty. It's because I haven't read too many books, and at most I only understand this level.

Lao Zhang understood my confused eyes, smiled slightly, and said: "It has nothing to do with the content of the book, I just want to show you this sentence. Its earliest source is not here, and there are similar words in some scriptures. Express."

I said, "You told me horror stories last time, and now you're telling me myths?"

Old Zhang said leisurely: "You child...you are so panicked, your eyes are red, but when you talk to me, your mouth is full of thorns, and you have to pretend to be contemptuous of me... You, why bother?"

I'm tongue-tied.He saw through things that I didn't see through myself.

He continued: "I know you didn't do it on purpose, it's just subconscious. People will do this. Sometimes you find something you don't understand. If others question your hallucinations, you will emphasize in every possible way that it is true and true. Yes; but if others say that it must be true, how true and how terrible it is, you will deny it, say that it is actually nothing, and pretend that it is normal... In short, you must twist it. Contradictory, right? Actually it is not Deliberately, it’s a subconscious self-protection. It’s not your fault, you’re not the only one like this. I’ve seen it a lot.”

After speaking, Lao Zhang took a few sips of tea from the porcelain mug.I just sat with my head down.We were silent for a long time.

I seem to have something to ask, but when I want to speak, I have nothing to say.