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When sitting next to her, he was also very polite: "Hello, I've noticed you for a long time, are you here alone?"

Lin Jianwu thought that she was a little bit moved, but whether that kind of heartbeat was due to the influence of the atmosphere or something else, she didn't have time to think clearly at that time: "Yes." She focused more on the other party .

"I'm alone too," the woman said.

"I can see it." Lin Jianwu said, when the woman sat next to her, she didn't feel any spying eyes from her surroundings.

"What do you do?" the woman asked her.

Lin Jianwu is not used to revealing personal information to strangers, but as far as her nature is concerned, at certain times, for some people, she actually has no bottom line. She said very clearly: "Architectural design, drawing of."

Female: "Design? Very good, I also do design, graphic design."

"Really? What a coincidence." The wine in the glass was as thick as silk, Lin Jianwu was immersed in the pleasure of discovering herself, and had no time to think about the authenticity of the other party's words, or she didn't care about the authenticity of the other party's words at all .

This woman's demeanor is so clean and refreshing, when she was pulled into the dance floor by the other party, Lin Jianwu didn't feel much disgust for the other party's behavior deep in her heart.

It's amazing, the so-called good feelings, the so-called liking, the so-called desire to go further... It's like a child straying into an adult's garden, those strange feelings rush over for the first time, stimulating For her senses, Lin Jianwu only thought about how to understand them more deeply, but never thought about refusing to understand them.

She was completely carried away, and completely lost in it.

...drinking together, dancing together, and then what?

"How can you say such things to a girl you meet for the first time?" The elder sister who is older than her exudes a mature flavor. She holds her hand and smiles like a flower. "Is it molesting?" ?”

But Lin Jianwu just expressed his admiration for the other party's scent, saying 'it smells good', and nothing else.

"Relax, let's go step by step, remember where this is?"

When Lin Jianwu came back to his senses, he was already in a different place from the interior scene of the bar. This is a place that looks like a hotel.

Everything that happened afterwards was logical, even too natural... If you ignore the subsequent development of the matter, this may be a very good one-night relationship... At first it was a few hundred or hundreds of borrowings, and then several Thousands and thousands of emergency rescues, and finally all the loans became fixed-term bonds like Meifu bonds. In order not to go bankrupt in front of Lin Jianwu, the other party expressed his love to Lin Jianwu before the repayment period, but in front of Lin Jianwu In Lin Jian's eyes, becoming a couple is not a reason for the other party not to pay back the money.

When she found that her behavior failed to achieve her goal, the woman quickly put on a black face: I really don't understand that it's all this kind of relationship, why should I care about these things.

Then don't worry about it, so Lin Jianwu didn't intend to listen to these. After hearing the other party's words, she got up and put on her clothes: "No need to pay it back."

When Lin Jianwu left, she was very sincere: "Your skills are very good, thank you."

Lin Jianwu believes that falling in love is like a real-time strategy game to herself.Or ready-to-eat food that must be eaten after tearing off the packaging bag.

It started quickly and ended quickly.

The second time I fell in love with a college student from a nearby school, how did I meet, because it has been nearly two years, and I can no longer study it. Lin Jianwu likes to see the other party in jk uniforms, so it may be a bit strange to say Suspected of being particularly addicted, but after Microsoft forcibly terminated the extended support for the windows xp system, she still preserved the honesty that belonged to the old era, and she was not at all afraid that the other party would say in front of her: "Dude, Your xp is so fucking weird."

In this love, it is the other party who dominates on the surface.

museum.

Ocean World.

zoo.

Former residence of celebrities.

Ecotourism area.

……

Being taken by the other party to many places, Lin Jianwu is also very happy to spend money for the so-called love. Every time besides working time, she will not say anything more besides the other party's request, but, look Looking at her right hand being held by the other party, and her left hand on the back of her neck, Lin Jianwu knew that in addition to her normal physical desires, what the other party was saying, what she said, what she did, what she wanted to do, She is not interested in that series of things, it can be said that it is difficult to get interested.

She didn't want to know anything about the other person outside of his body.

It's true that she is gay, but how much she likes each other is something that she can determine without even thinking about it.

It is said that feelings need to be cultivated.Unfortunately, in Lin Jianwu's view, this point is completely nonsense.It's just that the other party is quite serious about himself.After Lin Jianwu understood this, he quickly let go of the opponent's hand.

Going to the end in the state of not knowing and going to the end in the state of knowing are two different things.

The cheerful look of the female college student in Hanfu still hasn't solidified on her face, and she didn't feel wrong when she realized that Lin Jianwu had let go. She stared at Lin Jianwu closely, and at this moment Lin Jianwu raised her head: " Let's break up."

"Ok?"

"Let's break up." Lin Jianwu repeated, she didn't intend to delve into this issue, she reached out to hail a taxi, opened the door and got in, she finally said to the other party, "Just How about this."

That place is not far from the female college student's university, and they can walk back quickly. Fortunately, their current progress is only to the point of holding hands, and they haven't caused any serious harm to each other.After Lin Jianwu knew this, she cut off contact with the other party in time.

He was bombarded by phone calls for several months, but after pulling the voice assistant, the situation quickly subsided.

This kind of love has not turned up the slightest splash in Lin Jianwu's later life. It would not be a pity to delete this memory from beginning to end. If it wasn't for this time to take a detailed inventory of her love history, she would not Must be able to remember this.After all, it is a thing of the past.

The second person who can be called a girlfriend met through a social activity organized by the company. I can’t remember the faces so far. I only remember that their physical communication is very suitable. After realizing the formal relationship For a long time, Lin Jianwu thought that she had surpassed the line of liking and fell in love with the other party, but after a week of formal dating, the other party broke up with her.

"Lin Jianwu, I realize that I don't understand you at all." The other party said.

I don't understand which aspect it refers to?The other party didn't ask, and Lin Jianwu didn't know, she showed a questioning expression.

"You are very close to me, but I feel that you are far away from me. You are standing here, but as soon as I turn my head, I feel that you have disappeared." This time it was the other party who first let go of the hand , "You seem to like me very much, but you haven't invited me once. If I don't ask you, you won't tell me anything about you."

"I remember very well that when I gave you a gift, your first reaction was not to be happy. You were thinking, why should I waste time and effort doing such thankless things." My girlfriend said, "You may know why I should Do this, but you can't understand why I do this. I eat the meals you make with your own hands, and they are all cold and compressed biscuit-like things that will replenish the energy of the human body. I can't feel any positive energy from it Regarding your intentions, if this is the case, why is love necessary?"

What the girlfriend said made sense. In this regard, Lin Jianwu was never a forceful person. She nodded: "Okay." She agreed to break up.

Convenience showed a slightly pale smile: "You really don't like me."

It's superfluous to say this kind of thing, Lin Jianwu thinks that she hasn't said these three words that she doesn't like, so the other party has no reason to say that about her.She acted as if she knew her very well, but she didn't know herself very well.

Will the other party know her better than herself?How can it be.She dismissed the possibility without even thinking about it.

And then the third.

Good personality and good physical compatibility.

The opportunity to break up came from a sentence, the girlfriend asked her to promise: "Say, you will only like me in your life."

How could such words come out of the mouth.No one can promise an unpredictable future.Just like gambling, you can only use the chips you already have.Although she knows that the other party just wants her to say this, it may be out of some kind of small interest between couples, and the words themselves do not represent any special meaning, but Lin Jianwu is the kind of person who will do what he says. She is not willing to be bound by such words.

So she corrected the other party and said: "It is human nature to love the new and dislike the old."

"Are you the kind of person who likes the new and dislikes the old?"

"I don't know, maybe it will, I haven't tried it yet..." Before I finished speaking, I was greeted with a slap, which fell on the left cheek. Although Lin Jianwu knew that his girlfriend's personality was a hot-tempered one, But I didn't expect the opponent to attack so quickly.

The girlfriend picked up the bag, and before she left, she poured some unfinished coffee all over her face, and said in a contemptuous tone, "I didn't realize that you are such a person."

This person left, but it didn't mean that Lin Jianwu would not be able to pay the bill.

Watched by a circle of watching eyes, Lin Jianwu looked at Wen Sheng and hurried over to the waiter, she said, "Please give me a dry towel."

Fortunately, the coffee was spilled from bottom to top, and most of the clothes I wore were not affected. This is a good thing, and I don’t have to worry about the taxi refusing to take me back later.

She hasn't said what happened to some external forces...