After we broke up, I still asked about your situation

It was late at night, and the last guest in the lobby also emptied his glass of wine, patted Tong Shen on the shoulder to say goodbye to him, and went upstairs to his room.

The first floor, which was still full of music and music just now, suddenly became very quiet. Tong Shen was paralyzed on the sofa shaking the wine bottle, propped his chin on the armrest with one hand, and stared dimly at the small TV in front of him.

He couldn't see clearly what was playing on the TV, he just felt lonely, so he listened to it.

"Today, we have invited a special guest, everyone here must have heard of him - he is an outstanding graduate of Huaqing and NTS, and also the founder and CEO of Shenan Technology - let us invite Tu Jiazhi .”

"As the youngest of the founders of Shen'an, I think Jiazhi should have a lot of experience worth learning from——Hi Jiazhi, are you here today, is there anything you want to share with you first? "

In the confusion, Tong Shen vaguely caught something, looked over with a frown, and struggled to distinguish the figure on the TV.

Before he could take a closer look, there was a soft creaking sound from the wooden door not far away, and then a tall man came in.

This person was dressed very strangely. Not only was he wrapped tightly from head to toe, but he also wore sunglasses in the middle of the night, and he didn't intend to take them off when he entered the house.

Tong Shen turned his head in response, vaguely recognized the person, and greeted with a smile: "Why are you here so late today? It's early in the morning, and the Mid-Autumn Festival has passed."

The guest gave a faint "hmm" and went straight to the bar and sat down without saying much.

The staff had already returned home from get off work, the lights were not turned on in front of the bar, and the man was sitting on a high stool, his whole body blended into the darkness, and he suddenly seemed to have no sense of existence.

Tong Shen didn't pay attention to him, and turned his blurred vision back to the TV.

Since leaving Beijing and Shanghai, Tong Shen has been living on this southern island, and only goes abroad to visit his parents during Chinese New Year, and not every year.

The size of the island is small and there are few residents, but the scenery is unique and beautiful, so there are many tourists on holidays.

Tong Shen bought a villa on the island. When he first came here, he lived alone. Not long after, he felt lonely, so he turned all the empty rooms in the villa into a homestay, and the first floor into a bar.

Because there are few people, there are no people on the island at almost nine o'clock in the evening.

So even in Tong Shen's Qing Bar, there are almost no customers after zero o'clock. Unless he occasionally meets more outgoing homestay tenants, most of the time he is drinking here by himself.

If he was a little drunk, he would go upstairs and go back to his room to sleep after drinking until midnight; if he was seriously drunk, he would just lay down on the sofa.

In order to avoid disturbing the tenants, he specially asked someone to set up a curtain around the sofa. Every morning, if the cleaning aunt came and saw him sleeping here, she would help him close the curtain.

The island is remote, and Tong Shen's life in the first two years was relatively quiet and quiet. Later, with the rise of short videos, tourists always took videos and photos here, and gradually made his place an internet celebrity.

There are gardens at the front and back of the villa building, which were carefully designed by the previous owner, and the layout is very beautiful. Tong Shen only needs to ask the gardener to come and maintain it regularly, and this place will become a scene on the island.

Of course, there are still many tourists who come not for the scenery here, but for the handsome guy.

Because Tong Shen doesn't go anywhere every day, he just wanders upstairs and upstairs in his villa and in the garden, as long as he lives here, he can be seen often.Not only can you see, but you can also eat, drink, sing and chat with him.

Tong Shen loves to play. He has traveled all over the world since he was a child. He has a wide range of knowledge and interests. He can chat with anyone.

Netizens heard that this handsome guy is not only gentle and good-natured, but also humorous, so they rushed to stay here, so Tong Shen's homestay was full all year round regardless of peak season or off-season.

Later everyone knew that the Qing Bar downstairs was open to everyone, so some people went to the island to travel to see Tong Shen, and if they couldn't stay in his B&B, they stayed in another place, and came to find him after the Qing Bar opened.Just like this, the bar is also lively, usually until two or three o'clock in the morning.

The neighbors on the island joked that Tong Shen is now a living sign, and the development of the tourism industry depends on his face.

At first, Tong Shen was very worried that he would be seen by Tu Jiazhi because he was too popular on the Internet, but he waited for a long time until his popularity on the Internet had cooled down, and Tu Jiazhi never came here, so he was relieved.

Feeling relieved and lonely.

Maybe it's time to go back, he thought, Tu Jiazhi should have given up on himself long ago.

But thinking so, he still didn't move.

It's good to stay here, the scenery is beautiful and the interpersonal relationship is simple. It is said that I have built a prison for myself, but in fact I still enjoy it.

After staying like this for six years, Tu Jiazhi has already graduated from Huaqing, and then went to NTS to do a blog. I don’t know how his brain grows. Others have studied for four years. A rich alumni started a business, and others paid for his technology. In just over a year, Shenan Technology has a name in China, and there are news about Tu Jiazhi all over the sky.

Tong Shen didn't want to watch it at first.

But Tu Jiazhi was everywhere, even after he fled so far away, there were still Tu Jiazhi everywhere.

When I sneaked away back then, I thought I didn't care at all.

But Tu Jiazhi's name is just like wine, it gets more and more mellow with the passage of time, so much so that now whenever he hears any one of these three words with the same pronunciation, he will feel pain in his heart.

So it is said to be enjoying, but in fact it is still in jail.

There are so many guests coming and going in the villa, it is very lively every day, and countless people chat with him every day.

But still lonely.

Lying on the bed in the middle of the night, unable to sleep, I felt that it was bitingly cold everywhere.

Obviously this island is summer all year round, and other people find it too hot to wear short sleeves, but he feels cold wherever he stays.

Because I can't sleep, I can only use alcohol to help me sleep.

I get drunk almost every day, and wake up in the afternoon. When communicating with people, my mouth is faster than my brain, and I don’t think at all most of the time.

With the snap of his fingers for six years, he always felt that he was still alive in that year.

Time doesn't seem to pass by him here, more than 2000 days and nights have passed, and he is still as reluctant as when he just left.

When I see the dining table, I think of Tu Jiazhi, and when I mention the wine bottle, I also think of Tu Jiazhi.

When he was drunk, he cried and asked, "Why didn't you come to pick me up?" When he was sober, he was worried that he would not have enough to eat when he went to study abroad.

After going through the first three years, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally contacted Shu Bai and Du Zijie secretly.

At that time, Tu Jiazhi had just studied abroad. He searched for Tu Jiazhi's name on the Internet. Huaqing officially announced the whereabouts of some outstanding graduates, and Tu Jiazhi who received a direct blog offer was listed.

He didn't know what kind of treatment foreign direct Ph.D. students received. He only knew that the introverted child would go overseas alone without relatives or backing. He didn't know if he would have a bad life in the future.

So he went to ask Shu Bai, and found out that Tu Jiazhi started making games and software in his sophomore year, and sold them directly without holding back when he was done. Over the years, he saved a lot of money, so he didn't have to worry about living expenses and tuition fees.

Shu Bai didn't take the initiative to mention Tu Jiazhi's relationship with him.

When Shu Bai was just released from prison, Tong Shen wanted to run away, so he asked Tu Jiazhi to wait a while before telling Shu Bai about their affairs, so that they could sleep in separate rooms at night so that he could find a chance to escape.

After so many years, I don't know if Tu Jiazhi has taken the initiative to mention the matter between them to Shu Bai.

In short, Shu Bai didn't say anything, and Tong Shen didn't have the nerve to ask.

He thought he should be thankful, but after hanging up the phone, he just felt uncomfortable.

It seems that he is the only one in this relationship who is still stuck in the past and cannot get out of it, and he is the only one who is still brooding over the years.

Back then, he said it so swearingly that he almost made him believe that young people can really be in love.

Fortunately, I didn't believe it.

Tong Shen drank until the early hours of the night, and when he was drunk, he only chanted these four words: "Fortunately, I didn't believe it."

But in his current situation, the word "fortunately" is like a joke.

After all, there is no better way to go now.

Believe it or not, he is a loser. The only difference is that it hurts early and hurts late. Anyway, it will hurt sooner or later.

A few days after contacting Shu Bai, he couldn't help but ran to find Du Zijie again.

He already knew that he was heartless and didn't care about eating or beating, but he really didn't expect that he could be so cheap.

But cheap also want to ask.

I want to know if Tu Jiazhi looked for him back then, and I want to know how long it took Tu Jiazhi to forget him, whether it was a year or two, or only three months.

Du Zijie was an asshole, he smiled strangely after answering the phone, and mocked him after laughing, "Tong Shen, you have today too."

From then on, Tong Shen never wanted to contact this bastard again. It was better to ask for help than to ask for himself. He could search the Internet by himself, and he could always find clues.

There was no news about Tu Jiazhi in the past two years.

That's right, a student who is still studying and studying abroad, where can there be any news.

It was not until the recent year when Shenan Technology was born that there were more and more reports on the Internet.

But there is no news about himself.

There is no news related to Tong Shen at all.

Later, in an interview, Tong Shen finally saw the host ask an emotional question, saying that Tu Jiazhi is so young and promising, what kind of girl would his ideal type be.

Tu Jiazhi said he hadn't considered it.

The host asked him if he had ever been in a relationship before.

Tu Jiazhi was silent for a moment, and said, no.

No.

After Tong Shen finished the interview, he almost smashed the computer on the spot.

After that, he no longer wanted to read reports related to Tu Jiazhi.

But there are too many reports, and sometimes you can't hide if you want to. For example, now, you can hear his name just by watching TV.

In fact, every time he saw Tu Jiazhi on TV recently, he didn't recognize him.

This person used to be so socially fearful, never said a word outside, cold and withdrawn.

When did you become so slick?

Tong Shen saw that Tu Jiazhi talked eloquently when he was being interviewed, and saw him smiling and speaking with others in a kind tone, and felt that this was not the same person he had known back then.

Forget it, it's boring.

Tong Shen got up staggeringly, went to the TV and unplugged it, and went to the bar with the bottle of wine. Seeing the strange guest still sitting next to him, he remembered that the bartender had already left work, and there was no drink for the guests.

This guest has only appeared in the last year, so he doesn't come very often, but he will come almost every year and festival.

He has always been tightly packed, and Tong Shen has never seen his face.Moreover, this person basically came over in the middle of the night, when Tong Shen was so drunk that he couldn't tell who he was at all.

If it weren't for the frequent visits, when Tong Shen was sober, Tong Shen might not even know the existence of this person.

Every time this customer came over, he would sit at the bar and order a glass of wine, but he neither drank much nor talked with others, and just sat there until midnight, and he left quietly when Tong Shen couldn't help being sleepy.

Because of the similar height, Tong Shen actually doubted whether this person could be Tu Jiazhi, but there was a time when Tu Jiazhi was interviewed live on TV, and the strange customer was also sitting in the store at the same time, so Tong Shen dispelled this guess .

As long as it wasn't Tu Jiazhi, no matter how strange other people were, they wouldn't be able to arouse Tong Shen's interest.

He stood on tiptoe and randomly took out a bottle of wine, knocked off the bottle cap and poured half a glass for the guests, then spread his hands and said, "Please."

The guest looked at the glass and said in a low voice, "You haven't asked me what I want to drink."

"Whatever." Tong Shen leaned on the bottle, put his chin on the back of his hand, and smiled dizzily, "You don't drink much anyway."

"It's not good." The guest said.

"Hmm." Tong Shen nodded, "It's not that bad."

"Then why are you drinking so much?"

"Hmm..." Tong Shen thought for a while, "Drinking at the beginning was to pretend to fit in with the group, but later on... because it was annoying."

"What's bothering you?"

Tong Shen shook his head with a grin, raised his finger and said, "You don't understand."

"Then who can understand?"

"Nobody understands."

After Tong Shen finished speaking, he lowered his head, suddenly wanted to cry for some reason.

After a long time, he got up and walked to the sofa, muttering, "No one understands. I'm the only one... I'm the only one left."

The man in black watched him go to the sofa, sat down on his buttocks, then fell weakly to the side, and fell unconscious not long after.

At four o'clock in the morning, the guests in the homestay have already fallen asleep.

In the silence, the fabric of the man's clothes rubbed lightly when he got up.

He walked steadily and slowly, walked straight in front of Tong Shen, bent down, helped Tong Shen take off his shoes, and spread the blanket to cover him.

Tong Shen has a good capacity for alcohol, and he doesn't show much face when he's drunk. It's just that today is a holiday, and he may have drunk too much, so his face is slightly red.

The man straightened up and closed the curtain, then took off his sunglasses and squatted in front of the sofa, staring greedily and obsessively at the face in front of him.

After a long time, he approached slowly as if involuntarily, and kissed Tong Shen's lips cautiously.

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Brother Shen: Liar QAQ

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