nib boy

After confirming that the people in the house were still sleeping peacefully, Ning Ziyue put on his coat and went out at the dawn of the day.

After standing at the door of Yao Lu's villa, he hesitated for a long time. It was not yet seven o'clock in the morning, and it was freezing cold outside. Knocking on the door rashly and blowing up the angry master would probably only lead to a tragic death on the street.Could it be called desperate.

Sighing for his mistake, he stretched out his hand to cover the cold and hard anti-theft door without any expectation. Unexpectedly, the door turned out to be half-hidden, and after the force was applied, it knocked against the door frame with a slight metal collision. ...unlocked?

Silently opened the door and stepped into the porch, a sense of warmth almost rushed over my face, instantly reflecting the ice and snow outside into two worlds.The precious solid wood floor under the feet is pleasing to the eye, and seven or eight pairs of clean cotton slippers are neatly placed on the high shoe rack at the side, presumably specially prepared for the guests.

Not too cautiously bent over to put on, Ning Ziyue carefully closed the door and then walked into the house as lightly as possible, feeling a little like burglary for some reason.

Although I knew that Yao Lu was a local tyrant, the low-key but unmistakably luxurious decoration in the house is still enough to make any good citizen who has no intention of wandering in by mistake have evil thoughts. The living room on the first floor is as big as the entire living space of ordinary people. .

Ning Ziyue moved his eyes to look at the huge easel set up in the middle and the paint scattered on the ground, and felt that the person who was walking back and forth leisurely in the mess with bare feet at this time looked like an elegant lunatic, with shoulder-length chestnut hair in a mess His head was stunned, and his complexion was very bad due to a light night's sleep.

He seemed to suddenly understand the reason why the door was closed all morning.

"...Yao Lu."

He stopped in his tracks and turned to look at him, the cold light in his long and narrow phoenix eyes rested on the visitor for a moment, and snorted.He casually threw the paintbrush dipped in paint back into the bucket, "Why are you still here?"

Ning Ziyue stood motionless, watching him unknowingly step on the mottled paint on the soles of his feet, and when he thought he was going to ignore him and pass directly, the reluctant voice finally sounded again: "Have you eaten yet?" ?”

"No." He answered truthfully.

Yao Lu walked forward without slowing down at all, with a cold and blunt question from behind: "What do you want to eat?...By the way, I can only order instant noodles."

A feeling of relief gradually emerged, Ning Ziyue smiled lightly, and then followed him with a straight face: "...then here is a bowl of pork stewed vermicelli."

"Get out of the door right away."

"Where are the two of them?" Ning Ziyue was helping Yao Lu in the kitchen when he was below. In fact, helping him was just giving him an egg and a bowl.

"It was noisy until midnight last night, and I slept like a dead pig on the second floor. I don't think I'll wake up before noon." He responded casually and turned around to pick up the bowl he handed him. Then he froze expressionlessly, and remained silent for a long time.

"What's wrong?" Ning Ziyue looked at him with an innocent look on his face.

Yao Lu covered her face and took a deep breath: "...Can't you change to a bigger bowl? Let alone your food intake, and also don't mention that this bowl was used for my bald cat that died for half a year. I can't even find a place to put eggs." I glanced over impatiently, but the other party was still stunned and did not respond.

"Forget it, forget it." Putting the lid on the pot in a broken pot, Yao Lu frowned and turned around and walked out: "You look here slowly, look at the pot by the way, crack an egg by yourself when it's about to boil, and cook it when it's cooked." Bring it out and eat."

... Then who is responsible for this meal?Ning Ziyue tossed helplessly in the cupboard, slowly waiting for the pot to boil.

The sun came out really late, and when he brought out the two bowls of noodles, a dazzling beam of light fell into the window of the living room, making people dizzy.

Then, he saw a scene that a mere glimpse would never forget.

The sun, which was too bright, shook off a golden yellow, casting a circle of halo on Yao Lu's profile, and the slightly curved lips and slightly long eyelashes were drawn with three-dimensional shadows.

The simple white shirt and cropped trousers set off a clean temperament, and the whole person exudes the unique coolness of a teenager.

The brush stained with paint moves around and drops bright color blocks on the paper, and the person humming a scattered melody to the music is immersed in his own world, with his knees bent and his toes pointing to the ground.

The painter enters the painting.

If it is gentle and tangible, it is probably this feeling.

He didn't know how long he had been staring at it, it seemed as if something in his heart had been gently touched, and the bowl in his hand no longer felt hot.

It is said that no matter how good-looking a person is, seeing each other face to face for a long time every day will cause aesthetic fatigue.However, I have known this person for one year and six months, and he still seems to retain the same state of mind as when I first met him. ... moved by it.

And when Yao Lu finally finished drawing the last stroke and raised his head, the person standing silently in the corner of his eye startled him. "...Why are you standing here silently? My stomach was shaking just now." He complained, but immediately got up and took the bowl in his hand.

The two sat side by side on the warm floor with their bowls in their hands, and shared a pair of earphones with their backs against the sofa seat.Yao Lu swallowed the eggs in two or three mouthfuls first, then raised her head at him to look at the painting she had just finished.

Ning Ziyue leaned forward in the same way, but couldn't tell what he saw.The colors on the screen do not form any accurate image that conforms to his cognition, breaking away from the rigid lines and squares, they jump off the paper in a casual but not messy way.

"what is this?"

"Next month's entry." Yao Lu curled her lips and smiled a little proudly, "I woke up early and wanted to try drawing. I didn't expect it to be done in one go."

"What about the name?"

"I just came up with an idea, but it sounds boring. Variableray." He muttered vaguely while chewing noodles, "It probably translates to 'trajectory ray'. Although I don't know what it is exactly. , but what you want is to make a big surprise without knowing it."

"...There seems to be something wrong."

"Understand the spirit." He gave him a dissatisfied look, and then focused on the noodles again. "If it does, how about using it as the cover of our future debut album—"

Ning Ziyue just smiled and said nothing, because the future is too far away, so he dare not agree or shake his head.

And after many years, he accidentally typed that confusing line of English on the search engine, and the first object that popped up was this slightly abstract painting.But at that time, it was not only famous as a painting, but also as the cover of Yao Lu's first solo album after her debut, and there was a promotional slogan about this album below.

"There is only one end point and direction, which means that the ray cannot be changed. However, there is no need to sympathize with the sadness that the ray has only a starting point but has no clear attribution. If you understand that there will never be a day of intersection with the light you yearn for in your heart, then just change the rules of your own existence. Alright. Going forward without a goal is just a slow process of dying. The important thing is whether you have the courage to become a trajectory-changing ray for one person."

When the Fushui crossed the border in the fleeting year, he was able to laugh at these words.It's not that he has forgotten those lingering memories, but that the person who vowed to talk about the future is already by his side.

"Let's talk about that aggressive kid last night." Yao Lu wasn't annoyed by his indecision, she put aside the bottomless bowl, and suddenly changed the subject with serious eyes. "...he is not suitable for you."

"Huh?" He didn't react for a while, his eyes were blank.

"At that time, I only thought it looked familiar, and I didn't remember it when I got emotional. Later, I found out that he was the one who failed Lin Ranqiang's [beep——] last time? You have such a private life." The last one Miao still nodded the other person's chest with a face full of righteousness, and the next second he laughed narrowly. "Go ahead. How many times have you done it since I left?"

Ignoring his nasty joke, Ning Ziyue was silent for a few seconds and then said, "Why don't you say it's not suitable?"

"He is simply a copy of me before. Of course I know how much he weighs." Yao Lu lit up a cigarette with one leg up, and squinted his eyes to look out the window. "...Don't meet him again. That kid will do bad things sooner or later."

"Are you going to be okay now?"

Yao Lu unexpectedly looked sideways at him through the smoke, a little confused about what he meant.Just when he was about to say something, that person had already avoided his gaze, and he also took out a cigarette from the case and lit it. "...How do you know my address?"

Feeling inexplicably upset, Yao Lu didn't respond in a good mood: "...you guessed it." But before Ning Ziyue could take some measures, the noisy voices of those two guys waking up came from the second floor.

"Yaoer, I'm hungry—I smell food downstairs, can you bring it to my brother who is suffering from back pain—"

"Monster, I want to change my underwear... Is the tight triangle in the bedside table yours? Can you use it?"

"...Fuck me." After swearing fiercely, Yao Lu raised her head angrily and shouted, "If you don't get out of me in 30 seconds, your urethra will be destroyed tonight, and you won't be able to ejaculate for the rest of your life!"

As soon as he finished talking, he saw two figures rushing down the stairs at the speed of light, both wearing nothing but underpants.Seeing Ning Ziyue who appeared out of nowhere, the two of them still held their chests and asked him where he was happy last night without them.He vaguely said that a friend came to stay at home, needless to say, it was another nonsense accusation of "emphasizing sex over friends".

After finally finishing their breakfast, the few of them talked nonsense for a while before going to the piano room at the end of the second floor.It is a piano room in name, but the spacious space is filled with almost all common musical instruments you can think of, complete in both Chinese and Western styles.

"Yesterday I said I was going to think of a name for the band. What, do you have any ideas?" Yao Lu tried the keys to test the sound of the piano, and asked casually.

Xie Zhe blinked like an idiot, then turned around and poked Bai Yuze who was holding the guitar and tuning it. "It hurts..." Turning his head and giving him a dissatisfied look, Bai Yuze could only laugh and continue: "Think it over, think it over. I was thinking about it in my dream last night."

"Let's hear it." Yao Lu raised his eyebrows consciously posing as a leader.

"I'm not obsessed with foreigners, but these days the group name is louder in English, which is easy to deepen the impression." He didn't know what he was talking about, so he ended the procrastination in time before someone interrupted. "EXILE, dog exile' meaning. How?..."

exile.Exile... ah.Several people were silent.

In fact, this hard-won "inspiration" came from a piece of casually coded text in Bai Yuze's blog last night.

"My beloved,

The ONLY home form last exile is your heart

& that is the place If finally stand.”

The only destination of my final exile is the bottom of your heart.

That is my final resting place.

— To, my love.

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On New Year's Eve.

The Bund of Haicheng has been filled with the sound of fireworks since early in the morning. Later, a lot of idlers gathered around to watch the excitement, and gathered outside the quiet sea view residential area to point and point excitedly.

After tossing and turning for a long time until he was completely sleepless, the person on the bed finally sighed and pulled down the blanket covering his head, sat up naked and pressed the electric bell on the bedside to summon the Filipino maid.

I planned to get up later to prepare for staying up late at night, but it was all ruined by the group of idiots outside.It's only been a year, who hasn't experienced it dozens of times, is it so exciting?

Standing in front of the window expressionlessly overlooking the noisy scene outside for a while, he finally turned around in disdain and walked towards the huge wardrobe in the house. After opening it, he casually glanced at the orderly array of dazzling arrays, and casually pulled out an Armani Put on the cashmere sweater leisurely.Almost as soon as he finished dressing, there was a knock on the door, which was not light or heavy.

"Your coffee is ready." In polite but slightly blunt Mandarin.

"come in."

The woman with exotic eyebrows opened the door in response, and the tray was held firmly.Seeing that Jin Ke came over and drank the cup of clear coffee without frowning, he lowered his head and said quietly: "Mr. Jin and Mrs. Jin are having dinner downstairs. Do you want to join them later?"

"No need. I'll be going out soon." With his slender and powerful arms slipped into the sleeves of his coat, Jin Ke shook his collar and walked out of the room without looking sideways. When he was still on the stairs, he glanced sideways calmly. The middle-aged men and women who sat on both sides of the dining table did not say a word until they passed through the middle hall.

It was almost safe and sound to reach the door, when a man's deep and coercive voice came from the dining room: "New Year's Eve, where are you going in a hurry?"

He sighed secretly and turned around with a smile, the temperature of his lips had not yet reached his eyes. "I was kicked at a few markets in other places, and the gang of trash below can't handle it. I have to fly there to take care of it myself. I won't be able to come back within two days."

Telling lies calmly and in a serious manner, this trick has been perfected since childhood.Can not help others do not believe.

Besides, even if the old thing is aware of something wrong, now he wants to find out that he still has the energy to spare.After graduating from university, Jin Ke took over almost all of the filthy and shady forces behind the Jin Group.Sometimes I drive past my own towering building in the central business district by accident, and I feel dizzy from the criss-cross glass arranged vertically and horizontally in the sun.On the surface it looks so open and upright, but how many people are lucky enough to see the turbulent undercurrent.

Under the guise of making a regular living, it is no secret among the top executives of the group that they secretly colluded with the underworld.It is not so easy to gain a foothold in the world and gain a firm foothold that no one dares to provoke.There are many things that need to be discarded, and there is no hesitation.For example, conscience.For another example, human nature.

Jin Huizhi's cold gaze was fixed on him, and the gleaming knife in his hand easily cut the delicacies on the plate. "...Have you found him yet?...That bastard who doesn't know good from bad."

Hearing this, the delicately made-up woman sitting across from him was almost unnoticeably sluggish, with complicated expressions.

"Look at what you said. People who have been kicked out have nothing to do with me. Besides, we don't have the same surname."

The man snorted in doubt, his eyes darkened. "The kind of thing that would only embarrass Jin, it's just that he didn't break his legs at the beginning, but he dared to disappear for that fateful brat and me. If he leaves this house, he won't even think about coming back , Life or death has nothing to do with Jin."

Jin Ke listened respectfully with a smile on his face all the time, but saw that the eye circles of the woman opposite his father were a little red, and he still didn't dare to speak rashly.Obviously, his facial features were exactly the same as that silent and cold boy, and the cowardly, compromising sadness in his eyes was completely different from that person's determination and stubbornness.

This is engraved in the bones, ironic genes.

Arriving at the airport on time at two o'clock in the afternoon, Jin Ke received a call from the name "Lan Shu" in the waiting hall without any surprise.

He picked it up with his long legs crossed, his voice magnetic and brisk: "Hello."

"Xiao Ke..." The voice over there was not only soft but also choked with suppressed sobs, as if he didn't know where to start, and he waited for a long time before opening his mouth. "You've actually found Xiaoshan... haven't you?"

Sure enough, it still broke the bones and tendons.Women are such creatures.

"Why are you so suspicious of one or two?" He frowned in embarrassment, smiling unabated. "It's just that the old man is seriously suspicious. Auntie, you are more sensible than him. This person with blood can bear his temper and eat and sleep well every day. Can I, a person with a foreign surname, make a big fuss?"

The woman fell into an embarrassing silence when she heard the words, and it took half a minute before she said in a low voice: "I'm sorry..."

Jin Ke looked up at the artistically designed ceiling with a calm expression. "... You shouldn't have said that to me."

He felt that the conversation could end here.There is nothing more to say.

"In short..." However, she paused there again, and said with difficulty: "Xiaoshan... I'll ask you to take care of him."

"Do you understand the situation at all?" He laughed without hesitation, and in his mind, Fir Shan's black eyes, which were almost emotionless, and could even be said to reveal disgust, appeared in his mind, with the corners of his mouth raised. "Your son can't wait to kill me with his own hands."

The woman didn't know what he was enjoying himself at all, so she responded confusedly and hesitantly: "How could it be...you also know that Xiaoshan is not sensible..."

"...You have no right to talk about him." His tone suddenly turned cold as if his scales had been brushed against him, and he quickly put down the phone in the next second, without even giving the other party a chance to respond.

"I'm so sorry." Afterwards, he quickly showed that half-smile expression again, speaking softly into the phone. "I have to spend the New Year with my brother at night, so don't try to affect my mood now."

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☆、Extra [-] Yesterday's him and him and him ([-])

How many people have been loving someone in the name of a friend all their lives. --Inscription

Finally, Xie Zhe was dazed by the sound of the train bumping all night until it was twilight.

After rubbing his sleepy eyes, he supported the edge of the bed and sat up silently. It was still early, and the three people in the same room were still sleeping soundly.Anyway, he tossed and turned hard that night, and now his whole body was sore because of frequently changing sleeping positions.

At 38:[-] in the morning, the train was on its way to Haicheng.Today is New Year's Eve.

Xie's mother called the apartment the day before when he was packing, trying to finally convince him to take a flight home.He declined without thinking.Xie Zhe remembers seeing a sentence a long time ago when he was browsing everyone, which probably meant that he should slowly experience the process of returning to the place he misses.

Sitting with the quilt wrapped up until more than six o'clock, the conductor knocked on the compartment door to change the ticket, and the three traveling companions who were still sleeping were awakened by the sound, and struggled with their heads in a daze.

And long after the conductor left, Xi Guang reluctantly tore a hole in the gloomy sky, and cast a gilded, broken rainbow-like glow on the snowfield flying past outside the window.

Before entering the station, he turned his face sideways for the last time trying to capture the warmth that directly reflected in his eyes.

After that, there was overwhelming darkness.

Chinese New Year is actually quite a boring thing.As Xie Zhe's age continues to grow, this feeling has been repeatedly confirmed to be more credible.

His parents who had been separated for half a year were very affectionate when they saw him, so he also accompanied them to watch the Spring Festival Gala again and again, chatted about trivial household chores, went shopping in the bustling commercial street where they had been away for a long time, and then visited relatives and friends with them in bright new clothes.But they don't know if this can fill the vacancy in their hearts that they have left for a long time.

Why didn't he feel guilty, because the distance was actually drawn for himself.If you ask why it all started, it is an old story that goes back a long time, almost a cliché.

His father and Bai Yuze's father were old friends many years ago. After they got married, they learned that each other's lovers had given birth to boys, so they sent them to the same kindergarten without saying a word, and then they went to elementary school and middle school.Watching Xie Zhe and Bai Yuze's childhood sweetheart grow up, the friendship between the two generations has deepened the connection between the two families.

The accident happened suddenly after the secret of Bai Yuze's sexuality was discovered.

At that time, Bai Yuze and Leng Shan had been together for nearly two years.The studies in the third year of junior high school were much more intense than before, but because the three of them never needed to worry about their stable grades at home, the band rehearsals were held under the banner of reducing stress, and they never missed half a point, and sometimes they were delayed until long after school.

One day after rehearsal, it was getting dark, and the three of them went home together as usual.Because Xie Zhe and Bai Yuze were on the way, Leng Shan made it clear that "who knows if someone will do such or such a thing to him while I'm not there", and insisted on escorting Bai Yuze home.Xie Zhexin said fuck you, if I want to do it, I will do it as soon as I am out of my mother's womb!However, I was suffocated in my heart but had nowhere to vent it, so I had to go to and from school with a bitter face and deep hatred, and I was so bored that I didn't say a word the whole time.This day was also the same as usual, Bai Yuze watched him go away with suppressed anger and his eyes were full of doubts, Leng Shan shrugged his shoulders and said don't care about the faintness.

Walking to the flower bed downstairs of Bai Yuze's house, the two kissed goodbye in the hidden place as usual.Then, this scene was bumped into by Bai Mu who came back from overtime work temporarily.

When Bai Yuze returned home, the oppressive atmosphere like stagnant water gave him an ominous premonition.The conversation of the three of them all night in the study had nothing more than one theme: to separate themselves from Fir Shan immediately.At this ignorant age, it would be nothing more than a simple puppy love. With Bai Yuze's sensible personality, they would not interfere so much.But, it was a boy.The person my son likes is actually a boy.

In any case it is unacceptable.They and Bai Yuze had been in a stalemate over this matter until the senior high school entrance examination.Xie Zhe knew the reason of the matter, but he could only act in a hurry.After all, it is someone else's private matter, and no outsider has the right to interfere no matter how close the relationship is.However, what they didn't expect was that the other parent's reaction was even bigger than theirs, and they took drastic actions as soon as the senior high school entrance examination was over.

And that kind of person, they can't afford to offend.

After Bai Yuze's accident, people from the Jin family still kept blatantly threatening to come to the door, ordering them to move out of Haicheng as soon as possible with Bai Yuze, who was still seriously injured.The leader is Jin Ke who personally forced Bai Yuze to jump off the building.As "compensation", in addition to all medical expenses, they are willing to pay 300 million for mental damage.

It is absolutely impossible to win a lawsuit.The power of Jin's group can be said to be overwhelming in Haicheng, and even Xie Zhe's parents have nothing to do with them.There is only one way ahead.Can't afford it, can't we still hide it? ...

When Bai Yuze's leg injury first recovered, Bai's father and mother took him out of Haicheng overnight, without taking any money from the other party.Where to go, only the Xie family knows.On the day he got the news, Xie Zhe sat down in front of his parents with a calm face and came out to them without any hesitation.

He said, I'm sorry, Dad, Mom.I know I'm capricious, and I know it's irresponsible to do so.But I have to find Xiaobai.I would be crazy without him.

After speaking, he turned and went back to the house to pack his things.Regardless of whether his parents accept it or not, he has made up his mind to go.

From beginning to end, Xie father and mother did not say a word.It wasn't until Xie Zhe went out of the room to drink water in the early morning that he saw the light in the master bedroom turned on silently all night.

Xie Zhe felt that compared with Bai Yuze, he was lucky.Because he has a pair of relatively open-minded parents who indulge his excessive willfulness and satisfy his deviant obsession.Agreeing to separate the two places is not because he is willing to do so, but there is no other way.Who told them to have such a son.

On the eve of his departure, Xie Zhe received a call from Fir Shan, who had disappeared for nearly a month.He didn't explain the reason for his disappearance, but only eagerly asked about Xiaobai's recent situation.Xie Zhe sneered, "...he's dead." He said, listening to the other side suddenly fell into deathly silence.

If Fir Shan did not appear in Bai Yuze's life, then he would not be injured.Then I will no longer lose my eyes.The two will not be forced to separate thousands of miles apart.The most unforgivable thing is, when Bai Yuze was the weakest, the most helpless, and was forced to go to Liangshan with nowhere to go, where was the fir-shan man?Where are others? ! ! ...

"...You lied to me." After a long time, the panicked voice of the man over there was hardly like his own.Xie Che guessed that he must have just received the same answer from his family.But the despair he feels now is far from worth one-tenth of what Bai Yuze felt when he jumped from the top of the building.Xie Zhe is sure.

So the answer became even colder and biting, and he directly issued an ultimatum.

"Don't have any contact with me in the future. I, Xie Zhe, will never forgive you in this life!" He cut off the phone fiercely, and he didn't feel that he was cruel, even if he was facing someone who didn't know the truth.Even himself, in fact, is just a person who does not know the truth.

However, where did he get the news from and chase him all the way to a foreign country? ...

Xie Zhe stood at the gate of the school he was familiar with, silently looking at the slender figure in front of him who had stopped here for a long time before him.

As if feeling his silent gaze, the girl turned her head sensitively in the next second. She was stunned for a moment when she saw the person coming, and then smiled, with dimples on her face. "……You came."

……Yes.This is the person.Although Xie Zhe was weak in heart, he just nodded slightly with no expression on his face.

At that time, he was so stupid as to tell this woman where Bai Yuze was going.Unexpectedly, not only did she not complain for Xiao Bai, but she even stood on the same front as that bastard.

"Although I knew that you would definitely come back during the Chinese New Year, I didn't dare to contact you rashly. Who would have thought that it would be such a coincidence." Chen Ye's shoulder-length hair had grown a bit, and it fell down on his chest like black satin.She stood quietly with him for a while, and then took the initiative to speak. "Come here, let's go in and walk together."

On the second day of the new year, it is hard to say the usual sharp words.Xie Zhe hesitated for a moment, then acquiesced.The two went around to the back of the school, and quickly climbed over the wall one by one.

Due to the mild and humid climate in Haicheng, there is little snow in winter, and this year is a warm winter, and the plastic field is clean and dry.

Xie Zhe first stood motionless on the basketball court staring at the basket for a while, then walked towards the complex building without saying a word.Knowing where the destination was, Chen Ye didn't ask him or deliberately strike up a conversation.

The corridor was empty, except for the two of them.Back then, I was so familiar with the music classroom that I could touch the door with my eyes closed, but the word "Ceramic Art" was clearly printed on the door plate.The hand that reached into his pocket for the pin stopped suddenly.

...Why do you want to go in.What's the point.

The hard and cool brooch finally hurt his fingers. He chuckled twice, then turned and walked away.

Chen Ye was still standing at the door, looking sideways at him standing in front of the window at the end of the corridor, his back against the light seemed a little lonely.

Before experiencing something, indeed everyone feels that the world is extremely beautiful.The trees are full of flowers on sunny days, the lake is rippling on rainy days, the sun is sweeping across the city, the breeze passes through the fingertips, the love songs on the radio station at night, and the beautiful scenery along the way can be turned into words and sentences, leaving people to read aloud year after year.

But where there is light in this world, there must be shadows.The more dazzling the light, the more intense the despair.Perhaps as time goes by, the wounds of the past will slowly heal, and no matter how fierce the love and hatred are, the tide will recede.It was as if I only learned that Leng Shan had been under house arrest by the Jin family until that day, and then was kicked out of the house—in the end, I still failed to carry out that angry curse to the end.

Last summer, he also went back to school alone.But he didn't touch here, he just took a look at the last classroom they were in.In the corner of Bai Yuze's desk in the front row, he saw a line of lettering.

"This world is your will, and I am your only legacy."

It wasn't signed, but he knew who it was.For a long time, he left without saying a word.

In the past, those youthful years when demons danced wildly and had no worries, passed away like this. Except for the knowing smile engraved in the eyes and heart, no one was even given a chance to remember.He still remembered that the three of them often went to the classroom for self-study every weekend, taking the time to do the papers, and when the top science subject was finished, Bai Yuze forced him and Leng Shan to go through the required texts from beginning to end.

"It's the most difficult thing to keep in the world, the next sentence."

The two of them were already careless, but they were also agitated by the depressed poems, and the answers gradually became more and more outrageous.

"Innocence has been waiting for my brother to come out for ten years."

"Integrity, soap and virginity."

Bai Yuze's face immediately turned as black as the bottom of a pot, and with his hair fried, he picked up the Oxford mid-level punch and hit each of them on the head, his wailing echoed in the empty valley. "It's 'Zhu Yan Ci Jing Hua Ci Shu' Hun Dan! Please give me a little bit of moderation!!"

The two had no choice but to obediently admit their mistake with a good attitude, and then recite the poem from scratch piously.

Now things are different, and the protagonists of the same story may be unfolding here and now, and they are no longer us.

Staring at the bright frost on the dark mountains in the distance, Xie Zhe laughed alone and then felt sad.

The retreat of an era is like finishing a song.Fortunately, we also roared.

"...Let's go." With a soft voice, footsteps sounded, and when Chen Ye came back to his senses, Xie Zhe's figure had disappeared at the stairs.She didn't know what he recalled in just a few minutes, and because she couldn't understand, she always chose to keep quiet and shut up.But this time, she didn't hold back.

Walking two quick steps and standing half a floor away from him, she suddenly said, "I have been with Xiaobai for more than ten years without making a sound, what exactly are you looking for?"

He stopped slowly, and when he turned around, his dark brown pupils instantly filled with an indescribable dullness mixed between a smile and melancholy.And at this moment, what was on his mind was actually something almost irrelevant to the question.

No matter how hard he memorized it for the exam back then, there is only one poem that can be deeply engraved in his mind now.the only one.It is not within the scope of the outline, but just because it is touched, it is not forgotten.

I said, love is tolerance, is climbing,

It's a hug, it's a hormonal crash,

It's patience, it's dedication, it's persistence,

It is to make you remember me, it is tears,

It's pain, it's hurt, it's not going away,

Scolding is not scattered, it is not regretting, it is not forgetting,

It was the sixtieth year when you thought of me with a smile on the corner of your mouth.

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