nib boy

When Bai's father and Bai's mother pushed open the door of the ward, Bai Yuze was lying on the bed like a dead body, and the beautiful nurse sister stood aside and carefully changed the dressing for his lower back.

After hearing the movement, the young man turned his head reflexively, and saw two familiar figures standing at the door, with distressed and anxious expressions on his face, and he couldn't help feeling mixed feelings.He almost forgot that the hospital must notify the family members of minors when they go through the hospitalization procedures.Counting it, he and his parents hadn't seen each other for a long time since the last time they fell out, and they were probably waiting for the other party to compromise when they couldn't stand it anymore.

The three of them stared at each other silently in the room, and no one spoke first.It wasn't until the nurse sister finally re-bandaged the wound, pushed the small car away, and with a soft "click" that the door closed, Bai Mu couldn't help but rushed forward and rubbed him into her arms fiercely, The tone of resentment was mixed with suppressed crying.

"...You son of a bitch, do you have to piss me and your dad to death before you are willing to die!!"

Feeling the warm liquid continuously dripping down his neck into his collar, Bai Yuze also had a sore nose, but he only shouted hoarsely: "Mom..."

"If we can't go back, there will be no news at all! What do you think we are feeling?! This time something like this happened again... You... You are really..." Bai Mu threw everything on the verge of death as if she hadn't heard. Di's emotions poured out, sobbing softly, his fingers tightly clutching the material of his hospital gown.

"I'm sorry... Mom... I was wrong..." Bai Yuze was at a loss, but he didn't know what to do other than apologize in a low voice.

Bai's father was relatively calm, and while comfortingly put his hand on Bai's mother's slightly shrugging shoulders, he frowned and said to Bai Yuze worriedly: "If it weren't for the call from the hospital, we would still be kept in the dark. What's going on?"

Bai Yuze immediately felt guilty. "No...it's nothing. It's just that a residential building caught fire on the side of the road. The scene was too chaotic. I accidentally..."

"... Was stabbed from behind?" Bai Mu suddenly raised her head and stared at him with wide eyes.

"Uh...that, that is..."

"Okay, stop making up stories." Father Bai interrupted him lightly, his face was clearly not angry, but there was an irresistible majesty in his eyes. "...Is it related to that person named Fir Shan?"

"Dad..." Bai Yuze was stunned, but he was speechless to refute.

"There's no need to talk about it anymore. Now that the matter has reached this point, you must completely cut off contact with him no matter what."

"dad!!"

"Xiaobai, don't be willful. Your father and I did this for your sake. You don't remember the past, but the Jin family hasn't let it go. This time it's hospitalization. Next time you might even Lives are gone!"

"...If I say that Mrs. Jin will never interfere in the affairs of the two of us, will you still insist on opposing it?"

A cold voice suddenly sounded by the door, the three of them followed the sound, and Bai Yuze couldn't help but lose his voice: "Xiaoshan!..."

The young man was leaning against the wall with a calm expression, his head was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze, and his dark eyes made his complexion extraordinarily pale.Xie Zhe and Chen Ye stood beside them anxiously, looking here and there, probably already planning for the worst.

Baimu jumped up from the bed almost immediately, with hostility in her eyes, she stretched out her hand and pointed in the direction of Fir Shan, "It's you...!"

Father Bai also turned his head to look at him coldly. "...Lie Shan, you really disappointed us. How on earth are you willing to leave my son?"

"I love him, so I will never let him go." The boy's gaze was neither humble nor overbearing, and his confrontation was not inferior to the solemn man opposite him.

"Love? How old are you this year? Do you know what love is?" The corner of Father Bai's mouth curled into a sneer, and in a blink of an eye he returned to his indifference like a sculpture of ice. "I know that your family is not short of money, and I really can't come up with any decent bargaining chips. But if you are still stubborn, don't blame me for being rude. Even if I fight my old life, I will never let you come closer My son takes one step!"

Seeing that the situation was taking a turn for the worse, Bai Yuze finally interrupted his father without hesitation and yelled back: "What you are doing now is no different from what Jin Ke did to me back then!"

"Snapped!!"

A slap hit him hard on the side of the face, Bai Yuze only felt a "buzz" in his ears, his body fell to one side out of inertia, and then his forehead hit the wall next to him hard, his eyes went dark, and he didn't slow down for a long time Come on.

Unexpectedly, Leng Shan stood there in shock for two seconds before rushing forward to help him up, his brows were wrinkled enough to wring out water: "...Are you alright?"

Bai Yuze was not injured, but there was an obvious slap mark on the right cheek.He slowly let go of Fir Shan's hand and stood up straight again, with his head down, unable to see his expression, and two stubborn lines appeared on the corners of his lips.

"His father..." Mother Bai called her husband who was frozen in the middle of the room in a daze, and father Bai stared at the hand he waved as if he couldn't believe it after he slapped him impulsively. No matter what happened, they never and were not willing to touch their son.

"... Is this the end?" Unexpectedly, Bai Yuze looked up at them slowly and then just opened his mouth, and there were such words, everyone present was taken aback.

"If you still have any dissatisfaction, feel free to come to me. Dad, Mom, you seem to have made a mistake-it's not Fir who insists on pestering me, but your son, me! Let go! If you want to keep blocking me, you might as well beat me to death here today!!"

"You bastard!!!" Bai's father was really angry this time, his originally gentle and clean face flushed red, if it wasn't for Bai's mother trying to stop him, there was no telling what would happen in the next second. "Don't be impulsive, the child is still injured—"

"Uncle, aunt." At this time, Xie Zhe suddenly interjected, and stepped in front of Bai Yuze with a calm and serious expression. "From being forced to separate two years ago to now, they have crossed so many hurdles. You may not be clear about some things, but I, Xie Zhe, have always been on the sidelines to see clearly. I grew up with Bai, and he stretched I can't understand what an arm or even a frown mean. I don't need to say what he wants for Fir Shan, you can see it yourself; as for that guy over there, although he is a jerk, I can't guarantee anything else, but he is absolutely devoted to dialogue If you still have concerns, I can guarantee on the reputation of my parents. Last night, I saw the Jin family died in the fire with my own eyes. As long as you nod, no one else will interfere. "

After finishing speaking, everyone stood on the spot in shock again.

"Jin Ke... is dead?" Bai Yuze murmured, completely in disbelief.Recalling the many doubts about Fir Shan's rescue, it suddenly dawned on her.So it turns out...it turns out...so...

He didn't know what it was like, Father Bai sneered: "...This is really karma."

"Ach, you have protected Xiaobai since you were a child. Your uncle Bai and I both know that. But you should also understand when to help and when to stop. If this kind of thing goes on, no one knows how it will end. !"

Seeing that they were unmoved in the slightest, Chen Ye, who had been quiet for a long time, couldn't bear it anymore, and said eagerly: "Auntie..." But just as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Bai's father waving his hand.

"You don't need to persuade any more. Bai Yuze, I just want to ask you a question, whether you can leave him or not. Originally, your mother and I came to visit the sick today, so I didn't want to force you to do so, but it seems that the matter is right and wrong. It’s over here. You only need to do a multiple-choice question—follow us, and everything will be as if nothing happened; One step at the gate of the Bai family." He said this almost heartlessly, and it seemed that he was definitely not joking.The house fell into a deathly silence.

"...Dad, Mom." As if a long time had passed, Bai Yuze called them very lightly.Leng Shan looked at his thin back from behind, feeling apprehensive in her heart, but she was so sad that she couldn't make a sound because of all the struggles and pains that person should feel at this moment.

On the contrary, Bai's father and mother's eyes lit up, as if they saw a little hope of redemption.

Bai Yuze took a deep breath, finally calmed down a little, and forced himself to speak: "I want to ask you a few questions."

"You said."

"If I lose my memory again in the accident last night and don't remember you at all, will you abandon me because of it?"

"of course not."

"What if I become a murderer for some reason?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Then if I was born as a vegetable, maybe I will have to lie in a hospital bed for the rest of my life and be served by you until I die?"

Father Bai and mother Bai looked at him suspiciously, but Leng Shan already understood his intention.

"Actually, I also know that no matter what misfortunes happen to me, you will never leave me alone. But why, I am clearly a normal person, I have no missing arms or legs, I just like someone, I just follow my own heart and strive to pursue happiness, but you want to drive your son out of the house and never even recognize my existence? Can you tell me where I am wrong?..."

Tears streamed down his cheeks in embarrassment, his heart seemed to be cut open bit by bit with a quenched sharp knife, the pain was almost uncontrollable.Although choked with sobs, the words that came out of his lips became more and more decisive.

"...Dad, Mom, this may be the last time I call you guys like this. I'm sorry, I know I may be stupid, but I really can't lose this person... If there is another life, I will definitely honor you and never Don't let you feel sorry for me. Let's end our kinship." After finishing speaking, he lowered his body and knelt heavily in front of them, lowering his eyes and saying nothing.

The middle-aged couple on the opposite side were struck by lightning.They may not have expected that they would lose—is it too overestimating their hard-to-get skills, or underestimating the seemingly ridiculous "love" in the other party's mouth? ...

When Bai's father and mother left the ward with flabbergasted steps, their faces were full of despair.

Xie Zhe and Chen Ye immediately opened the door and chased them out, probably wanting to keep some room for turning around for the ending.Of course, the fact that Xie Zhe suddenly went into shock due to a high fever on the way down the stairs, the rest of the two people in the house did not know.

Leng Shan slowly squatted beside Bai Yuze, without saying anything, but hugged the other side's slightly trembling shoulders after the storm, trying to pass on courage and strength in this way.

After a while, the young man looked at him sideways with red eyes, and the curve of his lips was bitter and desolate.He only said one word to him.

"I didn't expect that in the end it wasn't Jin Ke—it was my parents who drove me to a dead end."

That night, Bai Yuze stayed up all night.

He lay in the dark thinking about many things, including his dusty past and uncertain future.The idea that had been lingering in my mind for a long time but hadn't taken shape after several twists and turns not only didn't disappear, but became more and more clear.

"If, if we are really forced to separate in the end... are you willing to take me away? It doesn't matter where I go, it doesn't matter if I live in the wind, eat in the open, or live in the open. Are you willing?..."

At that time, the two hugged and lay on the grass filled with the fragrance of flowers, the sunshine poured down on their cheeks like gold, and the roar of the waterfall rumbled by their ears.

The man's deep eyes stared at him deeply, as if he was looking at his lover's willful persistence, insisting on asking him for an answer.After a long time, he nodded slowly.

"...As long as I can be with you, I can do anything."

At that time, it rose up, who would have expected it to become a prophecy.

Now I have lost everything, I have nothing but you.

I don't know if I will have a trace of regret in my heart when I think about today's decision in the future.But at least now, I clearly understand what I want.

...Take me away, Xiaoshan.

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The next morning Yao Lu woke up, lying sleepily by the railing on the second floor with her hair curled up, and saw Ning Ziyue squatting in the corner of the living room pouring milk for Yuzu.

"Just you?" He yawned and called down lazily.

Ning Ziyue looked up and saw him, and nodded. "They're probably still asleep."

Yao Lu let out an "oh", rubbed her eyes and went down the stairs to the first floor, then walked straight to the bathroom. "I'm going to brush my teeth and help me heat up my breakfast."

"Got it." He naturally responded, walked to the kitchen, and opened the refrigerator door.

At 08:30 in the morning, Yao Lu's parents had already left for work, and the whole house became their world again.

"You said if our class continues to be so absent, will we repeat the grade?" After washing up, Yao Lu mumbled while drinking soy milk at the dinner table.

"Didn't your parents ask for leave for the head teacher?" Ning Ziyue finally put the plate with fried eggs in front of his eyes, and Yuzu ran over and yelled delicately to rub against his legs, and was lifted on the shoulders by the young man to lie obediently up.

"Sigh. If it's possible, I don't want to cause trouble for them." Scratching the hair on the back of her head in distress, Yao Lu suddenly remembered something: "By the way, the last two days have been chaotic, and I forgot to give the little Bai and Xie Er reported a letter. I haven't contacted them for two whole days, and this group of heartless people didn't know to take the initiative to come to condolences."

... Do you think everyone is as busy as you?

Seeing him resentfully poking the fried egg in front of him into a sieve with wooden chopsticks, Ning Ziyue shook his head helplessly, and changed the subject: "There is no food at home. You can't always trouble your parents with this kind of thing, let's go to the supermarket together later." .”

"Okay, I just feel bored at home." Yao Lu readily agreed, and said after two seconds: "Why don't you call those two boys? We can't let them stay in the room for a long time."

"... Forget it, let them go to sleep."

"Let me remind you that the two of them have not been in a good state of mind for the past two days, especially Lin Ran, who said he had a headache yesterday, so he ate so much. How do you treat others as a big brother? Where is the humanistic care reflected?" ?”

Ning Ziyue was silent and didn't refute, just waited for him to clean up the dishes one by one after eating, and changed clothes casually.

"...Let's go."

After walking under the sun for more than 20 minutes, I finally enjoyed the refreshing air-conditioning when I entered the supermarket.Yao Lu forcibly hid the pomelo in her big satchel, but it remained silent.

Ning Ziyue pushed the cart and walked into the vegetable and fruit area first. After a while, Yao Lu walked over with a big watermelon in each hand, his eyes wandering and his expression was tangled. "I don't know how to read...are you familiar with these two?"

He took it and weighed it first, then touched it, and finally patted it. "...Keep this one, send that one back."

Yao Lu watched with adoring eyes from the beginning to the end, after all, he didn't understand the trivial common sense necessary for home use.He ran back holding the watermelon, but when he came back, the other party looked very melancholy.He asked in surprise: "What's the matter? Was the wallet stolen?"

Ning Ziyue shook his head, staring blankly at the crowded lychees in the freezer for a long time, he didn't know how far his thoughts had traveled before he said in a deep voice: "That day... It's not that I didn't want to stay."

His usual hard expression seldom struggled to loosen a little, like a prisoner who has been forced to confess and has to bite the bullet and spit out words that he would never have said easily.

"Choosing to go to them... doesn't mean you're not important."

"..." Yao Lu froze there after hearing what he said, blinked, blinked again, and it took a long time to realize what he was referring to, and she was a little dumbfounded. "...I said, I don't care anymore, why are you still struggling with that matter?"

It is undeniable that a very subtle feeling welled up in my heart.can not say it clearly.

"You were hit at the time, and after I left...you came to help." Seemingly unable to find any exact words, Ning Ziyue got stuck for a long time, and finally closed his eyes and ended in a general way: "I... ... owe you too much."

... This guy is surprisingly clumsy when he apologizes.

Unknowingly, there was an imperceptible arc on the lips, and he smiled lightly. "...I understand what you mean. Sometimes there are too many things you want to protect, and you will inevitably choose the most important."

The other party met his slightly flickering eyes in a blink of an eye. "That person is gone... You are actually very sad."

"Of course I'm sad." Rarely admitted readily, the boy reached out to touch the piles of plump mangosteens on the sales counter, with a calm expression. "But facts are facts. Even if you hadn't left, he wouldn't have come back to life.—At most, my sadness would have been a little more."

After paying the bill, she returned back the same way with a few big bags of things. The weather was fine. Yao Lu chattered excitedly on the road: "Do you think we are like raising cubs? We go home after shopping every day, serve them to eat and drink, and feed them fat The fat ones will be slaughtered and eaten when the time is right."

"...Yao Lu, your bad taste is getting worse."

"His dad, didn't he promise that he would never dislike me? Am I no longer your angel?"

"...I don't like cosplay.▼_▼"

"Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee."

When turning the next street corner, Yao Lu was still moaning and refusing to let go, until he finally felt that something was wrong, turned his head sideways, and saw the people beside him froze.

Following his gaze in confusion, Yao Lu saw his small house with red tiles and white walls less than [-] meters ahead, and the ambulance parked outside the iron fence, making tireless noises.

It's like pouring cold water on your head for three or nine days.

Ning Ziyue walked over slowly step by step, like a ghost, the glaring white on the car body was getting closer and closer, when the distance was less than five meters, several people in white coats suddenly came out of the room in a hurry , Qi Li carried a simple stretcher.On the stretcher lay a person.

Of course, isn't stretcher just for carrying people?

But why, why—that person's whole body was covered with a white cloth?Even if I could see his face—

"...You are back."

The sudden voice was flat and numb, without a trace of emotion, Ning Ziyue turned his head suddenly, Su Yang was standing behind him, his face was pale and calm, his pupils were out of focus.

Seeing people, he was speechless instead.

At this time, Yao Lu was calmer and asked him, "What's going on? This ambulance...?!"

"Ambulance." Su Yang repeated his words mechanically, like sleepwalking, and took a while to finish the next sentence.

"...that kid is dead. That's how he died, Lin Ran him."

The two stared at his face in astonishment, dazedly, as if the person in front of them spoke Hebrew.

After that, Ning Ziyue could hardly hear anything.

He stood there in a daze, watching Su Yang follow into the ambulance without saying a word, watching Yao Lu negotiate with the ambulance personnel in a fierce tone, a few bits and pieces of words drilled into his head, "tetanus", "" Heart failure", "suffocation", "too late"... Chaotic, cold, hopeless.

The plastic bag tightly clenched in his hand suddenly fell heavily to the ground, and the round and plump mangosteen rolled silently to the ground.

— can't protect it.

……Father.

— can't protect it.

... Lin Yun.

— can't protect it.

Lin Ran...

When he thought of them, he showed such an expression, so dazed, heartbroken and desolate.

So many years have passed.

After all, I am still, and no one can protect me.

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