lonely patient

Hearing that I was going to donate a laboratory building to the school, both Han Qian and Qin Bei thought I was crazy.

"That's a building, not a sports car or a villa. What kind of enthusiastic entrepreneurs do you learn from the rich and the second generation?" Han Qian said, poking my head.

Knowing that I didn't make sense, I patiently explained: "This is also a return to my alma mater and a contribution to society. And I made a lot of money last year, so I can afford to donate."

Han Qian licked his back molars, "Don't think I don't know what you think. It's just chasing someone. Is it necessary to be so devious?"

Last time Yan Song asked me if it was worth it, and this time Han Qian asked me if it was necessary. I know that what I did in the past left too many frivolous impressions on the people around me. In Lu Ming's heart, I feel the same way.

"It is necessary." I said, "He won't want my sports car villa, but he can't refuse me to donate the laboratory building to the school."

"Forget it, let him go." Qin Bei sighed, patted Han Qian's shoulder and said, "It's rare that you are willing to make a fuss, it's better than being dead every day."

Han Qian was still aggrieved, "No matter how many buildings you donate, it's better to say "I like you" in front of others, and waste money in vain."

I like Wen Luming...

Han Qian's words exploded in my heart like a bomb. The problem I had never dared to face up to was finally torn apart by him and put on the bright side.

"That's true," Qin Bei said after thinking, "Hey, Yan Er, have you ever confessed your love to someone after a long time of trouble?"

"No." I was annoyed that they asked me so bluntly, so I took a step forward and said, "Stop gossiping."

"If it weren't for the fear that you would mess yourself up, who would care about you?" Qin Bei kicked me in a pretentious manner, "Little heartless."

"You don't even say what you like, donate a building to let others guess?" Han Qian's face was full of disbelief, as if he would be pissed off if he continued. "Is your mouth so precious? Why don't you take the initiative to confess and confess?"

I was left speechless by his question, and gave up on myself for a while and said, "I didn't think about whether I like it or not before. Now... I am engaged, and at the same time let him misunderstand and get entangled with others. I won't believe it anymore."

"Say it once and don't believe it, but ten times and a hundred times? I think you are avoiding it." Han Qian said, "If you really can't say it, I advise you to give up as soon as possible. There are a lot of people in Nangang who only want money and don't love. You can pick whatever you want."

Nangang is the clubhouse most frequently visited by these extravagant and promiscuous second-generation ancestors. Han Qian's words are not pleasant, but they hit the point.

"I..." I was at a loss for words, "...I see."

Qin Bei pulled Han Qian back, walked up to me and said, "I know what you are worried about. But Yan Qiao, your life is not limited to those seven years. You trapped yourself in the past, and it hurts Wen teacher."

"I don't think you should try to persuade him." Han Qian has been so busy recently that his temper has become a lot more irritable. "If he doesn't want to say it, let him hold it back. Let's see who is crying in the end. Come with me." Go to Chengjian and ask what happened to the land in the south."

After speaking, he glanced at me again, not knowing whether it was helplessness or anger, "Xiao Bei and I worked hard to make money, and you are lucky to donate a building. You are really my enemy."

The two left me and left. I sat in the office, thinking about what Qin Bei said.

I thought I had already walked out, but in fact I still stubbornly trapped myself in the past, refused to communicate with the outside world, and refused to be approached by others. What trapped me was not Xu Yang, nor memories, but my unwillingness to start again of myself.

I even want to avoid liking and heartbeat.I deserve to hurt myself.

I didn't have the courage to tell Wen Luming that I went to talk to the principal about funding the construction of the laboratory building.After all, nine figures are no joke, the principal asked a few more questions and said, "I remember you graduated from the Department of Philosophy, how did you come up with the idea of ​​donating to the Institute of Chemistry?"

I expected that he would ask this question, and came up with the excuse I had already thought up: "It's a more personal reason, sorry it's not convenient to say it."

"It's okay. It's understandable." The principal pushed his glasses, showing a kind smile, "Since it's a building funded by you, it should be named by you. Do you have a favorite name?"

I thought about it, and said, "Is it okay to call it Mingzhi Tower? If you are not indifferent, you can't show your ambition."

——I actually want to use Wen Luming's name, but it's too high-profile, and he won't be happy.Whether it is Ming Zhi, after all, both scientific research and teaching and educating people are his life's work, and this name is also related to him.

"On the day of the donation ceremony..." I hesitated and asked, "Will other teachers in the courtyard attend?"

"Generally speaking, except for a few important leaders, other professors and lecturers do not make mandatory requirements." The principal replied.

"Principal, I actually have an unfeeling request." In the end, I couldn't help but say it out, "I want to meet the professor."

"Professor Wen? Lu Ming?"

I nodded, "Well, he is very important to me."

There seemed to be deep meaning in the headmaster's eyes, as if he had guessed something. "It should. As the backbone of the younger generation, Lu Ming is most suitable to represent the academy."

I breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you principal."

After returning home, Luna helped me get the suit I ordered before, and brought a stylist to help me cut my hair by the way.I remembered that Wen Luming said that my long hair looks good, so I didn't ask the stylist to cut it too much, but only slightly trimmed the shape to make myself look more refined and solemn.

After I cut my hair and changed my clothes, I stood in front of the mirror and asked Luna, "Does it look good?"

"Very good." Luna replied.

I sighed, "I hope this face is still useful."

Han Qian told me to go to Wen Luming for nothing. Not only did I not have this opportunity, but the first two meetings were a mess, so I must not mess things up again this time, and I must leave Wen Luming a room no matter what. good impression.

"Do I need to bring a bunch of flowers..." I looked at myself in the mirror, then shook my head, "Forget it, it's too deliberate."

I forgot who told me, the beginning of liking is caring, I have already cared so much that I don't believe that I can attract him.

I used to be like a narcissistic peacock, disdaining to open my tail, thinking that everyone in the world likes me for granted.But now, because of Wen Luming, I have lost those gorgeous tail feathers and turned into a vicious sparrow. Apart from hurting him with sharp claws, I can't find any other way to prove that he cares about me.

I always think selfishly and despicably, since he is with me, he should accept my old scars and endure the thorns all over my body.

But why, it wasn't him who hurt me.

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Tomorrow is off and the day after tomorrow I will try to update as early as possible