lonely patient

Wen Luming seemed to have cleaned it in advance, and I didn't find anything related to Xia Yi after I got home.Even so, the bad memories of the previous few times still made me feel reserved. I sat on the bed peacefully with Belle in my arms, and quietly looked at the furnishings in the bedroom.

It doesn't seem any different than when I left.

But Xia Yi is an omega, will he leave his pheromone somewhere at home...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling nauseous again, and even the air I breathed seemed to have some strange smell.Wen Luming took my pajamas out of the closet, saw my dazed look, and asked softly, "What's the matter, what's wrong?"

I shook my head: "No."

He squatted on one knee at my feet, helped me change my slippers, held my ankle and asked, "Change your pajamas yourself or should I help you?"

I didn't speak, and stretched out my legs slightly.

Wen Luming's movements were very gentle, and he didn't touch any big or small injuries on my body. He just sighed when he took off my shirt and said, "Too thin."

"It's not good..." I said avoiding his gaze.

He put his palm on my waist, gently stroked the row of small tattoos with his thumb, and whispered, "You look good no matter what."

The soft flesh on my waist was sensitive, and I was aroused to itch, so I backed away unconsciously, "Don't touch there."

I haven't been touched by him for a long time, just a slight touch will make my heart beat faster, I feel embarrassed, and my face turns red.

Wen Luming saw it, squeezed my waist on purpose, and asked, "Will Yan Qiao be shy too?"

I knew he was making fun of me, and said bluntly, "I didn't."

But he didn't expect that in the next second, he leaned over and kissed the tattoo gently.

There was a buzzing in my head, and I heard him say: "The first time I saw Yan Qiao, I thought, Yan Qiao is so afraid of pain, why is he willing to leave marks on his body. But I didn't expect that the person who hurt you the most later , it would be me... I'm sorry."

Hearing Wen Luming's apology, I felt sore in my heart, sniffed my nose lightly, and said, "I never blamed you."

He put on my pajamas, pulled the thin blanket next to me to cover me, and said, "Go to sleep, I'll make dinner."

"Teacher Wen." I grabbed him.

"Ok?"

Wen Luming saw that I hesitated to speak, so he sat down again and asked, "Would you like to stay with you for a while?"

I nodded and gave a muffled hum.Wen Luming came up to lie down with me, pulled me into his arms and hugged me, and said, "Then I'll cook after you fall asleep."

Feeling his warm embrace, my uneasiness dissipated a little, I buried my face a little deeper, and said, "Xia Yi called your name."

Wen Luming didn't seem to understand, and asked, "What?"

I raised my head and rubbed my forehead against his chin, without even noticing the dissatisfaction in my voice: "He called you Lu Ming."

"When?" Wen Luming lowered his head, his eyes full of doubts, then he seemed to think of something, frowned and said, "I never asked him to call him that."

Having said that, I also understand that it might be Xia Yi who deliberately angered me again.

Wen Luming touched the top of my head, and his voice softened: "You can call me that. You can call me anything."

"I don't." I shook my head, "Teacher Wen is fine."

I felt a little angry for no reason, thinking that you never said before that I could be called anything else, and you never called me anything else, but now you say that I don't care.

Wen Luming seemed to be able to see what I was thinking, so he rubbed my forehead helplessly and asked, "Are you angry again?"

I simply acquiesced, closed my eyes and stopped talking.

I don't know why I always think about Xia Yi as soon as I go home. I obviously endured it for many days without saying anything, but when I returned to the familiar environment and let go of my whole body's defenses, I started to ask the bottom line, and even wanted to make trouble for no reason.I knew that Wen Luming wouldn't like me like this, so I had no choice but to suppress my full stomach and pretend I didn't care.

Then I just fell asleep like this. When I woke up, the sky was dark, and the room smelled of pork rib porridge. write something.And I lay on my side and nestled in his arms, sleeping warmly all over my body.

The afterglow of the setting sun spilled in from the window, spreading out a warm golden color all over the place.Not far away, Belle was sleeping in a ball on the windowsill, snoring lightly.

This kind of tranquility is like a scene only in a dream. I don't even dare to vent my breath, for fear of breaking the tranquility at this moment.

It was Wen Luming who noticed that I woke up first, and he touched my back naturally, just like before, and asked softly, "Are you awake?"

It's rare for me to have a peaceful sleep. I was lazy, and with a hum in my nose, I hugged him and closed my eyes again.

Wen Luming smiled: "Little slacker."

It was the first time he called me something other than Yan Qiao, and in such an intimate tone, I couldn't help but feel hot, and mumbled, "I'm not..."

"Okay, let's get up." Wen Luming rubbed my hair, "Eat first, and take medicine after meal."

Thinking of taking medicine, I feel depressed, "Oh."

Wen Luming made yam pork rib porridge and ginseng chicken soup. At the dinner table, I asked him how to make the chicken soup. He raised his eyebrows, as if he was asking why I asked this.

"I'll make it for you when I learn it." I said.

There was a trace of inquiry in Wen Luming's eyes, and for a moment, he asked lightly: "Have you really thought about it, and you will always be with me."

I froze for a moment, and then a burst of unwillingness and grievance welled up in my heart.

"You still don't believe I'm serious?" I put down the bowl and looked at him, "If it's not because I want to be with you, why should I..."

In the middle of talking, I suddenly felt that I shouldn't ask him for anything about life and death. "Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't believe it now, I will prove it to you slowly."

"Yan Qiao..." Wen Luming hesitated to speak, and finally sighed softly: "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just..."

"I understand, I understand." I didn't make it difficult for him, and took the initiative to say: "In the future, I will never go to messy clubs and nightclubs, and I will never let you see people you don't want to see. I will go home on time and listen to you." If you want to, until you are willing to believe me."

I held his hand and said seriously: "What I did wrong before, I know I was wrong."

Wen Luming's expression finally loosened, as if he couldn't bear it, he held me back and said, "I see."

His ring touched my skin again, I looked down and saw the silver ring, my eyes dimmed, and I slowly withdrew my hand calmly.

Although the wedding has been cancelled, Wen Luming still wears a wedding ring. I don't know what this means. I wanted to ask a few times, but in the end I didn't have the courage to ask.

I thought maybe it was a warning that he wasn't quite mine yet.

At night, I thought that Wen Luming would sleep with me, but he started packing his pillow and quilt after I lay down.I realized something, looked at him puzzled and asked, "Where are you going?"

Wen Luming sighed, and said, "I'll go to sleep in the study before you recover from your injury. I'm afraid that I will accidentally touch your wound at night."

The study... I suddenly remembered that Wen Luming said that Xia Yi also slept in the study before.

"No!" I stopped him without thinking, "You can't sleep in the study." After I finished speaking, I realized that my tone was too excited, and I forced myself to calm down again, and said in a good voice: "I'm fine, my wound is no longer It hurts."

Wen Luming looked at me, as if he had sensed something, and said, "Then I'll go to the living room and sleep on the sofa."

"Don't," I grabbed his pajamas, "you have to work tomorrow, and it's uncomfortable to sleep on the sofa. The bed is so big, it really doesn't matter if we cover the quilt separately."

In the end, Wen Luming failed to persuade me, put down his pillow and quilt, and said helplessly, "Then you are not allowed to move around at night."

"Yeah." I nodded, "I will definitely not move."

After sleeping for too long in the afternoon, I didn't feel deeply sleepy after turning off the lights, but Wen Lu was obviously very tired, and fell into a deep sleep not long after.I quietly looked at his face with the moonlight leaking in from the window, thinking that he didn't seem to have changed at all.

Thinking of my heart itching, I quietly reached into Wen Luming's quilt, touched his hand and held it gently.

Just holding hands, it shouldn't matter, right?

As if he also felt something in his sleep, Wen Luming reflexively held my hand back and interlocked my fingers.

The feeling of being lost and found again made me feel sweet and bitter, and I even dared not fall asleep, afraid that he would disappear when I woke up.Slowly I touched his ring, out of curiosity and anxiety, I tried to pinch it and turn it, Wen Luming moved, but did not wake up.

So I boldly took off his ring little by little, and held it tightly in my hand, until I confirmed that Wen Luming didn't notice it, then I quietly retracted my hand into my quilt.

The ring is a very simple style with a diamond embedded in it.I touched it between my two fingers and found something engraved on the inner circle.

I glanced at the sleeping Wen Luming, turned around quietly, took out the ring, and carefully discerned the lettering on the inner ring by the thin moonlight.

is four letters.

—Q, i, a, o.Joe.