lonely patient

Wen Luming's ring... engraved with my name?

is it my nameIt seems that there is no brand name Qiao, and there are no other people with Qiao, Qiao, Qiao in their names around him.

That should be me...

The eye-catching ring suddenly became a strange and complicated existence. I quietly put it on my ring finger. It was a little loose and would slip off with a slight movement.

So I took it off again, squeezed it in the palm of my hand and played with it for a long time, and finally put it back on Wen Luming's finger reluctantly.

He was still sleeping, his face was peaceful, his eyelashes were thick and black, covering his face like two soft feathers.I leaned towards him and closed my eyes in peace.

I didn't tell him about the ring, I thought, there is still a lot of time, and I am willing to wait for the day when he puts down his worries.

I went for a review a week later, and the doctor said I was recovering well and could start the first chemotherapy next week.

I turned my head to look at Wen Luming, he gave me a comforting smile and said, "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

Just after I finished speaking, my phone rang, and Yan Song's name was displayed on the screen, Wen Luming glanced at it lightly, and said, "I'll wait for you outside."

I picked up the phone, "Hello? Brother."

"How about the review?" Yan Song asked.

"The doctor said it's fine, we can start chemotherapy next week." I said.

Luna's voice was vaguely heard from over there, as if helping to fetch something, Yan Song responded and asked me: "Wen Luming's student, have you checked?"

Xia Yi?I shook my head, "No."

At that time, Yan Song scolded me for being worthless, saying that everyone was going to get married and rushed to embarrass me. I explained the ins and outs to him, but I didn't expect him to remember it.

"If you say you're stupid, you're really stupid." He snorted coldly, "What about your intentions to deal with me? Was it eaten by a dog?"

I was reprimanded for no reason, and asked inexplicably, "What's wrong..."

Yan Song's voice was full of disdain: "That student surnamed Xia, his father died early and his mother remarried, and his stepfather didn't care about him, how could he force him to drop out of school and get married? Wen Luming really can't believe it."

"But..." I wanted to explain something, but since Yan Song said so, it is likely to be true, and in the end I had no choice but to say for Wen Luming: "It's his fault that Xia Yi lied, but he is Teacher Wen's student , Teacher Wen chooses to believe him, and it is understandable..."

"Forget it, I don't want to know about these bad debts between you two." Yan Song interrupted me impatiently, "Listen to Qiao, I care about you because you are my younger brother, the only one in the world besides my parents. Dear relatives, it’s fine for you to lose your temper with me, or play petty temper. I don’t have the same knowledge as you, so don’t think that you can handle me. Your tricks are nothing in my eyes. But, I won’t allow it. If you joke about your own life again, Wen Luming should already know about Xia Yi, I don’t care what he wants to do with it, I will solve it in my own way, you treat me honestly, no matter how dare you make any mistakes , I will never forgive you."

"Wait, brother." I was a little anxious, "What are you going to do, don't mess around."

Yan Song obviously has no patience to continue talking nonsense with me, "I'm a businessman, not a gangster. You don't have to be so surprised. He wants to study and I'll send him to read, but I can't do the things he did to you." Act like it never happened. Okay, so be it."

"Brother," I wanted to say something, but the phone was hung up.

Wen Luming opened the door and came in. I met his gaze, thought for a while and asked, "Teacher Wen, do you know about Xia Yi?"

"I know." Unlike me, his tone was very calm, "I have contacted his family members. I'm sorry, I trusted him too much before, so those things happened."

So Xia Yi really lied to Wen Luming?

Compared to this, Wen Luming believed him so easily made me feel more uncomfortable.

I wanted to ask something, but I didn't know how to ask. Wen Luming saw my hesitation, and said, "I have already asked him to quit my laboratory, and I will never see him again."

Just don't meet...

"Yan Qiao," Wen Luming shook my shoulder, "It happened after he graduated, and he didn't make any mistakes during his school days. I can't hinder his future studies with personal affairs, I can only restrain myself, I'm sorry .”

"It's okay." I shook my head.

I know it's not easy to train a student. As a teacher, Wen Luming will definitely not feel good, let alone the relationship between them...

I closed my eyes and told myself not to think about it any further.But the more this happened, the more some thoughts lingered in my heart. I clenched my fists and pinched my palm secretly.

Wen Luming saw that my complexion was not good, and asked, "What's the matter, Yan Qiao?"

"Teacher Wen..." I looked up at him, took a deep breath, and finally couldn't help asking: "Have you ever liked Xia Yi?"

——During every late night he spent with you, on the day you agreed to marry him, at the moment you kissed him, did you ever experience even a moment of heartbeat?

I want to know the answer, and I am afraid to know the answer.

Wen Luming didn't speak.

My eyes gradually dimmed, and I lowered my eyes and said, "I see."

"No."

Wen Luming's sudden voice interrupted my wild thoughts, I looked up again, saw him looking at me seriously and said: "I have asked myself this question, but the final answer is no."

"But you guys are wearing couple outfits..." My voice unconsciously leaked sadness.

Wen Luming frowned, "Couple outfit?"

"The day I went to Kaiyang Temple to ask for a visa." I reminded him.

Wen Luming pondered for a long time, and then slowly said while recalling: "The other day he said that his car broke down, and asked me if I had time to accompany him up the mountain to ask for a lottery. It just so happened that my grandfather was not in good health recently, so I wanted to ask for one by the way." A peace talisman. I was in the lab before we met, and I didn't know what he was wearing that day, and I didn't pay attention to it later. I'm sorry Yan Qiao, I have no concept of couple clothes. "

It seems that Lu Ming's appearance does not seem to be lying. A professor at his age who is obsessed with academics may indeed not know what couple clothes are.

But I still can't be happy.Xia Yi has no house to live in. Wen Luming gave him his home. Xia Yi's car broke down and Wen Luming became his driver. Xia Yi might have no books to read. Wen Luming married him and helped him solve his problems. , this student is always different.

In the end, I changed the subject and asked, "...Is Grandpa feeling better?"

"It's better. It's just that people are old, and some problems are inevitable." Wen Luming sighed slightly, "Xu Yang's death has always been a concern for him, and later he always said that he killed Xu Yang, and a young life was exchanged. A dying old man is not worth it."

"Don't say that." I didn't expect the topic to get involved here, so I lowered my head and said, "Xu Yang... is a very simple and innocent person, no matter who that day is, he will go to save him."

There was a trace of loneliness in Wen Luming's eyes, he smiled lightly and said, "No wonder you like him so much."

The uncomfortable person suddenly became two, I felt sorry, and opened my mouth: "I..."

"It's okay." Wen Luming interrupted softly.

"I'm sorry... I tried my best, and I can't forget it."

I used to try to forget it, but after so many years, I finally realized that some traces will eventually accompany a person's life. It is not a medal or a pain, but a proof of the existence of a certain period of time. No matter how hard I try, it will be in the long river of memory. forever.

"Then don't forget." Wen Luming knelt down and gently cupped my cheeks, his movements were as gentle as his voice, "You have been with him for seven years, but you have to be with me for 70 years. In the end, it is still me made money."

I knew he was comforting me, and he did not hesitate to expose his pain to reassure me.I held his hand and asked softly, "Do I still have 70 years?"

Wen Luming was stunned for a long time before saying: "Yes, there must be."

In fact, it doesn't matter.

Not in 70 years, but always in seven years.I have never made a wish for a long life, probably God decided that I am not a life-hungry person, so he kept tossing me.

Start making a wish now, don't know if it's too late.

The re-examination made me physically and mentally exhausted. After returning home, I didn’t even care about the cat and went back to the bedroom. I heard that Lu Ming still had work in the afternoon, so I had to go back to the laboratory. Before leaving, he told me that if he came back late, let me I obediently take my medicine on time.

"Got it." I said.

"There is porridge in the microwave, remember to heat it up before eating. Do not drink cold water." He added.

I had no choice but to promise: "I remember everything. Don't worry."

After he left I wondered if it would be too tiring to take care of me while working... maybe I should hire a carer.

But I don't want anyone else in the house...

Just thinking about the doorbell ringing, I thought it was Wen Luming who forgot to bring something and came back, got out of bed to open the door, but I didn't expect Xia Yi to be outside.

His face was ugly, even a little haggard. I don't know why I thought of the scene where he was inside the door and I was outside the door. I felt a kind of sympathy that I shouldn't have. I opened the door and said, "Come in."

Xia Yi came in silently, walked to the sofa and sat down, I didn't pour water for him because I was too lazy to move, I just asked: "Is there something wrong?"

He looked up at me, unable to hide the hatred in his eyes, "Mr. Wen is resigning, do you know?"