lonely patient

I do not know……

"His career is on the rise, and the completion of the experiment in hand may affect the entire academic world. Why did he suddenly resign?" Xia Yi asked me aggressively, "Is it because of you? You didn't hurt him enough, and now If you want to destroy his career, do you have to drag him from the sky into the quagmire to be willing?"

"He didn't tell me..." I was sleepy and physically uncomfortable, and I couldn't react to Xia Yi's pressing questions for a while.

Xia Yi sneered, "Of course he won't tell you, how innocent you are, how pitiful you are, everyone holds you in their hands, and won't let you suffer any grievances, how can you care about other people's sacrifices? "

His voice sounded harsh, and I frowned, my stomach churning. "...Speak as you say, don't be smug. What happens to Wen Luming and I is a matter between the two of us. I don't owe you anything. Even if you scold me, it's not your turn."

"I know, there's no room for a third person between the two of you, but I just can't be reconciled!" Xia Yi clenched his fists and said through gritted teeth, "I've had a physical examination, and the match between me and Mr. Wen is more than 80% , but he is indifferent to my pheromones, and refuses to touch me even during the susceptible period, why? You come first?"

suitability……?I don't quite understand this kind of thing between alpha and omega.

Looking at the person in front of me who was so angry that he was about to lose his mind, I sighed wearily and asked, "What's the use of asking me, why don't you ask Wen Luming?"

Hearing these words, Xia Yi froze like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and opened his mouth to say something but couldn't.

"You are afraid of destroying your image in his heart, so you can only come to me to vent your anger." I laughed at this kind of petty thinking, shook my head and said, "I am willing to be humble to Wen Luming, not just anyone. I have to bear it. You go back, I know about the resignation, and I will ask him when he comes back. As for other things, it has nothing to do with you, so don't worry about it. "

After I finished speaking, I went back to the bedroom, closed the door and locked it, and ignored Xia Yi outside.

Even though I said that, I still felt uncomfortable when he came to the door for some inexplicable questioning. I lay in bed for a long time and couldn’t fall asleep. I didn’t get up until it was time to take the medicine and drank a big glass with dizziness and nausea. Warm water, swallow the handful of pills that Wen Luming helped me divide and put on the table.

After taking the medicine, I was basically full, and I didn't eat any more, I wanted to wait for Wen Luming to come back and have a supper together.

He arrived home very late today, and I was lying on the sofa with Belle in my arms and was about to fall asleep when I suddenly felt a hand touching my face, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Wen Luming bent slightly, his eyes as calm as moonlight.

"Why don't you go to bed?" He asked softly.

"Waiting for you." I took his hand and rubbed it against my face, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." He said, "I have a lot of things to do recently, and it will be fine after a few days of being busy."

I remembered Xia Yi's words, and guessed that it might be because I was so busy because of the handover of resignation, so I asked: "I heard that you are going to resign, is it true?"

"Who did you hear?" Wen Luming frowned, then pinched my face reassuringly, "It's just a job change, not a resignation, so don't think too much about it."

The more he said don't think too much, the more he confirmed that what Xia Yi said was true.

"Why, because of me?" I sat up and asked.

Wen Luming knelt down, held my hands together in his palms, looked up at me and said, "Yan Qiao, illness is a serious matter, your brother is right, you should go abroad to receive better treatment, so that you can have a healthy life." Greater chance of healing."

"But……"

What I wanted to say was interrupted softly by him: "You have to make choices in life. For me now, nothing is more important than you. Besides, I can continue to work when I go abroad. It just so happens that there is a university to contact you." If you pass me, the treatment is very good, the teaching task is easier, and I can spend more time with you. When you recover from illness, we can come back if you want to come back."

What he said was impeccable, and I couldn't think of a reason to refute, so I finally had to lower my head and say, "I'll listen to you."

Wen Luming smiled, "If you feel that you owe me, just obediently cooperate with the treatment and get better soon."

"Got it... I'm not a child, so don't talk to me like that."

Wen Luming's smile deepened, "The patient needs to be coaxed."

After all, I was still suffering from illness, and the tenderness and consideration that I hadn’t dared to think about in the past few months returned to Wen Luming. Sometimes I even felt panic, and I would wake up in the middle of the night to see if he was still there.

I became more clingy to him than I imagined.

Before going to bed at night, Wen Luming took a bath by himself as usual, and then helped me put the water in.

The wound on my upper body can’t get wet, so I can only wear a big towel and sit on the edge of the bathtub to wash it briefly. Wen Luming stands behind me and helps me dry my hair, saying that my hair has grown long again, and it’s getting harder to blow dry.

"It's not because you said it looks good, so I'm reluctant to cut it." I patted the water with my foot, splashing a splash, "I don't want to blow it for me, I blow it myself."

Wen Luming chuckled lightly: "You're still acting good when you get a cheap price."

After blowing, I turned around, kicked Wen Luming's trouser legs with my wet feet, and asked, "What if I lose my hair from chemotherapy and become bald?"

He squatted down helplessly, took the bath towel and wrapped me up, saying, "It won't fall off."

"Sparse ones are uglier," I said.

Wen Luming raised his head, "It's just uglier than Yan Qiao now, but better looking than everyone else in the world."

There was a small drop of water on his lens, I leaned over to get closer, met his serious gaze, and unconsciously caught my breath.Get closer, the tip of the nose touches the tip of the nose, and the surrounding air seems to start to heat up.

My toes touched Wen Luming's abdominal muscles, and I dawdled down, stepping on a certain part that had begun to change.

He frowned, his eyes became dim, he still held my ankle after struggling for a long time, and said, "Don't mess around..."

"Why?" I asked.

"Just after the operation, the wound is not healed, and the body can't bear it."

He actually answered me seriously.I grabbed my toes on purpose and said, "But you seem to..."

"Yan Qiao." Wen Luming warned.

I lightly rested my chin on his shoulder and said, "Xia Yi said that your pheromone matching degree is more than 80. What is the concept of [-]? Does it mean that you are a good match? But he also said, you are in the susceptible period. I didn't touch him when I was there. Teacher Wen, why didn't I know you were so tolerant?"

When I was talking, I felt his heartbeat getting faster and faster, and the long-lost pheromone broke through his glands and lingered at the tip of my nose.

"The first time..." I continued to say softly, "You said that your pheromones were disordered and you couldn't control yourself. Did you lie to me?"

Wen Luming's warm breath brushed against my bare skin. After a long time, he said in a low voice, "I'm not lying to you. Pheromone won't make me lose control, but you will."

"I don't believe it." I snorted softly, "If I'm gone in the future, won't you find someone else for the rest of your life?"

"Yan Qiao." Wen Luming got a little angry, "Don't talk nonsense."

"……sorry."

Wen Luming put his hands on my shoulders to make me stand up, looked at me deeply and said, "You are still young, you will definitely get better."

From the day I learned of my illness to now, I have never shown any fear of death. I don’t care about it on the surface, but I accept my fate pessimistically. I have already given up hope for a bad self and a bad life.But looking at Wen Luming now, I felt a deep nostalgia and reluctance, and it was the first time I knew what it was like to be afraid of death.

Even knowing that every day at this moment is a gift from fate, I still want to beg God to give me another fulfillment.

My eye sockets were clouded with mist, and I whispered, "I don't want to die."

Wen Luming hugged me and said, "Our Yan Qiao will live a long life. We will."

Later, he carried me back to the bedroom, and I lay on his back and rubbed his glands with the tip of my nose.

Alpha's inviolable territory was being teased, Wen Luming did not show resistance, but the pheromone overflowed more and more uncontrollably.I opened my mouth and bit it lightly, and said, "It's good that I'm an alpha, I'll definitely mark you."

Wen Luming put me down, supported me on top of my body, and said, "It's not certain who marks who."

He has deep eyes, and his body just after taking a shower exudes the attractiveness of a mature alpha without hesitation.I moved my gaze down, saw something, squinted my eyes and said, "My mouth says no, but my body doesn't seem to think so."

Wen Luming didn't feel the embarrassment of being exposed, but said calmly: "It's just a normal physiological reaction."

"Teacher Wen..." I bent my knee and touched him, "It doesn't have to be there."

"I have hands and a mouth."

"I'm going to do better than last time."