I want to reunite with you

"My lord, it's time to wake up."

I vaguely heard someone calling, and felt that my whole body was so illusory, so I didn't want to open my eyes to find out.

When I was about to fall asleep again, someone's hand slapped my arm unexpectedly, it wasn't heavy but it wasn't light either.

Being disturbed, I just want to get up and have a good reasoning with him.But I was weak all over, I could only think about it, and barely opened my eyes.

All I could see was the eye-catching red, which dazzled me so much that I didn't know what to do.

The person standing by the bed and talking is my little subordinate, Hu Xilin.Just now, he must have beaten me no matter how big or small, and it is assumed that I will not do anything to him, so he became more and more unruly.

He was carrying the same red tray and put it on the table, it was a happy dress.

Why bring it to Xifu?

Xi Lin lifted the bed curtain and fastened it to the frame, and felt that the room was too cold and ordered someone to add charcoal fire. There was a lot of noise coming in and out. Xi Lin thought I hadn't woken up, so he pushed me again, "Master, it's time to get up."

After this kid's nudge, even the most sleepy person became refreshed.I snorted unhappily, stretched my waist, pressed my eyes against the Jin quilt lazily and asked, "What time is it?"

"Pass five."

Wake up so early, Xi Lin is really not afraid that this eldest son will scold him!

After Xi Lin finished answering, there was no movement. Just in time, a maid from outside brought in hot water, took the handkerchief and soaked it in the hot water for a while before wringing it dry.

I heard the sound of water, and immediately my face was hot and humid.

Xi Lin knows me best, he stays in bed very much, and always has to wipe his face to wake up completely.Repa straightened his face, I couldn't help but startled, and opened my eyes.

Something seems wrong.

I watched Xi Lin for a while, and the memory came back at this moment.

I went all the way north in the midst of heavy snow, looking for a man named Kou Xinian.

He used to be my husband, and I also thought it was ridiculous, obviously I was also a man but wanted to marry a woman, but the absurdity didn't last long, I divorced him later.

After that, I lived an unsatisfactory three years. The Si family was framed by the enemy for collaborating with the enemy and treason. The emperor didn't give my father a chance to refute, so he ransacked the family and beheaded him.

Without waiting for the Ministry of Criminal Justice to arrest him, his father died in front of the spirit tablets of the ancestors of the Si family, along with A Niang.

It's night, I just came back from the racecourse.

The house was full of dead bodies. I had never seen such a bloody scene, and I was instantly frightened.The rampant bandit officer pointed at me with a knife, with a vicious expression on his face.

I should run, but I want to see my father and mother, not to mention my legs are trembling so badly that I can't move an inch.

Kou Xinian jumped out of nowhere, I just felt that this absurd husband who had disappeared from my sight for three years was like a fairy who fell from the sky.

I seem to miss him a little bit.

He grabbed my arm and ran a long way.During this period, I rode a section of horse too fast, and my throat hurt from the cold wind whizzing by.His face was also cold, his face was wet with tears, and the Si family was gone.

After finally getting off the horse, Kou Xinian helped me rub my frozen face before I regained some consciousness.

This should be the seaside, I heard the sound of waves crashing against the rocks.

"Your Highness, don't look back after getting on the boat, the boatman will take you to a safe place."

Kou Xinian spoke in such a hurry that he wanted to push me onto the boat before I even realized it.

But the pursuers followed closely. They seemed to realize that I might have to board the boat and start shooting bows and arrows one by one. Kou Xinian and I instantly became prey in the paddock.

It is not safe to board the boat now, Kou Xinian took me to hide behind the old tree for the time being, the moonlight was very dim, and his face was so pale.

"Kou... Kou in the past..." I raised my head and called him, but I was actually very scared.I am only alone, and it is very likely that I will be gone in the next moment. Kou Xinian, this annoying bastard, wants to leave me. He once said that he likes me.

"Your Highness, don't be afraid."

When Kou Xinian said this, his voice was deep.I noticed something was wrong, so I looked at him more carefully.

There were fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and his lips were getting whiter and whiter. I subconsciously grabbed his sleeve and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

He was shot, in the back.

When I withdrew my bloody right hand, tears flowed harder than the day I was going to marry him.

I blame him for the imperial decree to marry me, making the Si family a laughing stock in the capital because of me.Later resentment turned into hatred, and I hated him.

But now, I'm a little scared, I'm afraid that Kou Xinian will also die, and I will really be the only one in this world.

I hate him, he can't die...

Kou never hugged me in the past, but now he hugs me very tightly, and a weak voice comes from my ear.

"Your Highness, the Si family was wronged, but don't take revenge, live well, okay?"

This is the first time Kou Xiannian is saying goodbye to me.

Three years ago, even He Li never said such a thing, so I took it for granted that he would haunt me and coax me.

"Kou Xinian, what's the matter with you..." I want him to tell me personally, after all, this person is always invincible in my impression, but he can't die with just an arrow.

"Be obedient, I will lead them away on horseback, and you can board the boat after they leave." Kou Xinian's voice was still gentle, more seductive than the moonlight tonight.The way he looked at me was lingering like never before. If he hadn't chased and killed me, I would have thought he wanted to kiss me.

Let me go alone, of course I won't.

I just felt a sore nose, and the tears were still flowing. I hugged him and didn't let go. He is the kind of person who will turn around and get on the horse. I'm afraid.

"I'll come right away, you go first and wait for me over there, okay?"

"I hate you, Kou Xinian, I hate you to death."

Kou Xinian tightened his arms, almost making me breathless, "Hate it for a while, remember to forget it later."

I know that Kou Xinian is going to abandon me.

I shook my head, the boatman came over at some point and took me off Kou Xinian.It wasn't the boatman, it was Xi Lin who cried more than I did. He dragged me to the side of the boat.

Kou Xiannian also got on the horse, and he didn't look back. I saw the sharp sword sunken into his back vest, because it must have been very dark, and his light-colored clothes were mottled.

I want to call him again, let him remember that I am waiting for him in a safe place.

Can't speak, people cry hard, it's really a mistake.

Later, I waited for him in a safe place, Yangchun Water Village, one year, two years, five years, ten years, it was so difficult.

Xilin's third child will call me Uncle Sixun. The Kou Xinian I was waiting for never came, and I waited for him to say "Your Highness" for ten years.

He lied to me, and I blamed him again.

I remember that Kou’s hometown in the past was in the north, and I said goodbye to Xi Lin and his wife. I wanted to see the snow-capped mountains in the north that would never melt away all year round, and I also wanted to find someone along the way to ask questions.

However, the winter in the north is very cold.Even though I had endless resentment towards Kou Xinian in my heart, I couldn't get over it.The heavy snow completely covered my vision, and before I closed my eyes, I thought of Kou Xiannian again.

I hate him so much.

I miss him so much.

I floated in the dark night for a long time, and because I was floating, I was sure that I was dead.

There was a ghost messenger called Moshi, who was not very evil except for his pale face. He said he would take me to reincarnate.

I rejected him immediately. I haven't found Kou Xinian yet, so I can't reincarnate.

There are so many rejections, it's easy for me to play together.He knew that I was looking for someone, but he didn't help me find someone. As a friend, he was really not kind.

I was still at Naihe every day, identifying people from above one by one, and sometimes I was afraid that if Kou Xi was old, I would not be able to tell what to do.So Moshi stayed by my side, and whenever someone came, he would tell me his name.

Once I met someone with the same name and surname. I was so excited that before tears came out, I found out that it was an old woman.

Instantly lost his mind again.

Moshi was a ghost, he looked at me sad and came to accompany me when he was busy.I had never seen his yellow booklet before, and when I asked him what it was, he said it was a contract book.I immediately became interested and wanted him to show me.

If he doesn't allow it, I will grab it.

He failed to snatch me away, and after reading a few pages in a hurry, I was stunned.

Not only does it have Kou Xiannian's name, but there is also a red cross on it.Moshi grabbed it quickly, but I saw it and asked him, "What do you mean never having a good death?"

Moshi choked and hesitated, so I asked again.He is a good ghost, and he told me everything when he saw that I was about to cry.

It turned out that a long time ago, I was condemned by the gods and destined to be unlucky and short-lived, while Kou Xinnian was a nobleman with golden branches and jade leaves.

In a certain life that I don't know, he traded my life for a safe, rich and long life in exchange for my unsatisfactory death.

Therefore, he did not end well, and died the night he protected me from leaving ten years ago.

I didn't howl like ghosts, but I scared Moshi out of ghost form.He said that he had not been a human being for hundreds of years, and he was upset when he saw people crying.

So, he painted and painted on me, but Naihe sent me back to the world, Moshi is really an excellent ghost.

That's why I wake up weak.

"It's already five o'clock, and it's time for the receptionist from Kou's mansion to come. You won't have time to change your clothes any longer!"

Xilin pulled back my thoughts, and when he pulled me up and helped me put on those bright red boots, I was suddenly startled.

Moshi sent me back to Tong Kou on the day of his marriage in the past, and I was finally going to find him.

I was in a daze until I put on the red hijab and got someone to help me into the wedding sedan chair.For some reason, I was very flustered, and it wasn't the first time I was married to him, so it made me so nervous.

It was snowing and very cold.

There was crackling sound of firecrackers and constant laughter.But my palms were hot and sweaty, and my heartbeat was rushing out of my eardrums, and I couldn't relieve it even if I tightened my wide sleeves.

I remembered something, raised my hand to touch my heart, and Moshi said there was a name engraved here.I will never forget the name, the man, forever.

He gave me a long life, and I accompany him from beginning to end.

Counting it, this is the second time for me to marry Kou Xinian. In my previous life, it was the emperor's decree.My father, Prince Yi, is helpless even if he loves me.

I also did not expect that a man like me would become a victim of political struggle.

Could it be because I was born too well?

I have been a pampered son since I was a child, and I was held in the palm of everyone's hand and protected for the first 18 years.

The emperor made a decree, and Kou obeyed it in the past year.

In fact, I shouldn't blame Kou Xinian for this, but I don't understand, and I can't accept it. Back then, I swore to hate Kou Xinian for the rest of my life.

A lifetime indeed.

Just thinking about it made me feel sleepy, maybe I got up early or just came back from the underworld, I always feel tired, my chest is covered badly, and my limbs are not very strong.

In a daze, I heard Xi Lin calling me, and when I opened my eyes, I saw half a red apple leaking out from under the Xi cover, and Xi Lin said softly, "Your Majesty, take it, don't eat it."

Xi Lin knew that I was not happy to marry this way, he felt that this marriage was wrong, how could a dignified son marry a eunuch's descendant and become his wife!

But this is an imperial decree, and disobedience to the decree is a death penalty.

I cheered up a little and wiped the sweat from my hands before picking up the bloody red apple.

The apple was born exactly the same as in the previous life, except that in the previous life I threw the apple out the window and fed it to the dog.

Now I am reluctant to throw it away, holding the apple silently, many thoughts come to my mind again.

I miss Kou Xiannian so much, I wish I could take off the hijab and let him hug me again.That night when I was hunted down, Kou Xinian only gave me a brief hug, and I spent the days and nights tirelessly reminiscing about it over and over again. I don’t know what happened.

I don't believe it, I just miss him a little bit, and I still hate him.

It wasn't until the sedan chair stopped and Xi Lin opened the curtain that I regained my senses.Then a white and slender hand stretched out, and I froze and didn't dare to move, so he kept stretching it under my hijab.

"Master?" Seeing that I hadn't responded for a long time, Xi Lin reminded me.

So, I wiped the sweat from my hands and put my hands in his palms.It's cold in the north, but Kou Xinian's hands are so warm.

He only held my finger very lightly with his thumb, saying he was holding it, rather than touching it.

Even so, it was very warm, and the hot air went straight to my heart through the veins, and it was so hot that I looked up to see him.

You can't see anything with your red hijab.

Kou Xiannian: "Be careful"

The voice is soft, and the grip becomes a support.The sound of firecrackers exploded, making people flustered. I heard Kou Xinian's "be careful" most clearly.

Someone handed me red silk, and I panicked even more.In my previous life, because I didn't cooperate, these procedures were all avoided, but now it is really hand-made.

"A piece of red silk, two people holding a hydrangea ball. The old man will live three lives, and hold hands until the end of life."

Hearing this, I squeezed the red silk tightly.As soon as the master of ceremonies said "Holding hands until we turn white", my face was so hot, I must have turned red.

Walking forward, Kou Xinian suddenly supported my lower back and elbows, "Be careful of your feet."

It's a brazier.

"Borrow the fire from the sky, burn it into a pot of fire, the newcomers live on the fire, and the days..."

The words I inadvertently recited by the master of ceremonies were filled with Kou Xinian's hand on my waist. This feeling is amazing.

Then it was worshiping heaven and earth.Kou Xinian let me go, I wanted to get closer to him.Listen to the master of ceremonies say: "Bow to heaven and earth."

I didn't dare to move anymore, I obediently looked at the small world under the hijab, what Kou was like in the past, I will be like that.

"Kowtow, Kowtow again, Kowtow three times"

I knelt down with Kou Xinian seriously, and the hijab almost fell when I kowtowed. Kou Xinian's eyesight and hands were steady, and I was able to see his handsome white chin.

"Second Worship Hall"

...

"Three worship couples"

...

"Entry into the bridal chamber"

From now on, Kou and I have been a legitimate couple, even more legitimate than in our previous life.

====Two meat

Si Xun (Shou) × Kou Xi Nian (Attack)