Roommate is a lop-eared rabbit

The colleagues in the bar heard about Jian You's dismissal from the supermarket owner some time ago, and took the initiative to find him, saying that a relative opened a large supermarket, and because he was busy recently, he released two part-time jobs, mainly for cashier and merchandiser.

The salary is 12 yuan an hour, the time is convenient for him, the work is very relaxed, and the environment is spacious and clean, but there is one thing that is not so good, it is a little far from the school.

But the distance has never been an obstacle for Jianyou to make money, he agreed without hesitation, went to work for a few days and got used to it pretty well, and the trouble of the distance is not a big trouble, the subway is very convenient, and there is no need to change in the middle Wire.

Today, after class as usual, he went straight to the supermarket. For this reason, he ruthlessly rejected Lu Shinian's kind invitation to have lunch with him.

"Little Jane, please arrange this box of tissues for me."

Another girl who was in charge of displaying the goods told him: "This brand must be placed on the highest shelf. You are tall, so it is convenient to reach."

Jian You responded, unilaterally terminated the WeChat chat, walked over and pushed the cart full of tissues to the shelf, and went to the corner to move the ladder over.

He was busy with work, and the phone in his pocket vibrated from time to time, and he guessed with his knees who was so talkative and dense, he didn't bother to answer.

It was just after noon, and there were not many people in the supermarket, and the bustle would not start until after five o'clock.

Jian You was halfway through, when he heard a boy a few shelves away from him suddenly yelled and cursed: "You just don't want to give me money to buy it! It's my mother, I saw you brought a lot of money when you came out Why don't you buy it for me?!"

The voice between a teenager and an adult, with an obvious voice changer, is a bit hoarse, which is not pleasant at all, and no matter how bad the tone is, it will make people's ears uncomfortable.

Jian You rolled his eyes, he was another spoiled brat.

"Rang Rang, you are obedient. It's not that mom is reluctant to buy it for you. The main thing is that it affects your study. Look at how many good students in your class bought game consoles? Those students who bought game consoles How many of them have good grades?"

The woman persuaded her earnestly, but she didn't have the slightest temper to be so fierce by the boy, and even indulged in pampering, and refused to be coaxed in every possible way.

Hearing her voice, Jian You couldn't help but startled.

this voice...

It was so similar to the voice in his memory.

The tone and timbre are almost exactly the same except that they have been more vicissitudes of life.

No, he frowned.

impossible.

After so many years, how could we meet again?

Jian You lowered his eyes, and the corner of his mouth curled up in a mocking arc, he was useless, how could he still remember.

Hearing what the woman said, not only was he not successfully persuaded, but he became even more angry: "What do you mean?! You just dislike my poor grades? You compare me with this all day long. How many times do you like me so much? If you're a nerd, you might as well recognize them as your sons!"

Woman: "Why? Jean, mom never disliked you. No matter what you look like, mom loves you the most."

Boy: "Really? Then I will be born without arms and legs, and you like me too?"

The woman self-certified: "Of course, you are mother's son, who does mother not like you like? Be good, let me go, and don't say such things in the future."

Boy: "Then you still refuse to buy me a game console?"

They were walking this way, the voice of the conversation getting closer and clearer.

Jian You listened to the voice that kept overlapping with memory, and the quickening and aggravating movements of his hands all showed that he was feeling restless at the moment.

In the end, they stopped at the end of the shelf where Jian You was. The woman finally compromised under the aggressive insistence of the boy: "Okay, okay, I'll buy it for you, I'll buy it for you."

Jian You closed her eyes forcefully, and turned her head almost irritably, but the moment her eyes fell on the woman's face, she suddenly froze -

It turns out that not only the voices are overlapping, but the faces are also completely overlapping!

It really is her.

Jian You felt that an invisible heavy hammer had slammed into his chest.

There was a buzzing in his head, and almost instantly, he was pulled into that memory by this face, the night before the nightmare started.

He was coaxed to take a shower and put on new clothes. In the room, she knelt down in front of him and hugged him, saying sorry over and over again that she couldn't keep him.

Her tears wet Jian You's shoulders so much, Jian You didn't know why she was crying, and even tried to hug her back to comfort her.

Then, he was led to the living room, where he was handed over to Qian Jianzhong with money and delivery.

She was old, with many wrinkles on her face that he hadn't seen before, and a doting smile all over her eyes, apart from these, she was exactly the same as he remembered.

But she had never smiled at him like this before, and she always looked at him with sad, troubled eyes, always reluctant to part with him, and unable to shake him off.

It's really ironic. He was only 8 years old when he left. He thought he had almost forgotten it, but now he realizes that the memory has been polished more and more clearly by time. Remember clearly.

Why do we still meet?

That home is clearly thousands of miles away, how could we meet here?

The unexpected reunion caught Jian You by surprise.

After a brief silence, a throbbing heartbeat could be heard from all limbs.

His back was stiff, a pack of tissues was tightly clutched in his hand, and he didn't know where to put it.

"Okay, mom will buy it for you, but you promised mom that after you have a game console, you can't indulge in games, and you must focus on learning, you know?"

"Oh, I know! I know how to talk about grades every day, isn't it annoying?"

"You kid..."

Chen Baiqiong had no choice but to take this son, sighed, and walked towards the supermarket employee who was placing goods not far away: "Hello, where is the kitchen utensils area?"

The other party quickly turned his head and lowered the brim of his hat so that he couldn't see his face clearly, so he raised his hand and pointed her in a direction: "Over there."

Chen Baiqiong thanked her, and quickly left with her son.

Jian You, who was left in place by them, kept a posture for a long time.

It wasn't until the aunt at the cashier came to ask him to change shifts that he came back like a ghost, responded with a hoarse voice, moved his numb calf, and slowly came down the ladder.

When the feet touched the ground, there was a feeling of unreliability when stepping on the clouds, so that I accidentally tripped.

The dull pain from rubbing his elbow helped him to wake up a lot.

The afternoon shift only ends at [-]:[-], and as soon as [-]:[-], Jian You takes off the uniform jacket of the supermarket and leaves work on time.

"What's wrong with little Jane? Is she feeling unwell? You look bad all day long."

"fine."

"It's okay to be in a trance. You young people just want to lose face. Face is not as important as body. Go back and rest."

Jian You nodded perfunctorily, thought of something in a trance when he left, turned around and bought another ham sausage.

At six o'clock in the evening rush hour of the subway, Jian You waited three times before getting on.

The people who just got off work were too tired to talk, and the carriage was very quiet.

Jian You returned to his place after being separated, belatedly recalling that his action of pressing his hat back then was completely superfluous, like a clown.

It's been more than ten years, he has grown from eight to 21 years old, she shouldn't have recognized him long ago.

Maybe in her mind, he was already dead.

Jian You leaned against the car wall, tilted his head back, closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

Back at school, he took a long detour to find the kitten with the ham in his pocket.

Halfway through, he received a message from Liu Jianchuan, and suddenly wanted to ask him for Lu Shinian's contact information. Before Jian You asked why, he explained the cause and effect.

[My cousin is studying in the school next door. I heard that I know Senior Lu, and she begged me to get her a friend seat, but I don’t know Senior Lu well, so I thought of you, God Jane, can you help me? 】

Jian You just glanced at it and then turned off the phone.

Seeing Lu Shinian was there from a distance, his steps slowed down and his expression softened.

As soon as he approached, he heard him ask the uncle who was standing by the green belt with his hands in his hands, watching the wind: "There was a white cat here before, it was very small, have you seen it?"

Jian You froze for a moment, then stopped in place.

Is the cat missing?

The dormitory uncle squinted his eyes halfway: "You mean the one with the blue eyes? He's dead."

Jian You's pupils shrank suddenly.

"died?!"

Lu Shinian frowned: "It was fine yesterday, why did you die today?"

"Wild cat, I can't control my appetite, so I decided to eat something that shouldn't be eaten."

The dorm manager was probably bored too, so he chatted with Lu Shinian on this topic: "But that cat is not pleasant, has a bad temper and doesn't love people, and can't hide out during the day, and the student doll can't see it, how do you raise it? ?”

"Actually, there were three kittens in that litter. I don't know why, but the mother cat took the other two kittens and moved the litter. It's not bad to live to this day without a mother to take care of it. It's..."

"Master!" A student called him from behind: "It's urgent, come and open the door!"

The uncle let out a hey, and walked away with his hands clapped.

Lu Shinian turned his head and saw Jian You standing not far behind him. He paused for a moment, then quickly raised his smiling face, and said in the usual tone, "You Zai, when did you come?"

Jian You asked him, "Where's the cat?"

Lu Shinian helplessly spread his hands: "I lost it, and I don't know if I can find it by myself."

He thought that Jian You would ask a few more questions, or when he got lost, or where he might get lost, or ask him awkwardly to look for it with him.

None of the results.

He just let out an expressionless expression, then calmly accepted the fact, turned around and walked back.

Lu Shinian narrowed his eyes, keenly aware that something was wrong.

Based on his understanding of Jian You, he shouldn't have reacted like this.

He heard it.

This realization made Lu Shinian's heart sink.

He hurried to catch up, pulled the man around, just opened his mouth, saw the tears on Jian You's face, what he wanted to say was blocked in his throat suddenly, and he couldn't utter a word.

Jian You's eyelashes were soaked with tears, and he tried to pretend he didn't care, and tried his best to suppress his crying: "If you die, you can die, anyway, no one wants that bad temper."

He turned his face to the side, childishly trying to stop the tears from falling by opening his eyes wide, and in a venting tone, he didn't know who he was talking about: "Anyway, its mother doesn't want it anymore, and it's better to suffer less if it dies."

Lu Shinian wiped the tears on his face with his hands, but found that they couldn't be wiped off continuously, so he clicked his tongue in dismay, and simply pressed him into his arms so that all the tears he shed fell on his shoulders: " Don't cry, baby, where are there so many tears?"

Jian You choked up for a moment, and the sobs that could have been held back were resolutely broken by Lu Shinian's coaxing, like the desperate whining of a cub after being left alone, and his hands shaking violently, it was the most straightforward expression of an emotional breakdown.

Lu Shinian's heart ached terribly.

He hugged him tightly, drew the safest and most reliable place for him with his arms, lowered his head and kissed the top of his hair, and said calmly, "Who said no one wants it?"

"They don't want it, I want it."

"I want Lu Shinian."

This state was not suitable for returning to the dormitory, so Lu Shinian took him home directly.

Jian You cried and fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already dark. He was lying alone on the big bed in Lu Shinian's room. The curtains were drawn so that no gaps could be left, and the neon lights couldn't come in. There was only a night light in the shape of a cloud. Glows softly by the bedside.

It was specially bought by Lu Shinian for him, and when he placed the order, he pestered him to ask him if he wanted pink or blue, but Jian You kicked him impatiently, and finally bought white.

He sat up from the bed, turned his head when he heard the knock on the door, and Lu Shinian leaned against the door and looked at him idly: "I said to call you, and you just woke up, come out to eat."

Lu Shinian played steadily, and the table was full of color and fragrance.

Jian You plucked his hair twice, opened the stool and sat down to eat without saying a word.

Lu Shinian sat down next to him, and didn't mention a word about the afternoon, but occasionally picked up a dish for him, said it was delicious, and asked him to eat more.

Everything is as usual.

Jian You looked up at him a few times, and gradually slowed down his eating speed.

"I... met her today." In the end, he took the initiative to open the mouth.

Lu Shinian was the only person who knew about his life experience. He felt uncomfortable, and he was the only one who could confide in him.

He just wanted to tell him too.

Lu Shinian asked, "Who is he?"

Jian You stared at the tip of the chopsticks, and said sullenly, "My mother."

This title is so unfamiliar, Jian You said it so awkwardly that he almost bit the tip of his tongue, feeling uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Lu Shinian's eyes flashed suddenly, and he kept his tone as usual: "Did you meet in the supermarket?"

Jian You hummed.

Lu Shinian put a bowl of soup for him and put it at hand: "Are you still going?"

Jian You's eyelashes trembled, and said, "I won't go."

This kind of reunion after a long absence is quite terrifying, and meeting once is enough.

Lu Shinian asked again, "Are you still crying?"

Jian You didn't make a sound for a long time this time.

He looked down at the food in the bowl, and after a long time, he said something irrelevant: "She is with her son, and I was right in front of her, just in time to hear her tell her son that she likes him, no matter I like him whatever he is."

As soon as he finished speaking, his chin was pinched and he was forced to look up.

Lu Shinian looked around his face, and as expected, his swollen eye sockets were red again, and when he was discovered, he frowned like a donkey trying to hide.

"What are you hiding from?" Lu Shinian said lightly, "It's me, not someone else."

Jian You said stubbornly: "I didn't cry!"

Lu Shinian: "Well, I haven't started crying yet."

Jian You groaned, frowned and stopped talking.

Lu Shinian twitched the corner of his mouth: "Are you wronged that she is so tolerant to another son, but so cruel to you? You just have an extra pair of ears, and she doesn't want you anymore."

Jian You refused to admit it: "I didn't."

"It's best not to, she doesn't deserve it."

Lu Shinian word by word: "She abandoned you, you can hate her, or you can not hate her because she gave you a life, but you can't miss her, you can't forgive her, you have to remember clearly, She has always been sorry for you, and it should not be you who are afraid of reunion, but her."

Jian You was stunned, and Lu Shinian relaxed when he saw this, "Once a person doesn't hold grudges, he is easily wronged, but You Zai, I don't like you being wronged, so you have to be more courageous, hold grudges, and do nothing. I'm afraid, as long as you always remember, I will back you up, remember?"

Jian You didn't come back to his senses, nor did he speak.

Lu Shinian raised the corners of his lips, and scratched his chin lightly twice: "Speak out."

Jian You blinked his eyes twice quickly, the redness in his eyes faded away, his expression slowly showed some discomfort, but he rarely obediently said: "Got it."

"It's good to know."

Lu Shinian withdrew his hand in satisfaction: "Don't believe that person's nonsense, she has long since retired from your life. Now that you have grown up safely, your life is going smoothly, and your future is bright, there is no need to pay for someone who is so pale that only a title is left. People waste time."

"You Zai, say without humility, 'No matter what you look like, I like you', now only I can say it to you."

Jian You thought that he would be sad and autistic for a long time, or at least feel depressed for a long time, but the truth is, he didn't at all.

His difficulty is not as difficult as he imagined.

The feeling of wanting to cry bitterly was like a tacit ritual whose meaning floated on the surface after a long time, more like a balloon that had accumulated too much air and burst suddenly. After crying and blowing up, it scattered and flew away. Very few came down.

So much so that now thinking about it, not only can't understand, but also feel a little ashamed.

As for the reason, I have to admit that Lu Shinian contributed a lot.

He was like a roundworm in his stomach, after finding out all his emotions, he hit seven inches hard, making him want to be depressed and he couldn't find a valid reason.

It turns out that a deep memory does not necessarily mean that the status is important. Unknowingly for so many years, he has accumulated too many things that are more important than those weak family ties in the past. Why bother to worry about the next meeting? Passers-by are sad.

As a result, the mood swings brought to him by Chen Baiqiong are not as big as Lu Shinian's.

His sense of ritual towards Chen Baiqiong is over, and now there are only two sentences echoing in his head:

I want you.

and i both like you.

Both of these words came from the mouth of a man who was sitting in front of him now, cleaning and applying medicine to his bruised arm.

I didn't think so at first, but the more I think about it now, the more weird I feel.

He was weird, and so was Lu Shinian.

But what's wrong with it, Jian You couldn't tell.

He thought for a long time to no avail, and then looked at Lu Shinian seriously helping him apply the medicine. After a while, the image of Lu Shinian bowing his head and kissing his wound when he was in the dormitory last time suddenly appeared in his mind.

The whole person is agitated.

Lu Shinian paused, looked up at him, "What's wrong?"

Jian You's ears were so hot that he didn't know what he was panicking about, so he touched his ears and gave a random reason: "Liu Jianchuan said to introduce you to a girl, do you want to meet her?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he was bitten on the back of his hand.

It was quite hard, and the pain made him gasp for a while, his eyes widened: "What are you doing?"

Lu Shinian expressionless: "I'm excited."

Jian You couldn't believe it: "If you're excited, you should bite me?"

Lu Shinian: "No, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

Jian You muttered: "A verbal apology is worthless."

Lu Shinian raised his eyebrows: "Brother Jian, what action do you want?"

Jian You was silent for two seconds: "Then help me move something after the exam."

Lu Shinian guessed: "Express delivery?"

"Dormitory luggage!"

Jian You bared his canine teeth, and used fierceness to cover up: "I don't want to move out and wear your clothes all the time!"