happy snow

Because of the poor medical conditions in the county hospital, Shen Jinhuan had thought of transferring Tang Chengxue to another hospital early in the morning.

Tang Chengyu also had this idea, so he has been contacting the hospital for the past few days.

Seeing Tang Chengyu smoking one cigarette after another in the smoking room alone, Shen Jinhuan walked in: "What are you bothering about?"

Seeing Shen Jinhuan coming in, Tang Chengyu hurriedly put out the cigarette he just lit: "Teacher Shen is here. I want to transfer Chengxue to another hospital, but the hospitals in our city are full of beds, so I can only let Chengxue sleep." Corridor, it’s not okay to stay here all the time... Sigh!"

After Shen Jinhuan said this, he continued: "I have a friend who works in the brain department of the Provincial Hospital, why don't I ask him." Feel.

"No, Mr. Shen, it's hard enough for you to go to the hospital every day these few days, we don't need to bother you with this matter." Tang Chengyu had the urge to pick up the extinguished cigarette and take another sip.

"Cheng Xue is a student I like very much. I also hope to see him get better. It's nothing to do such a small thing." Shen Jinhuan said slowly.

Shen Jinhuan's elegance always has a magical power, which can easily fascinate others and win their trust.Tang Chengyu was silent for a while, and finally let go: "Then thank you, Teacher Shen. When Cheng Xue recovers later, let's go out for dinner." Shen Jinhuan nodded in agreement.

So, on the second day after being transferred to the general ward, Tang Chengxue took an ambulance and returned to the city.

Along the way, Shen Jinhuan stood by his side.

Tuck in a quilt for a while, ask him if he is thirsty for a while, and ask him if he is dizzy in a car for a while.Staring at him most of the time, looking at him carefully, from the good-looking eyebrows and eyes, to the straight nose bridge, the charmingly curved lips, and the jaw angle of just 110 degrees.

For many moments these days, Tang Chengxue thought that maybe Shen Jinhuan liked him.Otherwise, this kind of meticulous care and love cannot be pretended.But Shen Jinhuan is really a god. He came with a mission, appeared beside everyone, and gave care that could be replicated in different identities.Even this person can be copied.

Tang Chengxue thought for a while, and asked in a slightly hoarse voice: "Do you have feelings? Can you have feelings?" When he said this, he habitually blinked his eyes, which was useful when he was flustered pose.Shen Jinhuan knew that he was nervous and looking forward to it.But there are some things that cannot be lied to.

"I don't think I can figure out 'feeling'." Needless to say.

Sure enough, Tang Chengxue smiled bitterly.So this kind of concern, this kind of thoughtfulness, is all the so-called "mode setting", all for the completion of the task.

He was the only one who was kept in the dark like an idiot throughout the whole process, thinking he had found true love.What a fucking irony.

"Then you don't need it. It's too misleading to stay here guarding me. I think the person before said that you should go back too, so just go back wherever you came from." Tang Chengxue's eyes were sore, especially sore.Although his lacrimal glands have almost degenerated, but to put it bluntly, he is only a 17-year-old high school student now.

want to cry.

But she couldn't cry in front of Shen Jinhuan's eyes.

shame.

"You go out." Tang Chengxue said.

Shen Jinhuan was still thinking about what Tang Chengxue said just now, yes, he really should go back, the system is almost repaired, it's time to go back.It's just a little bit, worrying about Tang Chengxue whose fate is tightly bound by the nightmare.

how could be?There is some dull pain in the heart.Maybe Tang Cheng is much sadder than me, right?

Shen Jinhuan listened to Tang Chengxue's words and got off while the car was waiting for a red light.

Tang Chengxue's tears flowed out of her eyes and slid onto her smooth scalp.It's so fucking hard, the world is so fucking fucked up.Hold.How could you do this to me?

Fifteen days after being hospitalized, Tang Chengxue returned to school with a hat on and a bag on her back, and returned to the cold and cramped dilapidated rented house.He doesn't want to live here, every time he thinks that he and Shen Jinhuan are going the same way, his heart hurts so much that he can't breathe.How can I still breathe?

Except for Tang Chengxue's car accident, no one had bought insurance for him, and the rural cooperative medical system did not reimburse such trauma, so the Tang family fell into a quagmire again.While Tang Chengyu was taking care of Tang Chengxue, he was running transportation day and night upside down, thinking about making more money.This little medical bill is going to kill me.

What made Tang Chengxue's forehead jump even more was that Tang Chengyu's transportation partner suddenly wanted to go it alone, asking Tang Chengyu to take out half of the money he paid for the car, and the two broke up.

Tang Chengyu is a man who has been carrying the stormy home alone for seven years, and the house leaked every night when it rained, but he took out these hundreds of thousands of pieces together.Tang Chengyu often said to Tang Chengxue, we two brothers, we have to compete if we don’t steam steamed buns, and we have to be respected by others.

Originally, Tang Chengyu wanted Tang Chengxue to prepare to repeat his studies.But he doesn't want to.He is really tired of the sea full of questions, the endless sea, and he can't swim yet.

So he took a bag back to school and started to make up the rest of these days' lessons.Tang Chengxue's academic performance is good, but he is not a genius, and he has to study hard to get grades.Besides, he was in a bad state of mind, so bad that he exploded.These days when I went back to school, I suffered from insomnia and dizziness every night.

Three days before the college entrance examination.

The school stopped classes and allowed students to review freely.Everyone is desperately doing what the school calls "betting papers".On the last day, Shen Jinhuan supervised the self-study, and he said to Tang Chengxue, "Come on." Tang Chengxue didn't respond, but said hello in his heart.

Tang Chengxue's college entrance examination was a big event in his family. Tang Chengyu accompanied him throughout the two days. The test center was too far away from home, and he couldn't book a hotel, so he drove outside the school gate.

Tang Chengxue had a moderate fever, but still suffered from insomnia.

Before stepping into the examination room, he also saw the school teacher wearing red short-sleeves to cheer him up.They jumped and fucked and said come on.Shen Jinhuan was there too, with dark gray hair, pupils, and gold-rimmed glasses.Well, one last look at you, I hope you bring me good luck.

After taking the exam for two days, Tang Chengxue didn't know how he got here.Anyway, I feel that I should be able to get into a good university.

I also want to say goodbye to Shen Jinhuan.

Why did I think of him again.

Long time no contact.how is it.

When Tang Chengxue moved out of the dilapidated rented house, her eyes were still sore.I really have to go.But I really miss it.Otherwise, please come out to have a meal with Shen Jinhuan to celebrate after the results are released.

What about celebrating?

A month later, the results of the college entrance examination were released.

Tang Chengyu was so excited that he didn't sleep all night.But Tang Chengxue forgot the query password he set.

wind up,

You can only reset the password when the number of inquiries is less and the system does not crash the next day.

Tang Chengxue still remembers how she felt at that time.Neither sad nor happy.

530 nine points, one line is 560 points.There is no extra thought, but the whole body is cold, from the fingertips to the toes, it is obviously hot and deadly in June.

it does not matter.More exams and fewer exams can be regarded as an explanation to my past self.

I just feel a little sorry for his brother.I am so sorry.Didn't let our family live up to it.

Tang Chengxue took out her mobile phone, then she had to say no to Shen Jinhuan.I looked for Shen Jinhuan's WeChat, but couldn't find it.

Could it be that I was deleted as a friend?No need!Shen Jinhuan is not that kind of stingy person either!Then call?Tang Chengxue pressed the dial button, her heart was pounding, as if heralding something.

A strange and rough male voice came: "Who is it so early! Don't sleep!"

"I'm looking for Shen Jinhuan."

"What Shen Jinhuan? I don't know."

Then came the busy tone of the phone. "Beep... beep..." Every time it hit Tang Chengxue's heart.

Changed phone number?

How can you do this?

Tang Chengxue has always been a person who never hits the wall and never looks back. You can delete WeChat, change your phone number, you can’t move your home, you can’t let go of your job, right?

Although Shen Jinhuan is a rich second-generation person, he can't...

So he came to the door of Shen Jinhuan's house and rang the doorbell frantically. It took a long time before someone opened it. It was a woman in her 50s and [-]s who was obviously still asleep. She looked at the person in front of her in a daze: "Who are you? Well?"

"I'm looking for Shen Jinhuan." It's impossible for this person to have anything to do with Shen Jinhuan, so did he really leave?It was so clean in just one month?

"Crazy you, Shen Jinhuan! Something's wrong!" Madam yawned and was about to close the door, but was stopped by Tang Chengxue: "Auntie, don't, don't, let me ask again, has this house always been yours or rented it from someone else? Here? Or have you rented it out to someone else?"

"Fart, this house has always been owned by my mother. My family has lived here for more than ten years. Why are you so crazy in the morning!"

This woman probably thought that Tang Chengxue was some illegitimate child of her husband, and wanted to grab the property?

Tang Chengxue turned around and ran downstairs without taking the elevator. It seemed that only vigorous exercise could make him feel better.

Head teacher, head teacher will definitely be able to find Shen Jinhuan, right?

Dial the phone number of the head teacher: "Hello, teacher."

"Hey Chengxue! I haven't asked how you did in the exam yet?"

"Let's talk about it later, teacher, can you give me Shen Jinhuan's contact information, I have an urgent matter with him." Tang Chengxue called out Shen Jinhuan's name directly.

"Who is Shen Jinhuan?" The head teacher was confused.

"...That is, our Chinese teacher."

"Chinese teacher? Teacher Wei, let me send you his contact information on WeChat."

Tang Chengxue hung up the phone very impolitely.Who is Teacher Wei, who is it?Where's Shen Jinhuan? Where's his Shen Jinhuan?

Tang Chengxue still didn't give up.

He called Lou Bei in a series of fatal calls: "Lou Bei, do you still remember who our Chinese teacher is?"

"Xue, although my buddy's college entrance examination scores are not very good, but his brain is not so bad. Isn't the Chinese teacher the old Wei, the bald Mediterranean one."

"Okay, got it, hang up first."

Tang Chengxue was still sitting downstairs at Shen Jinhuan's house.

Did Shen Jinhuan "go back"?The task has been completed, so wave your sleeves without taking a cloud.

He had this premonition early in the morning, but he just didn't want to admit it, he just didn't want to admit it.

Tang Chengxue opened the photo album on her mobile phone, wanting to take a look at the helpless guy he likes.But why, one is gone.There are a lot of ugly photos of "Mediterranean old Wei".

How can, how can?

Where is my Shen Jinhuan?Why didn't you even leave me a picture?

Tang Chengxue rummaged through her luggage, trying to find any evidence of Shen Jinhuan's existence, but the memory between them dissipated in the vast sky like a wisp of smoke.

How can you do this?

I like you so much, you tell you that there is no such thing as feelings, everything is to complete the so-called task.

I can care less.

But why did you leave so suddenly, didn't you even leave me a farewell?

Do you want to take away everything that can prove your existence?

Tang Chengxue's face was mottled with tears.He buried his face deep under his arms and sobbed silently.

Can't stop, can't stop.

You know, I have a bad memory, what if one day I forget you?What should I do……

Tang Chengxue took a southern city to study law.

I feel that the south has the extremely gentle temperament of Shen Jinhuan.Studying law has always been Tang Chengxue's longing.Shen Jinhuan also said that you must be handsome when you hold the law.

Maybe in this way, I will not forget Shen Jinhuan.

Really don't want to forget.

In the past few months, Tang Chengxue was diagnosed with severe depression and could only survive by taking medicine.

It wasn't entirely caused by Shen Jinhuan's departure.The environment all along, Tang Chengxue's own character, and accidents one after another.

Tang Chengxue felt that she was really weak.Lock yourself in a dark cage every day.Don't want to socialize, don't want to study, don't want to eat, don't want to do anything.Just want to rot in bed.

You are so weak.He said that countless times in the middle of the night.

last of the last.

The university has officially started classes.

In this scorching afternoon, I have to take criminal law class.

Tang Chengxue was walking on the road to the school, watching the clusters of greenery clustered together, squirming in the scorching wind.For a moment, he thought that he had returned to the summer three years ago, as if he could see Shen Jinhuan as soon as he looked back.

Shen Jinhuan...

It still hurts to mention the name.feels awful.It's only been three months, how could I forget someone I love so much.

Still don't give up.

Tang Chengxue has always been a person who never bumps into the south wall and never looks back.

If not, just look back.

Well, nothing.Tang Chengxue laughed at herself, why is she still so stupid.

But at the moment when he was about to turn his head back, a person came against the light, and the world was eclipsed.

□□Damn it, Shen Jinhuan!