i fell in love with a straight guy

My brother's warm pot banquet invited many people.

His colleagues, friends, classmates, and many of our mutual friends.

Everyone was very happy, and I also pretended to be very happy, pretending to be an ordinary person to congratulate my brother.

Really uncomfortable.

The banquet ended early, and most of the people present had families and businesses, and there were wives and children waiting at home, so they couldn't play until late.

My brother accompanied his friends to take a taxi outside, carefully explained the location of the house to the driver one by one, and reminded his friends to send him a WeChat message when they got home.

In the end I was the only one left.He waved to hail a taxi and grabbed his sleeve.

"Walk with me and chat, okay? Brother."

My brother did not refuse.We are two single dogs, no one cares what time we come home after wandering outside, and no one will leave a light for us at home.

"What do you want to talk about?"

My brother's expression was still very calm, and his tone of voice was devoid of emotion, as if he was doing business and wanted to get it over with as soon as possible.

Seeing his appearance, I was suddenly heartbroken and a little out of breath.

In my heart, my brother should be sunny, unrestrained, free and unrestrained, not the indifferent and alienated look he is now.

In fact, I have a lot to say to him.How are you doing alone?Are you comfortable with your new home?Have you worked hard since becoming a director?Have you eaten on time?I took a deep breath, hesitating how to speak, but after thinking for a long time, my mind was like a mess, and I didn't know what to say.

"Brother, I miss you, can you come back?"

This is clearly not what my mind told me.My brother is straight, I know, I shouldn't say this to make him hate it.

But I uttered such a sentence out of nowhere.

It must be the damn alcohol's fault again.

My brother sighed heavily.

"Xiaoyu, you are still young, you don't understand. In fact, you are just my brother's dependence on my brother. You are used to living with me, so you will reject outsiders from entering. But you should not be affected by my love for you. You can live a better life, you deserve better love, when you get used to not having me behind you, you will find a woman you love, she will love you very much, and give birth to a lovely child for you, This is what you should..."

I just felt sore in the fundus of my eyes, and the tears in my eyes flowed down like broken threads.I stubbornly reached out to wipe it off, but before my eyes was still a blurry world soaked in tears.

"Xiaoyu, we will always be friends, good brothers, and only good brothers. Sooner or later, you will understand that it was a mistake to like me. It's the senior brother who is not good. He didn't grasp the scale well, but brother can't see you wrong go down..."

I grabbed my brother's hand tightly and shook my head desperately.I don't want to hear what he said, all I know is that he wants to drive me away, he doesn't want me around him.

"Xiao Yu, you obviously have such a bright future, why don't you take a good and prosperous road, and insist on taking a road that people cast aside and look down upon."

My brother hated iron for being weak, and he broke away from my hand all of a sudden, with a serious expression on his face.

I looked at my hand that was thrown away, and was stunned for a while.

I stared at my brother's face obsessively. There was anxiety, helplessness, and sadness on his face, but there was no resentment or disgust.

I don't want to make my brother sad.I lowered my head, but tears fell down my face.

"Why do you think I'm wrong? I just like you. What's wrong with me! If you don't like me, I'll hide away from you. Can't I let others see it?"

My brother seemed to be unable to bear it, so he stretched out his hand and stroked my head, smoothing out a few dull hairs on the top of my head.

"Xiaoyu... don't cry..."

"You don't like me, why do you treat me so well? Why do you take care of me? Why have you been with me for so many years? He Yi, you can't make me like you, give me hope, and kick me away again! You know After you left, how much do I miss you?" My voice was trembling, and I could already hear myself crying, "You don't like me, you can reject me, but why didn't you tell me? You clearly There are plenty of opportunities to tell me..."

My brother gritted his molars and said nothing.

Through the whirling tears, I seem to see his eye circles are red.

I regret.My brother did nothing wrong, why should he be scolded by me for no reason,

He just doesn't like me.

"Brother, I'm drunk, I'm going back first. Don't worry about what happened today." I fled in despair.

This is the first time I saw my brother cry, his reddish eyes seemed to be filled with tears, although I may have misread it, after all, I cried worse than anyone else.

I can't see Senior Brother crying, it makes me feel worse than him not wanting me.I could only push him away and run away.