I want to reunite with you

When I woke up the next day, there was no one around me, and my heart sank.Touching the cold bed by his side with his hands, he couldn't help but wonder why Kou Xinian didn't come back overnight, whether he was planning to alienate me, whether he was leaving...

I couldn't control the pain in my heart.

In the past, I hated him in my heart, so my longing also made me attribute it to hatred.It is only now that I realize it later, and let go of the prejudice imposed on me by others.Even if I don't want to admit it, I can't deny it. I like Kou Xinian, very much.

I didn't even notice when Xi Lin came in, and I was quite frightened when that kid made a noise.

"It's already high in the sun, why is Your Highness still lying down?"

I turned my back to him. At this time, I didn’t want to be poor with him. When I was depressed, I didn’t want to do anything, eat or talk, and just wanted to be alone.

Xi Linxu sensed my strangeness, he asked: "What's the matter today?"

I moved my mouth, feeling bored, it would be good if I could talk to someone, so I said, "I feel uncomfortable."

But Xi Lin said: "I'm bored, I want to go out to drink and have fun, don't you?"

I didn't say a word, but when it comes to wine, it's a good thing. I just need to drink away my worries.

Xi Lin pulled me up when I was distracted, cleaned up the Ma Liu, tied on the fleece cloak and stuffed me with a hand warmer as usual.

"Little ancestor, what are you thinking, so engrossed?"

Is it so obvious? I looked at him and paused.

Xi Lin has been serving me since I was a child, and my relationship with him is not so good. If we say something on weekdays, no matter who of the two of us speaks amazingly, the other will express his understanding.

I turned my head to look at the distorted face in the bronze mirror, and said in despair, "I'm so ugly."

Xi Lin had no choice but said helplessly: "If you dare to say ugly, Jian'an City won't look good anymore!"

There are many people in Jian'an City who like me, both men and women. Even after I married Kou Xinian, when I sneaked out to play, there were always people who wanted to be nice to me. Kou Xiannian said.If I told him, no one would dare to pester me like this.

But, I want to save face.

If it were now, I would tell Kou Xingnian ten times a day, if someone molested me, don't you care?

Thinking so, I was still anxious, looking at my face in the bronze mirror.Kou Xiannian doesn't seem to like this face, he doesn't like it, what can I do, should I change it... I couldn't help blurting out, even more uncomfortable: "He doesn't like me."

This is self-evident for him, and it is naturally Kou Xiannian.Xi Lin couldn't help rolling her eyes, "Why don't you like it? It's you..."

I glanced at Xi Lin and disagreed with his statement, "I just don't like it. I have the name of husband and wife with him, but there is no reality. He married me, but he didn't like it in his heart. It is the emperor's order."

It's not that I didn't speak freely, it's just that I really feel that if Kou Xinian liked me, he wouldn't be so indifferent to me and let me keep an empty room every day...

Unexpectedly, after finishing speaking, Kou Xinian came in.

I was really unlucky, my face became hot instantly, and I hurried to pour tea.I pray that Kou didn't hear it in the past year, not at all.How can I say such embarrassing words and let him hear them.

Xi Lin also really had no loyalty, leaving me ashamed to see others and ran away.

I was embarrassed to look at Kou Xinian for a while, and my head was buzzing with choking from drinking tea.

Kou Xiannian thoughtfully helped me to breathe, and seeing that the cloak was strangling me, he raised his hand to help me out.

He looked indifferent, and said: "I'm going to visit Yicheng, it will take a long time, you are at the mansion... If you feel bored, I will take you back to Rongyang City."

He wants to send me back to Rongyang City, he really doesn't like me, so why would he trade my life for my safety and prosperity.Besides, he once promised me to go back to Rongyang City with me, but now he just said to send me back, what is the difference from driving me back.

"Kou Xiannian, I hate you."

I stood up angrily and walked out. If I didn't, I was afraid that I would cry in front of him again. I wanted to save face at this moment.

"My lord, where are you going?" Xi Lin bumped into me at the door, and hurriedly followed me in surprise, "My lord, why are you crying?"

"Shut up," I scolded Xi Lin, he was so loud, what if Kou Xinian heard him.

I want to go to drink, even if the sky is bright and bright, I will get drunk and go wherever I want.

The owner of the restaurant may have been frightened by my posture, jar after jar of spirits, I felt unhappy and kept pouring them down my stomach, half of the drink seemed to leak, and my clothes were wet.

"Little ancestor, you're not drinking, you're drinking too much!" Xi Lin persuaded, but I was impatient with his chattering and told him to get out.He did go out, but came back not long after.

Not only persuading, but also robbing me of wine even more, I was so angry that I asked the boss to bring up all the wine in the store, so that he would not rob me of wine, so much, I want to drink it myself.

He still wants to grab it.

I wiped my tears and looked at his swaying phantom, and said aggrievedly: "There are so many on the table, you will steal mine, Xi Lin, you are presumptuous, and you will fight against me, you don't like me, you want to send me back ...."

"Hengshi, be good, go back with me."

Looking at Xilin's face, I actually heard Kou Xinian's voice, and I shook my head. I couldn't tell who the person in front of me was, or I thought it up myself when I was drunk and confused.

Not only did he want to snatch my wine, but he also asked the boss to remove all the wine jars. I refused, and held on to one jar: "Don't be presumptuous, I am the eldest son of Prince Yi's mansion! Don't take my wine, get out!" , all retreat, I want to be alone, alone..."

The boss stepped back, and there was one person who didn’t. I think he looks like Kou Xinian, most likely because of my illusion. He snatched my wine jar and hugged me, “If you don’t want to go back to Rongyang City, don’t go back. Okay, come back home with me first?"

When he mentioned Rongyang City, I felt aggrieved and choked up, "Kou Xinian didn't want me anymore, he wants to send me back..."

"I don't want you, I'm afraid that you won't have a place to play in Jian'an City, and I'm also afraid that you will miss your family and friends..."

I stared at this person who looked like Kou Xinian for a long time, and I couldn't help crying: "Liar, he just doesn't want me, he wants to send me back...I want Kou Xinian, don't go back..."

I couldn't breathe from crying, pushed away the person who was holding me, stood up staggeringly and took a few steps back before standing still.I thought of the person who always liked to take advantage of me in my previous life, this person is, why hug me, I have a husband, others can't hug me.

"Hengshi, be good," his voice was helpless, he forcibly hugged me and unbuttoned my clothes, "The wine is wet, change into another to avoid catching cold."

"I don't want it, I don't want it," I couldn't push it, he is not afraid of my identity as the eldest son, he must be afraid of the fearsome Yulongwei.So I pretended to be majestic and cried: "You dare to touch me, my husband is the head of Yulongwei, I want him to kill you, are you afraid, let me go if you are afraid..."

My threats had no effect at all, he was not afraid at all, and was still smiling.I was so angry that I wanted to bite him, I opened my mouth and bit on his chin, I couldn’t do enough because of the drunkenness, so I stuck out my tongue and licked it, the thin stubble pricked my tongue very much.

"You just said, who is your husband?" He asked.

I was dissatisfied and looked up at him, feeling dizzy, so I pretended to be calm and told him: "Husband, I have a husband, Kou Xinian is mine, my husband, are you afraid..."

"Well," he carried me to the couch, and said, "Why are you not afraid, from your mouth, I am afraid of death."

Hearing this, I laughed triumphantly, relying on his shoulder so as not to fall down, "I want to find Kou Xinian, I want Kou Xinian..." My head was so dizzy that I couldn't see what the other person looked like even when I looked up.

Sure enough, he was a liar, saying that he took off his clothes, but in the end he directly pressed me on the couch and clasped my hands.

At this moment, I saw Kou Xinian again, with a soft smile on his handsome face, he told me to close my eyes, and I was dazed, so I obediently closed them.

He was kissing me, which coincided with the dream that night, and I would have sex dreams even when I was drunk.

He raised his hand to hug his neck, feeling a numb itching in his heart.He didn't open his eyes until his lips left me, it was indeed Kou Xinian, he looked at me panting, his appearance was too attractive.

I tightened my arms and said to him, "Brother Nian, I still want to kiss."

When that kiss landed on my neck, I should have let out an itchy breath, how could I make such a sound that makes people blush and heartbeat, but I couldn't help it.

Then it got out of hand, Kou Xinian and I rolled together in my dream, I gasped in pain in a daze, but fortunately there was someone coaxing by my ear, Kou Xinian not only looks good, but also has such a voice so nice.

I can't remember anything, but I remember the sound of "Hengshi" in my ear, because "Mine" always followed me, so I fell into a sink, mixed with drunkenness, and I wanted more.

"Is it comfortable?" he was asking.

I nodded honestly, I was so tired that I just gasped for breath, it turns out that dreams also make people so tired, it's just strange, it's too real.It's like being there, whether it's painful or comfortable, the touch of his kiss on the body seems to be really owned.

I passed out and woke up again, it was dark outside.I couldn't help but be shocked, I actually had a dream all day after I was drunk.Wanting to call Xi Lin, his voice was smoky, hoarse and scary.My heart was startled, and I stood up on my own. There was discomfort coming from under my body. Not only did my heart beat faster, but my legs also became numb.

Lifting off the underwear and trousers, mottled hickey marks all over the place came into view, with a "boom", my sky fell.Having sex after drinking, who am I with...

The door of the guest room was pushed open, it wasn't Xilin, let alone Kou Xiannian, but my childhood friend, Guan Zhaohui.

"Ah Xun is awake, are you hungry?" Guan Zhaohui naturally sat next to my couch, he wanted to touch my hair, but I avoided it, feeling like dying.Shouldn't Guan Zhaohui be mistaken for Kou Xinian when he was drunk, and the guest couch Yunyu...

"You..." I originally wanted to confirm if it was true, but unexpectedly he said: "This is the end of the matter, Ah Xun, don't be sad, I will definitely be with you in the future..."

"Stop talking!"

I interrupted him, endured the pain to put on my clothes and shoes, and ran out of the restaurant room in a panic. It was really dark.Bai Ri Li Kou didn't come to look for me in the past, but fortunately he didn't come to look for me. If he saw it with his own eyes... what should I do.

Even if I didn't see it with my own eyes, I still couldn't bear it in my heart. I had sex after drinking, and I was still married.

In the past, it was said that in Jian'an City, it would be soaked in a pig cage.The more I thought about it, the more sad I went to the secret place I used to visit in my previous life, the camphor forest at the foot of Yaoshan Mountain.There is a still river with wooden boards for fishing.I just squatted on it like this, my stomach was growling with hunger, and my eyes hurt from tears.

I don't keep my husband's morals.

Throwing a stone into the water, there was a muffled "boom", I seemed to have found a way to relieve it, the small stone kept throwing and throwing, for a moment I forgot that I was in a hurry to get out of the inn, and I didn't wear fashionable clothes , the tips of the ears hurt from the cold, the hands were numb from the cold, and the legs were numb, and there was an inexplicable pain even there.

When Xi Lin came to find me, I almost squinted my hands.The bastard sang so much that I almost fell into the river in fright.Just as he was about to reprimand him for his bluff, he caught a glimpse of Kou Xiannian.

Feeling ashamed of Hang Seng, he hurriedly turned around and lifted his collar up.

"My lord, why did you run out? Let the master find it easy." Xi Lin wanted to help me up, but Kou Xinian rushed to help me, but instead of helping me, he took off his velvet cloak and wrapped me tightly. Yan Shishi revealed a face, I looked at him wronged.

"Are you cold when you run out in this kind of clothing?" He said so, stretching out his hands to hold my face and rubbing it, and covering my ears as well.

"Cold," I leaned over and said boldly, "You hug me."

Sure enough, he hugged me tightly and rubbed his face against mine, "Why did you run out by yourself?"

When he asked me about the morning, I said, "I won't go back to Rongyang City, I'll be where you are..."

"Okay, I won't go back." His tone was pampering, and my heart softened when I heard it, but I couldn't feel comfortable when I thought of my disorderly sex after drinking.

Thinking of 'dipping a pig cage', Kou Xinian probably wouldn't send me to soak in it. He is most likely to divorce me. This matter must be kept secret. I don't want to divorce him, and I promise to accompany him from beginning to end.