I want to reunite with you

This night Kou didn't go anywhere in the past. He accompanied me to eat, took a walk in the yard after dinner with me to digest food, and accompanied me to read books and play chess...

He is so abnormal, I can't help but wonder if he is making up for me because he is going on a long trip.Before that, he wouldn't take the initiative to hold my hand, but he fastened it tightly first, and my palms were so hot that a thin layer of sweat accumulated.

"Hengshi, it doesn't look good to be empty, what do you think should be planted?" Kou Xinian pointed to the open space beside the carp pond.

I remembered that in my previous life, Kou Xinian's mansion had been vacant all the time, but when grass grew, he didn't allow anyone to take care of it, allowing the grass to grow half as tall as a person.At that time, I only thought that the carp pond was beautifully built, and the weeds ruined the overall beauty.

But I only think in my heart and never ask.I asked him first, and I asked him back: "What did you want to keep and grow?"

Kou Xinian said: "It was originally left to you to arrange."

"Me?" I was puzzled, "When did you save it for me?"

Kou Xinian didn't answer, he didn't look away from me, but I saw his ears were red.I thought it was interesting, I had never seen him so shy, so I looked over.Not only the tips of his ears were red, but his entire cheeks were pink.

"Why are you blushing?" I asked him.Unexpectedly, he covered my eyes with his other hand, forbidding me to look at him again. I let him cover my eyes and asked about the open space again, "If I'm not here, what do you plan to plant."

He took his hand away without looking at me, and said, "I don't plant anything."

"What are you doing with nothing, long grass?"

Kou Xinian nodded: "Let it grow."

I don't know why, but I feel a little bit sorry for him like this, so I insisted and asked: "It's specially reserved for me, and if I'm not here, it will grow grass. What do you mean?"

He stopped talking again.But I want to know the answer. It’s okay to let go of the hands they held and prepare to hug him and act coquettishly. This movement of breaking free frightened him. Not only did he not let go, but he grabbed both of my hands.

"It was left when the mansion was opened. If you want it to flourish, if you don't want it, it will be abandoned. Me...Me too."

My body visibly froze.In his previous life, he didn't grow anything, and he didn't allow anyone to take care of it when it was deserted. This is the reason.As far as I know, this person opened the mansion four years ago. Four years ago, I was playing truant from school in Rongyang City to go to restaurants. How could I know who Kou Xianian was.

When did this person start liking me?

He held my hand very lightly, allowing me to pull away at any time, and I did pull away, but the next moment I hugged his waist, and hugged him tightly in front of the housekeepers and servants.

"Kou Xiannian, why are you so stupid, you are not allowed to do this in the future, or I will... I will bite you!" I looked up at him slightly, and he was looking at me, but he didn't hug me back, just, my His face was also hot red.

Kou Xiannian, an annoying bastard, has no shame at all. He held my face and kissed it in front of all the servants. I had no choice but to respond to him.

When I looked up again, all the servants were gone.I didn't care about anything without anyone, and I didn't feel ashamed to ask him if I could kiss him for a while, how could Kou Xinian refuse me.

After standing for a long time, my lower body hurts. Although I feel uncomfortable, I have to rely on Kou Xinian to let him carry me.On the way back, I leaned comfortably on his shoulder, thought for a while, and whispered in his ear: "Plant acacia trees, two to each other, and the love will last forever, okay?"

Kou Xinian paused, looked at me sideways, with undisguised joy in his beautiful eyes, I leaned forward and rubbed against the tip of his nose, "Is it all right?"

"good very good."

When I got back to the room, I couldn't be happier. The mottled body told me how to face Kou Xinian, and the hickey marks on the neck had disappeared, but he didn't ask if he didn't see it, so how should I explain it.

He was going to help undress me, but with a guilty conscience, I grabbed the skirt and turned around to take it off myself, but he didn't force me.I hid behind the screen and took off my outer robe. The hickey on my collarbone didn't go away, and it probably won't go away for a while. After a while, I decided that if Kou asked me about it in the past, I would say it was mosquito bites.

There is another method, blowing the wax, you can't see the black lights and blind fires.

So even though Kou Xi was leaning on him for half a year and didn't know what book he was reading, I quickly cut the wax, and then pushed him down with the book, "It's time to sleep."

"it is good."

Kou Xinian didn't care if the book was dropped on the couch, he made the quilt for me and slept beside me in a decent manner.I am a person who sleeps irregularly. I used to sleep alone at home, and I could turn over whatever I wanted. Now that I have Kou Xinian by my side, I behaved well on my wedding night. Now I don’t want to restrain myself.

I turned over and pressed against his warm body, and asked aggrievedly, "Kou Xinian, why didn't you hug me?"

"Can you?" he asked cautiously.

"Don't you want to?" I asked cautiously.

Only then did Kou Xinian wrap his arms around my waist and bring me into his arms. There is no better way to fall asleep in winter than being hugged by Kou Xiannian.

But the place under my body felt uncomfortable from time to time, and I couldn't fall asleep for a long time.I moved my fingers on his chest, there is not even moonlight tonight, and I can't even sneak a look at Kou Xinian's sleeping face.

"Can't sleep?" Kou Xinian asked me suddenly.The sudden voice frightened me even though it was soft, and I responded by rubbing my chin on his shoulder.

"Then, what is my Hengshi thinking? Why can't I fall asleep?"

I can't tell him what I'm thinking, it's obviously my fault, and I still have to be so wronged to climb onto him and let him hug me.

"You said you were going to Yicheng today, when will you go?" In addition to thinking about losing my virginity and disobedience, I was also thinking about this matter.

"Leave the day after tomorrow." He rubbed the hair on the back of my head and asked, "I can't bear to part with me, or what?"

"I want to go with you."

Kou Xiannian rejected me without even thinking about it, "It's dangerous, you can't go."

How could I be obedient, and turned my face away when I was unhappy, "Huh, you are not afraid to come back and I will be with someone else? You said that you will go for a long time, why should I wait for you!"

Kou Xinian didn't speak, but hugged me even tighter.In this case, I had no choice but to play tricks, "You won't let me go with you, I will go by myself, Yicheng, I have to take a boat, I know."

"Hengshi!" Kou Xinian said in a more serious tone, "Be obedient."

"Kou Xinian, I hate you." I was annoyed, I broke away from his hand and rolled into the couch, my body was so painful that I wanted to cry, so I cried out silently.

I'm afraid that what happened to Kou when he was out in the past, I didn't care about it before, but now his life is my life, if he gets hurt, how can I feel better, how can I feel at ease.

The man just doesn't get it.

"Hengshi..." He called me from behind, seeing that I didn't respond, he took the initiative to stick me over, and pulled me into his arms again, "It won't be long, I promise."

He said he wouldn't be there for long.

"How long was that?" I choked up and asked, which frightened him. Seeing that he was going to light the lamp, I quickly grabbed his hand, "Don't light it." Not mottled.

"Why are you crying, huh? Are you feeling sick?"

"I...I didn't." I asked again, trying to cover up, "How long have you been there?"

He wiped my tears with his sleeve and said, "How about five days?"

"Since five days is enough, why did you tell me it would take a long time?"

He paused and said, "I thought you wanted me to go longer."

This time it's my turn to have nothing to say, how could Kou Xinian be so cruel to himself, if he loves me, he can ignore me.After we divorced in the previous life, the Si family fell, why did he come here at the first time, he just stayed away from me on the surface.

This person's love is really forbearing.

No matter how big the complaint was, it disappeared now. Although I was spoiled, I was not unreasonable. I turned around and hugged him again. My body was really uncomfortable, so I had to beg him in a soft voice: "I can't sleep because of my backache, please rub it for me." rub."

Kou Xinian didn't ask anything, he was already gently kneading his hands, just as I wanted, and finally felt comfortable, pillowing his arm, I became more and more confused, and I didn't know when I fell asleep.

When I woke up the next day, Kou Xinian was still by my side.The morning light came in from the carved window, dazzled my eyes, so I had no choice but to raise the quilt and continue to sleep, and slipped into Kou Xianian's arms by the way.

I can't afford it, neither can Kou Xinian, and Xi Lin doesn't dare to barge in directly to wake me up.This is the time when I am most satisfied, Kou Xinian is really good at spoiling people!

"I'm sorry, it's time for lunch." Kou Xinian pinched my face and shook it, I opened one eye and looked at him, "It's just right, get up for lunch."

He laughed angrily at these words, and said in my ear that I was a slob.But I don't care, yesterday was really exhausting me.After finally getting up, my head was so dizzy that Kou Xinian ignored my objection and invited a doctor.

The old doctor with white beard insisted that I was sick and wanted to prick me with silver needles.A needle longer than the palm of my hand lay in front of my eyes, and half of it was going to be inserted into my arm. It was useless for me to cry. Kou Xinian just turned his face away from me, what a heartless man, he still hugged 'Heng' last night. The time is long, and the time is short' Now I turn my face and deny people, and I am so angry that I am dizzy.

So he passed out.

Woke up in the middle of the night in a daze, and didn't feel hungry, but just felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.Kou Xinian hugged me and moved, "Are you awake?"

I didn't have the energy to answer him so I just blinked.With such a reaction now, if I were a woman, I would definitely suspect that I was pregnant, but I am not.Kou Xiannian said that I had a fever, and always apologized to me. I don't think there is any need to apologize. The doctor gave me an injection when I was sick, and it was reasonable. There is nothing to apologize for.

But he just looked like he had done something wrong, kissing and hugging at the same time.That's how I realized that I had changed into obscene clothes and trousers. After looking at it for a long time, I couldn't believe it: "Did you change it for me?"

The answer is yes.I lost my anger in an instant, and he must have seen it. No matter how much I lie, I can't make up a decent reason for the traces left by love. In this way, it is me who should apologize.

"I cooked clear porridge, and you haven't eaten for a day, how much should you eat?"

I nodded even if I didn't want to eat, and Kou Xinian felt even more guilty if he didn't ask me. Maybe he was thinking about how to get along with me properly, or maybe he was thinking about his family's ugliness... I can guess a hundred possibilities about what he was thinking.

I was thinking alone, when I recovered from my illness, I would go to the street to inquire about where I could buy a tighter pig cage. I was afraid that my desire to survive was too strong and I would break free.