vaguely past

When I realized the fact that I might have died, I was in a trance for a long time.Note that I said trance, not unacceptable.If you want to ask me why my first reaction is to be in a trance instead of being unacceptable, then I can give you a very clear answer: If you have lived in a daze for ten years, you have suffered from the lack of freedom and the harsh treatment of prisoners during these ten years. Torture, you will not feel that death is such an unbearable thing.But relatively speaking, I still find it very ironic, because I have exhausted ten years of freedom, and I was rescued when I was about to be released from prison in three days. What's more sad is that I haven't been rescued yet. The straight line in front of me made my heart feel numb besides numbness, but the doctor was still very dedicated and did not give up.I have seen a science program before. It said that when a person is on the verge of death, he will feel very peaceful in his heart, and his brain will be like a projector, showing the people and things that appear in your life in a flash. Play it back quickly, and there will even appear someone you miss so much, who will take you out of this world.Content tags: Urban love, sadomasochism, love and murder┃ Search keywords: Protagonist: Shen Qingpei, Ai Yu┃ Supporting roles: Gu Aiyu, Yue Xun, Ye Hongyun